A/N~ Hey guys... sorry that took so long. I had a major writer's block. Please read and review. And don't forget to enjoy!
BPOV
This wasn't my favorite thing to do but it had to be done. I was doing awesome and all I did was walk out of the door. Edward isn't very good with his feelings. He was an ass to me and he accused me of cheating on him, but I still love him, and I hope that he feels the same about me.
EPOV
"What the hell?!" I yelled when I saw my… I mean Bella getting out of the car with another man! Alice was wrong! Bella didn't love me anymore. She'd moved on. I couldn't take anymore of just staring at Bella in the arms of another man, so I just walked to class, even though I was going to be really early to class. Jasper was going to have another fun day with me…..
BPOV
"Oh my god! Bella, you did perfect!" Alice giggled.
"Thanks, Alice. Oh and thank you so much for the help Ben," I said giving him a quick hug to show him my gratitude.
"No problem. I'd do anything just to see you happy again. You've walked around like a zombie for many years, and now it's your turn to get your happily ever after just like everyone you know had," he smiled.
"Awwww, thanks Ben. Now get back to Forks and give Angela a big hug for me, and tell her to come and visit me very soon. Tell her that we will plan a shopping trip," I said regretting the words once I said them. I forgot that I was standing next to the most hyper shopaholic pixie that I'd ever met.
"Bye, Bella," Ben said getting into his car that was parked down the parking lot a little ways, before driving away. I really missed him and Angela. Of course I talk to them on the phone all the time, but I hadn't seen her face to face in years.
"So Bella?" Alice inquired.
"Alice, I have no idea what you are thinking about, I'm not Edward. But whatever you want the answer is no," I chuckled. Sometimes all I had to do was look at Alice and I could tell that she had something up her sleeve.
"Please Bella! Oh please! School's not that important, especially when you've learned the curriculum numerous times," Alice begged.
My crazy pixie of a best friend wanted me to skip school to go shopping with her, and god knows that shopping with her is torture in it's purest form. But at least if I went shopping I wouldn't have to deal with Edward looking, well staring is more like it, at me all of class.
"Fine, Alice. Let's just go," I said knowing I was going to regret doing that.
"Bella, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you! We are going to have so much fun. Should we invite Rose to go? Oh my god, we have to invite Madi," Alice giggled in her very high-pitched voice.
"Okay Ali. Let's go and find them," I laughed, jumping off the bed just as she did in pursuit to find our friends.
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After a very long and tortures day of shopping, Alice decided that I needed to go back to her house. She knew something and she wasn't going to tell anyone.
"Okay, Bella. Please go talk to him," Alice begged as we walked inside with our millions of bags.
"Fine. Just give me a few minutes to get prepared," I sighed running out the door and towards a small meadow that was very similar to the one from Forks. It wasn't that I didn't want to talk to Edward it's just that I had no idea what I was going to say to him.
I loved this meadow, it was so peaceful and calm. I'd come here after a long stressful day of worrying and just forget about all of my troubles. It was really nice to have a place that I could just forget and live my life.
"Umm… excuse me, can we talk?" a smooth velvety voice asked from behind me making me jump. I automatically knew who it was.
"Sure," I said sitting up to face him.
"Umm… I just wanted to explain something. Please, don't talk until I'm finished. I have to say what I have to say, and if you interrupt it'll be much harder, okay?" he asked.
I just nodded not sure if my vocal cords were as corporative with a god standing in front of me.
"Well, when we left I told you that I didn't want you any longer. That was one of the hardest things that I'd ever had to say…to anyone. I never expected that you would believe my lie so easily. I….I thought that you'd put up a fight. I never wanted to hurt you, I just wanted you to live a normal human life. I wanted you to get married to another human, and have kids and then when it was your time, and you were an old woman I wanted you to die in the company of your family. I wanted you to stay human," Edward explained.
"Edward, how do I know that you aren't lying?" I asked in almost a completely inaudible whisper.
Edward didn't say anything to my question, he just laughed.
"Why are you laughing? I was being serious. How do I know that you aren't lying?" I asked again angrily.
"I'm sorry…it's just…give me a second," he tried to explain in between his laughing fits.
After he'd composed himself he tried to explain again, "I'm very sorry. That was completely rude of me. It's just ironic that 16 years ago when I told you the blankest lie ever you believed me. But when I am telling you the honest to god truth, you think that I am lying." he started laughing again.
"Oh," I didn't know what else to say. I was so embarrassed. I just put my head down so I didn't have to look at him.
His chuckles slowed as he spoke, "I'm sorry Bella. I'm not mad at you, sweetie. One question though… that guy today is he your boyfriend?" Edward asked.
"Ben?!" I asked shocked, "No Ben is Angela's husband and well… okay you are not allowed to laugh at me. Alice had this plan to get you to love me again and well I would've done anything to get you back. So Alice's plan involved making you jealous," I said once again hiding my face from him.
He didn't say anything, so I decided to look up. He was smiling! How could he be smiling?
"Well it worked," he whispered close to my ear, making me shiver, "Bella… I still love you. I never stopped loving you. Even after I left you was all I thought about"
I was stunned. I was beyond stunned. What I was feeling was incomprehensible. I opened my mouth to say something but he interrupted me.
"You don't have to say anything…" he was going to continue, but I lifted my finger to his lips signaling him to stop.
I leaned into him a little closer and then started to talk, "I still love you, too," I smiled closing the small gap that was still between us, as his lips crashed into mine willingly.
My world, our world, spun around us. If it were possible I would've said I was dizzy, but it wasn't, and in that moment I knew I had him again, and this time I wouldn't let him go. Even if I had to follow him I wouldn't let him go.
A/N~ Hello again. Thank you very much for reading this story. I will update very soon but I am not promising anything though. I am going to Florida next Friday and I will try and update while I am there but if I don't I will update as soon as I get home. Please review!
Thanks,
Megan
