Chapter 6

I couldn't believe that this was really happening. Here I am sitting in the middle of the forest sitting in the arms of my vampire boyfriend, Jasper. The thought made me giggle into Jaspers shirt. "What is it?" he murmured.

"Just a thought." I whispered. "I'm scared of talking too loud."

"Why?" The look on his face was adorable.

"I'm scared that this is going to end that as soon as I say it out loud it will all be over." I said. I was kind of embarrassed to admit it.

After I said that he let out a sound I had never heard before. It sounded like a gasp. "You're really afraid of this ending? Most people would be scared of this in general."

I laughed at that. "Haven't you learned by now that I'm not like most people? This is the most exciting thing that's ever happened to me."

He smiled at that. Then he offered to take me home, "It's getting late." Was his only explanation. Before I could get up Jasper had already stood up with me in his arms. "I like this position." He said. At my questioning look he explained. "I don't have to bend down to do this." Then he kissed me.

"Well" I teased "We can't all be giants and I'm average height so don't say it's my fault." He laughed at my pout and it was infectious. Soon we were both laughing our heads off.

As soon as we got to my house I stopped laughing, "I really don't want you to go."

He looked thoughtful and then said, "Go up to your room and close the door behind you. Make sure to open your window." With that he disappeared. When I got into the house my mom started yelling at me. They assumed that I was out there getting high. I just can't understand why they won't believe me; it's typical of them to believe the lies but not the truth.

I got upstairs and slammed the door behind me. I threw myself onto my bed and started crying hysterically. That was when I felt a cold hand on my back and waves of calm enter my body. I looked up to see Jasper sitting there, he didn't say anything he just sat there and let me cry. When I was done he asked, "Do you want to talk about it?"

"Before we moved here I got mixed up with the wrong people they dealed drugs and they got high all the time. They were the ones that gave me my first cigarette. My one friend, Britney, she brought a gun into school. She told me not to go to school that day but my mom made me. She shot all of our friends, the dealers, she was just shooting around. Everyone was running but I shouted her name and when she turned she shot me in the arm." By this time I was sobbing again. "When she saw what she did she shouted, 'You shouldn't be here.' I don't think she meant to shoot me but I think that was all she could take. She pointed the gun and shot herself in the head. The one dealer that didn't die stashed his stuff in my bag. It got me expelled and then we moved here."

I couldn't say anymore all I could do was cry. Jasper held me and eventually I drifted off to sleep.

Jasper's POV

I couldn't believe what Sam just told me. As she was telling her story I could feel her guilt and sadness somehow she blamed herself. I lifted up the sleeves of her shirt and saw that on her right arm was a bullet mark. No wonder she smokes. I had gone through a lot in Maria's army but I never watched my best friend kill them self after shooting me. Even during the civil war. I had seen plenty of people die I even felt a lot of them die. Still her best friend? I couldn't believe it.

I heard her parents walk up the stairs. I saw her mom looking sadly at Sam from my spot in the closet. "Maybe I was too hard on her" She said. "I just don't know what to do anymore. I hope you're ok sweetie."

I could tell her mom really loved her, even without my powers. I looked at my watch and saw that it was four in the morning. I had to go home and get ready for school. I spied a notebook on her desk. I didn't want to just leave her so I wrote her a note. I would pick her up for school tomorrow that would make it official.

After leaving her a note I ran home and was greeted by Rosalie. She sniffed Sam on me and started screaming at me, "HOW STUPID ARE YOU? YOU AND EDWARD ARE GOING TO RUIN OUR ENTIRE FAMILY! THIS INVOLVES ALL OF US NOT JUST YOU!"

I was shocked and angry when she said that, Edward was too. I knew Rosalie was selfish but not this selfish.

Carlisle was the one that said something, "Rosalie I am disappointed in you. Your brothers are smart enough to handle themselves." I could tell he meant it for Edward but he was still worried about me.

"I get that I'm not the best vegetarian in the world but I love her and I would never hurt her. Besides she doesn't make me thirsty so just SHUT UP!" The entire family was shocked at my outburst. I was usually the calmest and the quietest.

After shouting at them I ran upstairs and started getting ready for school. For the first time I actually cared about what I wore to school. I picked out a nice fitted black long sleeved shirt and a pair of nice pair of dark wash jeans. After showering and getting dressed I had to decide between my Mercedes or my Ducati. The Mercedes was black but the Ducati was silver. Eventually I picked my Ducati. Sam liked motorcycles and it would give me an excuse to be close to her. As I rode towards her house I couldn't help but get excited. The love of my life would be with me soon.

Ok I was so bored that I wrote a fourth chapter today. This chapter was a bit deep and a little out of character, so sorry. Nobody told me if I was any good at writing in Jasper's point of view so let me know if I'm any good instead of letting me write bad stuff.