Noriykoi: Okay warning time: I will not write a detailed sex scene, it is not in my skill set. That being said there is vague mentions of the act of sex in this chapter, once again crucial to the plot, and more reason about why Keyla is so accepting of the way Bakura is.
Disclaimer: Nope, I own nothing.
Chapter Seven: Past
Bakura has been so, how should I put this, overprotective since I overdosed on the sleeping pills, and he still hasn't told me anything about the bond. I'm not allowed to leave the fucking apartment without his presence. And he cleared the bathroom out of anything I could use to drug myself with; he regulates my iron supplements, and tells me what to wear everyday for Ra's sake. Apparently he is also influencing my expletives. Wow I used a big word, Ra help me, Bakura's driving me sane! He won't tell me what happened during battle city tournament either. I am about to fucking snap. Correction, I have snapped.
"I had it Bakura!" I yelled from the living room of the apartment. "I'm going out and you're not going to stop me!" And with that said I grabbed Delilah and was out the door before he had a chance to stop me.
I ran into the lobby and hid behind the work desk. Hoping he wouldn't try to use the Millennium Ring to find me, otherwise I wouldn't have a chance. The receptionist gave me questioning look.
"I am hiding from my boyfriend, he being a bit overprotective since I got out of the hospital, and I just need to get away." Her eyes narrowed. I could already tell she was a bitch.
I heard someone thunder over to the desk. I knew it was Bakura as soon as he spoke. He was using his Ryou façade again, but I had been around him long enough to know the difference.
"Have you seen a blonde girl run through here, about this high, and wearing a black dress? She just got out the hospital, and I'm worried. She shouldn't be running around without supervision. She might have another episode."
That bastard was twisting the story to fit his purpose, I'll give him this. He was good. I looked pleadingly at the receptionist, seriously hoping she wouldn't give me away; I need a break from Bakura for a while.
She glanced down at me, and I knew she was going to give me away so I just stood up and glared at him.
"Your being over bearing." I told him bluntly, but he just smile Ryou's innocent smile. I knew then and there I was going to be punished. It would be cruel and unusual too. I've lived with him long enough to know. Granted it's only been two weeks since I got out of the hospital, but that's beside the point.
"You still shouldn't have tried to run. What if you collapsed and I know your rib feels better, but that because of the pain pills. Now come on." He grabbed my arm and helped me over the desk. To any on looker it looked like he was being a very courteous gentleman, but in reality he was nearly crushing my arm in his grip, just not enough to leave a bruise. He linked his arm around my waist as soon as he was able and led us back up to the apartment.
"Lord Bakura," I began in a very small voice. Best apologize, and hope for the best.
"I not that angry with you. You just frustrate me sometimes." Bakura cut me off. "Now as your punishment. Give me your laptop, I'll be holding on to it for the next two weeks."
I was right, his punishment is cruel, he knows I'm addicted to hacking. The unusual part is a different story this punishment was a something I was used to, unfortunately. Why does everyone punish me by taking my precious away?
I pouted but gave my baby up, as we enter the small apartment. He led me to the bed room, where I suspected he was going to lock me in until he cooled his remaining anger by sending some unfortunate soul to the shadow realm. How do I know this? He does it every time he pissed off at someone. I surprised he hasn't sent me to the shadow realm yet, but it only a matter of time with the way I act.
I don't know why he's made it his mission to coddle me, or protect me as he says, but he is, and to be truthful it scares me, because Bakura doesn't protect anything unless it is necessary. I think it's because he wants me, physically, but doesn't want my spirit broken. He likes that I argue back. So he refrains from taking what he wants like he usually does. Still I am afraid one day his patience will run out, and he will rape me like the dark Malik did. Sad thing is though, I want him to. I want Bakura to rape me.
He may be giving me space in the physical aspect, as far as sex goes, but that doesn't mean he's shy about other things. He likes to kiss me at the inappropriate times, at least it seems that way to me, and if he's not doing that he's all touchy feely, but nothing to the extreme.
