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Chapter 7: Oh Great...
"Fine, I guess. Mrs... uhhh..." Nikki said to my mother smiling. I thought it was pretty funny that she didn't know what to call my mom. Most people just call her Mrs. Bieber... Though my mother has never gotten married at all. She didn't even get married to my father.
"Pattie, you can call me that or mom. Whichever is more comfortable for you." My mother smiling sweetly. I rolled my eyes. My mom was only acting like this because she just met Nikki. If it were any of my friends back home, she would have been a bit more stern then she was bieng at this very moment.
I was still glaring at Ryan though and he was glaring right back at me. He just didn't know when to lay off. "So do you know what is going on with those two? I thought they were best friends." Nikki said looking at Ryan and I.
My mother sighed and answered, "Nothing, that I know of, unless... If I know Justin, he's probably upset about that comment Ryan made to you. Don't worry about it though, whatever it is, it'll blow over soon. Those two are like brothers." Oh this was so not going to be over very soon. I was going to make sure something like that doesn't happen again very soon.
I just couldn't believe that Ryan had been so rude towards her. He may be a flirt but that was definitely going overboard. I shouldn't be talking because I always flirt with girls that I don't know. I have an excuse though! I have to do it because it's part of my 'image.' I think that is stupid though. I'm not saying that I wouldn't flirt with girls if I didn't have to. I just wouldn't flirt with them as much though.
A couple hours later, my mother had gone of to bed and Nikki, Ryan and I decided that we were going to stay up a bit longer. Nikki was going in and out the whole time. I was waiting to talk to Ryan about what he did til she fell asleep. I had my arm around her body and she had her head on my shoulder with her eyes closed. I wasn't to sure if she had fallen asleep so I was going to wait a couple minutes.
When I finally thought she was asleep, I said, "Why did you say that Ryan?" I was still irratated by him. I just couldn't understand why though. It must have been because I wanted this girl and apparently Ryan did to now. Ryan hadn't done that to tease her and he hadn't done it to get on my nerves. He was trying to get her to like him. Ryan was purposefully flirting with her.
"Dude, I think I like her though. Even though you were the one kissing her, and dreaming about her. In those short hours of knowing her, I think I may have fallen for her." he said quietly to me. That made me only angier to hear. Ryan couldn't be in love with her because there was no way she could ever be in love with him. There was something between Nikki and I when we kiss. I bet there would be nothing between those two when they kissed. It was just impossible for those two to get together. Anyway Nikki wouldn't get along with Ryan very well. He was a player and he would end up hurting her in the long run.
I began to tense up, "Ryan... You don't even know anything about her... I know more about her then you do. Did you think that when you saw me kissing her and I told you about my dreams that maybe, I like her?" My best friend was seriously after the girl that I wanted. I couldn't believe this. I thought maybe if he knew how I felt he would back off at least that was what I was hoping that would happen.
"Can't you just let me have her? I mean you always get all the girls because your Justin Bieber. I mean can't I have one girl to date that knows you?" Ryan sounded desperate. I couldn't believe he brought that up. I don't always get the girls... Alright I do, but I don't want any of them. I want Nikki!
"Ryan, out of all those girls that throw themselves at me, how many do I ever actually date?" I asked him trying to calm my nerves so I would lose it at him. I mean it wasn't like I wasn't expecting any of this to happen. I knew it would have happened eventually. There was going to be those times when Ryan got jealous of me because I was famous. Though I didn't think it would be actually because of a girl that we would be having a conversation like this.
"Out of your fans? None..." Ryan said sadly. "But that doesn't stop you from flirting with them. Nikki deserves something better then you. Somebody who wasn't going to flirt with girls left and right, just to be nice to them. Did you ever think about that, Justin? Do you even know what your doing to that poor girl?"
Sadly, Ryan had a point. Though it wasn't exactly my fault that I had to flirt with all those girls. It just made me who I was or it was part of my 'image.' Nikki did deserve better. I knew that. I was willing to try to make this work. She would understand why I flirted with all these girls. I shifted her a bit so my arm wouldn't fall asleep. "Again, I like her and want to start a relationship with her, but if your going to try to come inbetween it. I don't know if it would be a good thing to do at all.
"Justin, are you even thinking about her? Who do you think she would be better off with? I'm trying to get you to think about her! If you really cared about her, you wouldn't want to start a relationship with her!" Ryan argued with me. He was trying to make me feel bad about it so I wouldn't ask her out. I couldn't believe this. He's supposed to be my best friend...
I didn't answer Ryan for a couple minutes. He did have some points. She could get hurt if I started dating her. The paparazzi would be all over her and most of my fans would probably be badmouthing her or sending her death threats. Thats just something she shouldn't have to deal with all of that. I finally answered him, "Your right, Ryan. She has a chance of getting hurt, but so do I. Do you think that I would purposefully hurt her? I would do nothing to hurt her." Then I whispered, "I wouldn't do anything like her ex." That was something I could promise. I wouldn't hurt her like her ex did. I would do anything to be nothing like him.
"Fine, whatever you say, Justin. If you mess up, you'll end up regretting it. I know you, man. So just becareful. I don't want to see the both of you getting hurt." Ryan said. "Anyways, man, I'm going to get some sleep now. I'll see you in the morning." I was kind of relieved that he dropped it. I just hope he wouldn't flirt with her anymore after our conversation we had tonight.
I didn't say anything to Ryan after that. I was still upset at Ryan, but I knew I would be over it by tomorrow morning. That this was just going to be a bump in the road for our friendship that we had to get over. I let out a sigh and looked at Nikki, who was still asleep. Darn she could sleep through anything.
I slowly got up from the couch and picked her up slowly. I tried not to move her so much. I began to walk towards her room carefully. I didn't know where I was going to sleep. Maybe I could sleep on the couch again... but that was very uncomfortable. I think I'll just sleep with Nikki. It would be so much easier then sleeping in the livingroom.
I laid her down on the bed and pulled her covers over her. Then I noticed that she smiled in her sleep and that made me smile. Once I finished tucking her in, I got in bed right next to her. I put my arms around her and hugged her closer to my body. "I wish you could have heard me admit that I liked you, Nikki. I wish you were up right now... I think you could be the one, Nikki... The bad part is we barely know each other..." I sighed. "Well anyways, goodnight..." I kissed her forehead.
I hoped that I would have the guts to tell her that I like her, when the time is right though. I just wish I had the guts to do that. Heck! I should! I mean I am Justin Bieber... Anything is possible for me right?
I sat there listening to her breath. It was like a steady lullaby for me. A couple minutes later, I fell asleep wondering if I was going to have the guts to do anything tomorrow or if I was going to back out at last minute.
