AN: I'm sorry for the lack of update, but I had other things to do

whatever, now I'm back

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Chapter 7:

"You okay, Quinn?" Santana asked a very nervous Quinn, which she found kind of amusing, but didn't show it.

Quinn was taken aback by the Latinas comment, she was in her own mind at the moment, she was actually nervous about performing for Glee Club, the looser club of the school, filled with looser. She was feeling a little guilty because she slushied everyone in this room, except Santana, Puck, Finn, Mike and Mercedes.

She didn't slushie Santana because she knew Brittany would have been very mad with her and she couldn't stand the blonde being mad at her.

Puck, Mike and Finn were in the football, so they weren't even aloud to be slushied.

And Mercedes hadn't got any slushie in the face because Quinn could imagine how hard it would be to get corn syrup out of that girls weaves, so she simply ignored and insulted that girl.

But now she is going to join that club with all the people that hate her with all their lives.

"Yeah, just repeating the performance in my head" she replied unconvinced by her own response.

The Latina didn't believe a word she said but dropped because her girlfriend ,which was still talking to Mr. Martinez about her Spanish test, wouldn't appreciate it. "If you say so" she shrugged.

Seconds after Brittany came with test in her hand and head down out of the room.

"Hey Britt, what happened in there?" the tanned girl asked with concern.

"It's about your test right" the shorter blonde said. The other blonde only nodded with a small and sad 'Yeah'.

Santana hugged her girlfriend tight and asked "What did he say, huh?" she calmed the tall dancer down and looked in the eyes.

Brittany sighed "I failed again and if I don't keep my grades, I'm not graduating. And the only class I'm constantly failing in is Spanish." she looked down for a moment and then to her girlfriend and best friend. "He said I need a tutor, but all the students who are tutoring aren't available"

Quinn and Santana looked at each other and then smiled a little confused at Brittany.

"What?" the dancer asked. "Is something in my face?" They shook their heads and the Latina answered. "No, Britt, there's nothing on your face, but do you remember what I am?"

"Of course I do, silly, you're a talented singer, smart, gorgeous, my gi...I mean best friend and..."

Brittany rambled on.

"No, I don't mean that and thank you, but do you remember what language I speak with my parents at home often?" Santana asked honored by her girlfriends compliments.

The tall blonde thought for a moment "Spanish!why?" she asked, but answered her question herself when it made click in her head. "You! You speak Spanish! You can tutor me!" she announced excited, but then her smile faltered.

"What, Britt-Britt?" Santana wondered after she saw her girlfriends changing expression.

The cheerleader mumbled "I bet you have better things to do than tutor me in a language that you speak since you're born"

Santana smirked "Nope, nope I don't have anything better to do, so it's settled" she lifted her girlfriends chin up which has been sinking down again "I'm helping you"

Brittany hugged the Latina and thanked her. She released her and wanted to kiss her so badly, but she couldn't because Quinn stood right beside them.

Quinn coughed slightly and interrupted their moment "Ahem, I think we should go, don't you think?"

"YAY" Brittany said with excitement in her voice "Come on, let's go" and with that she dragged Quinn and Santana towards the choir room which was being filled with the fellow Glee Club members.

"Ah, welcome to Glee Club, ladies" Mr. Shue greeted them with a warm smile. "You're prepared?" they nodded "Good. I think everyone is here now. I'll just announce you guys and you can start" he said and turned to the rest of the Glee Club.

"Okay, these are Brittany and Quinn, they want to join us and they have something for us to show with a little help from Santana. Take it away" he said and said down on an empty chair in the front row.

Santana was standing in the middle of them with a red skirt , so she could match the other ones. "Let's get started" she smiled and took her position. The music started and Quinn began to sing.

The moment I wake up

Before I put on my makeup

I say a little pray for you (Brittany joined her)
While combing my hair now,
And wondering what dress to wear now,
I say a little prayer for you

(all three of them sang by now)

Forever, and ever, you'll stay in my heart
and I will love you
Forever, and ever, we never will part
Oh, how I love you
Forever, Together, that's how it must be
To live without you
Would only mean heartbreak for me.

The music died down and the Glee Club erupted in applause. Santana looked to Rachel who had a small smile and looked a little shocked while clapping for them.

"Wow, that was amazing" he stood up and walked to the girls "Welcome to the New Directions!"

He pointed to them and said they should take a seat. Santana took her usual seat next to Rachel who smiled at her, while Brittany and Quinn took the red chairs in front of them.

"Thanks" the Latina whispered to Rachel. "Don't thank me, I'm doing this for me too, they were great and with them we really have a shot to win Nationals. But if they, and with they I mean mostly Quinn, do anything that could harm the club or my career, I'm blaming you for bringing them here."Rachel answered quietly so no one except the Latina could hear her.