To be brutally honest, I'm about ready to jump him myself. I've been planning it for some time now. He's hot, I actually like his attitude, most of the time anyway, and his voice just plain turns me on, if it's not scaring the shit out of me.
I know it not normal to be thinking about jumping a man after I got raped, hell it not normal to want to be raped, but I am not normal, my mental prospective is different than others, and if I hadn't of been raped I would have jumped Bakura much sooner. As it stands my plans have just gotten delayed.
It was a full two hours before Bakura let me out of his room. I could have got out on my own, but didn't want to risk upsetting him more, especially since I've made it my mission to jump him before the day is over.
"What are you planning?" He asked me in an oh so sexy voice. Screw waiting till later, I'm going to jump him now.
"Well," I said in a low voice, putting a finger in mouth. "I was just contemplating on if I should seduce you or just jump you."
His eyebrows shot up to his hairline at my declaration. Then a toothy, perverted grin slowly spread across his face. I had just offered myself to him on a silver platter, and as a member of male species, there was no way in deepest pits of hell he was going to turn me down. Well at least I hope so.
"You realize what you just offered don't you? Because even if you don't I'm still taken you up on it. I been too nice lately anyway, so don't expect me to be gentle." That was the only warning I got before I was on the bed, and Bakura was relieving us of our clothes. I not sure if I was actually prepared to lie in the bed I had made, but I wanted to, and I believe you have to take what you want in order to proceed in life. If you hesitant than you probably one of two things, a coward, or you're not ready to take that step.
You would think that after being raped, I wouldn't like rough sex, especially if the rape was my first time, but no I actually like it rough. Well with Bakura anyway. I think Bakura was slightly disappointed that I wasn't a screamer, but I didn't scream ever. The reason I keep locked in the deepest pits of my mind.
I have decide that regardless of the fact I was raped, sex is something I have to do aging, It was very pleasurable the second time, mostly because I was a willing participant as opposed to being unwilling. And now that I had been sated of the ramped desire that had been coursing through my body for the last week and a half, I am going to sleep in the comfort of the afterglow. As good a I'm feeling now, I dread how I will feel in the morning, because I know for a fact I am going to be very sore. Pleasantly sore, but in pain none the less.
So as I was falling asleep, Bakura having went into the bath room shortly after our little tryst came back and carried me to the bathroom putting my in very hot water, which was very nice on my muscles.
"Don't fall asleep just yet. I have much to discuss with you, but it would be best if you soak some of the soreness out of your body before I get you upset with me."
That jerked me awake, just what was so bad that I would be so upset. I not going to worry about it right now, I am going to enjoy this lovely hot bath instead, as it already taking effect, and soaking a way the pleasant soreness in my legs.
"Right, don't fall asleep, got it. Would you like me to go back to the room when I'm done?" He nodded, looking a bit nervous. I don't know what has got into him, but I have a feeling that it probably something I don't want to hear, that are it something he believes I don't want to hear.
I took time in my bath enjoying the tension leaving my muscles, it was great, but I was starting to get pruney, and that was a sing to get out.
Bakura had left a simple night gown for my use, which I quickly donned, and pulled my still wet hair back in to a braid. I wanted to wake up with curly hair in the morning, the only thing I could really see wrong with my appearance, was the fact that my black roots were beginning to show. I dyed my hair blonde because, people underestimated them subconsciously, as a blonde a girl could get away with more mischief. But I didn't need that persona here in this world; I was going to have to ask Bakura to get me some black hair dye so I can get my hair back to its natural color. On second thought, I'll just keep my hair blonde. I sighed, as I headed back to the room where Bakura was sitting impatiently, and annoyed from the scowl on his face.
"What do you want to talk to me about?" I asked lying down. Such a comfortable bed. I so want to know where he got it.