"I don't think 'they' would damage the club, but I understand" she responded honestly. She sure didn't trust Quinn, but she knew, even if she was a cold-hearted bitch to everyone, she would never want to hurt Brittany and with damaging the Glee Club she would do exactly that, so she was sure, nothing would happen.

After Glee Club, Brittany hugged Quinn goodbye while Santana was talking to Rachel and Sam.

"I'm really proud of you, Quinn." the dancer smiled at her best friend "You haven't said anything mean to anyone, I think someone likes being here" she teased her friend now.

"Pfft, it was only one meeting how can I like it already" Quinn snapped lightly but Brittany knew she was on defensive mood 'cause she was right but didn't want to admit it.

"Tell you whatever you want, Q" she smirked and walked to her favorite Latina. "Hey, you ready to go?" she asked her girlfriend.

"Yeah, I'm just going to say goodbye, okay" she answered. "Bye Sam, bye Rach" she hugged the petite brunette.

"Bye Santana and Brittany, by the way you were really good, I'm glad to have you here. And I'm sure everyone else is too" she said winking at the pair and walking out of the room.

"Thanks" she yelled after her.

"So..." Santana began when they entered her car. "Your or mine?" she wanted her girlfriend to be as comfortable as possible when she was telling her whatever she wanted to tell her. She knew it was something important, so she asked her girlfriend before she would make the wrong decision.

"Mine" Brittany answered shortly, she was afraid of the Latinas reaction to her 'secret'.

They pulled up in front of Brittany's house and went straight into her room after greeting her mother who looked at her sceptically to which her daughter nodded and she nodded back to let her know she understood.

Brittany plopped onto her bed and motioned Santana to sit beside her.

"San, there is something I need to tell you..." she stopped not knowing how to tell her. She sighed, but before she could continue she was being wrapped into a warm hug.

The Latina sensed her girlfriends discomfort and decided to hug her because she knew it'll make it easier for her. "You don't have to tell me you know. I don't want to pressure you into something you're not ready for."

And with that being said, Brittany knew she was the right person for her, she could tell her everything without being hurt.

"San... I've never...I'm a...a virgin" she stumbled and looked at her girlfriend who had a shocked expression on her face. Santana opened her mouth but closed it again. She didn't know what to say: Brittany was a virgin, a virgin, her girlfriend was a virgin; normally it wouldn't be a problem for her, but Santana has never been with a virgin and her own first time wasn't the best either, so to say she was speechless wasn't an understatement.

"San...honey, say something, please" she said afraid she broke something inside her girlfriend.

"I...I...But I thought...you said you weren't" "I know I did, and I know I hated it lying to you, but please don't leave me" doubt and fear in her voice.

"What?! Brittany, I'm not leaving you."the tanned girl exclaimed seeing her girlfriends tearing eyes.

"Really?" the Latina nodded "I'm sorry I didn't told you sooner but I thought you didn't want to do anything with me anymore" she replied honestly with her head bowed down.

Santana couldn't stand Brittany's head bowed down, it happened to often for her liking. "Britt, babe, I meant it when I said I could never hurt you and I am never leaving you until you say so."

"Good because I would never do that" she said happily that her girlfriend was staying with her. Santana only chuckled at her girlfriends changing mood.

"Brittany, there's only one thing, I don't understand, a lot of boys are saying they had sex with you, but when you say you're still a virgin...I'm slightly confused." she admitted, not that she didn't believe her girlfriend,she did, but she just didn't understand.

The dancer sighed " I told them they could, so it would keep up my rep and no rumors would come up about me."

"Why?"

"Nobody except you, my family, your mom and Rachel knows about me being gay. And I've seen people being treated differently and being slushied just because they are gay." her voice getting lower with every word being said.

"It's okay, Britt, come here" she opened her arms and her girlfriend settled herself on her lap willingly. "So, what are we going to do now, I don't think you want to do Spanish, am I right?" Brittany nodded.

They went silent until Brittany decided to ask what's been bugging her for a long time now.

"San?"

"What's up Britt?"

"You always have sadness and fear in your eyes when I ask you about your past...why?" she asked carefully.

No answer being said she looked at her girlfriend who's now sobbing lightly with her head down.

"Sanny...i didn't want to make you sad, I'm sorry" she cooed. "You don't have to answer me...I was being selfish to ask you something like that, although you're not ready to tell me, I'm so so so sorry, Santana" she tried again.

When she found air again Santana opened her mouth.

"My Ex-'girlfriend'...she forced me into..." she took a deep breath and looked in her girlfriends apologetic eyes.

"Britt, she raped me"

Uhh, didn't see that one coming, huh?