"It's about the bond, and I believe it's finally time to tell you the details." He took a deep breath. Was he nervous? Or was it something else entirely.
"What you must first know, is when I forged the bond, I had meant for it to go in a different direction then it actually did." His voice turned harsh. "I had meant to make your soul a servant to mine; you'd be my eternal slave." I kind of had one of those 'what the fuck' expression at this point. I was about to say something but shut my mouth at the glare he shot me.
"But that didn't happen, instead, our souls became one in the sense that it is like marriage." He cringed as he said that. "I did not know it had developed that way until before the duel with Marik. When I could feel your emotions. I suspected though, because of how I wanted you closer to me so I could touch you. There is a reason that the servitude bond didn't set like I wanted it to. One I didn't suspect, because of your hair color, and that I did not care to look deeper than the surface. I should have known the moment I met you."
He had stopped there as if in the middle of a memory. "What is the reason for the bond to mutate from its original purpose?" I finally asked snapping him out of whatever memory he was in.
He looked at me with an unidentified expression in his eyes. "I knew you in Egypt. You were my rival in everything, but I was still better, still you managed earned the title queen of thieves for you exploits, I respected you for that, and because of that I wanted to get to know you, to find out why you were so focused on destroying the pharaoh. I never expected to fall in love, we did a binding ceremony so that we were always together, and it was not completed as the pharaoh's soldiers interrupted the second stage of it, and you were taken, but it was there, breakable, but there. He had you executed, and your soul banished to a realm beyond. If we had completed the bond I would have died with you. Sometimes I wish I had."
He took a shuddering breath as if he was holding back tears. "Since we had already started the bond and it had been in place for over five thousand years it used the servant bond to complete what was incomplete. I knew you as Kania, a bitter woman who thought on the same level as me, but you don't know that life, even if your soul remembers. I should have never been able to meet with you; your soul was beyond this realm, beyond the shadow realm. I … I…"
He was crying, and my heart aced, I knew he spoke nothing but the truth, he was right even if I didn't remember Kania's life, something in me did, but I'm not her, I am just her reincarnation. I hold her cleansed soul, but some things were too engrained. Her love for him was a flickering flame in my heart, and I was so comfortable with him when I should not have been. It explained so many things. But still…
"Why did you wait until after I had sex with you to tell me this, Akefia?" A name not his slipped out. I have no idea where it came from, but I had a feeling it was important.
"What did you call me?" He blinked tears away in surprise. Pulling me up to look him in the eyes. They should be violet that was the only thing running through my head. I didn't know where this thought came from either.
"Akefia. I called you Akefia, although I have no idea why. So now will you tell me why you waited till after I had sex to tell me about the bond?"
"I haven't been called that in over five thousand years, and even than it was only my mother, and Kania who knew my true name, it just proves you are her reincarnated. You will never have all of her memories, but you may gain some, and you will know things you shouldn't, I know you are worried about being over shadowed but, her death wasn't like mine. As to why I waited until after sex. Because," He paused there giving me a sheepish grin. "Honestly, I didn't want to give you a chance to break away from the bond."
I froze; I could have broken the bond. I turn a piercing glare at him, and growled between clenched teeth. "What do you mean I could have broken the bond?"
He smirked then, but I could see it was only a mask. "Your mine, but such a bond is always breakable until it's consummated. I couldn't let you know until you were bound to me forever. I lost you once I'm not going to lose you again. Especially to the Pharaoh. And since I'm already dead if you die you will join me in the Millennium Ring. You can never leave me alone again."
I sat there stunned, before a smirk graced my face. If you want something you have to take it. He wanted me, and so he took me. I tilted my head back and began to laugh, I was all but married, and I was pissed about it, and he knew I would be too. Arrogant asshole. But I am going to forgive him as I'm not too upset with the situation right now. Or maybe I am just in shock. Yeah definitely shock.
You know I was having such a good night too. Stupid Bakura, you've got me piss off like a mother fucker. Don't think I won't make your life miserable for a while. He lied down next to me, and tried to pull me to him.
"Don't touch me; I'm too pissed off at you not to do something violent if you do! Here's a idea of what I would do, I involves, toothpaste, a fork, and fishing wire." I hissed. He looked shocked that I had spoke to him like that and just shrugged. I got up, and made my way to the kitchen, I always ate when I was angry, it made me feel better, and I do believe a bowl of chicken noodle soup would do me some good.
After I ate I did feel somewhat better, but I was still much too angry to stay in the same room as him, so I grabbed a spare blanket and made myself at home on the couch. Sure I probably would have agreed if he asked me, and my choice would have had made no difference if I loved him or not. He was stability, and I needed that. The only reason I was angry was because he didn't let me have the choice of saying no. I just had the best sex of my life to and he had to go and piss me off. Why couldn't he wait until morning to tell me all this, it wasn't like it would have made any difference?
I snuggled into my make shift bed for the night, maybe when my anger has cooled, I'd stay in the same room as him, but for now, he can rot.
When I awoke the next morning I was face to face with an adorable little kitten, and Ryou was apparently in control of the body, because he was cooking a nice breakfast for the two of us.
"Hey Ryou, why is there a kitten on my chest?" Ryou popped his head out from the kitchen, and smiled. 'Must not glomp.' I chanted at the sudden curtness, how could evil sexiness and adorable cuteness combine into one person like that? It was such an oxymoron.
"I think Bakura is trying to apologize for whatever he did last night. What did he do anyway? I was locked in my soul room last night, and he's been skulking all morning. So I figure it was pretty bad."
My face turn red, I had totally forgot that it was Ryou's body I had sex with, regardless of Bakura being in control. Sure I like the total cuteness that is Ryou, but I don't want to tell him I basically had sex with him. Me him and Bakura are going to sit down and have a talk about including Ryou in our relationship, because the bond extends to him as well.
"I'll tell you later, and Bakura, I'm only angry because you didn't give me a choice, if you had I would have said yes."
Then Ryou turn a bright red and gave me an accusing look as he yelled. "You two had sex didn't you? Did you two even remember to use protection? I am too young to be a father, and yes they will be mine biologically as you used my body last night."
I paled at the implication of Ryou's statement. It was true we didn't use protection, and I got lucky when I was raped by Marik or it could have been that I overdosed. It was very possible that I conceived, and believe it or not I don't approve of abortion, but I am also too young to take care of a child.
"Okay so any child she has will be the both of ours, but have you considered the fact she's only fifteen, and the child would be taken from her if she doesn't have a guardian or a means to support it. We can get away with her living here because the apartment is paid for, and I can have more than one person living here as long as the living space is paid for." Ryou was apparently yelling at Bakura. Out loud. This was new. His backbone is developing nicely.
"Furthermore, she needs to go to school, but you won't let her, she needs a basic diploma to get a job if she ever needs one, or even to get an apartment." Ryou was breathing hard, and his fists were white from strain. Then he said a lot softer.
"You care about her don't you, then think about what effect your careless actions will have on her." A few seconds of silence followed as I petted the kitten. I wonder what her name is. I pretty sure she's a girl anyway.
"You what?" Ryou's yell ran through the apartment, as he looked at me and said. "No wonder you're pissed off at Bakura." Then a thought crossed his face, and I knew exactly what it was too. "That means I married to her too!"
Yep, were going to be on big happy family. Please note the sarcasm. And by the anonymous vote of both Ryou and myself, Bakura is an asshole.
Noryikoi: Okay, I have no idea when the next chapter will be out as I will have less time to write, but please read and review, I'll give you a cookie and yes I did the cliché, but I needed a reason for the bond to already be there. Keyla will not have any full memories of her past life even if she is a reincarnation. She will have maybe a memory here and there, and that a big maybe, but she will know things about Bakura, and that only because of the fact of the soul bond.
