Chapter 7

This is my longest story! :D 3 more chaps and we'll be in double digits!

p.s. there's going to start being some flash backs they'll be in italics with a ~ next to where it starts

Well it's obvious I don't own… and I've already warned you..so… READ ON!


Reunion

Sasuke heard his alarm goes off and shot a deadly glare in its direction. He did not want to get up yet, he hit snooze and buried his head back in his soft pillow. Within 5 minutes the damn thing was buzzing again and the raven finally got up. He turned the blasted electronic off and stood up to stretch as he yawned. It was 8:35, so he had around an hour and a half before he met with Haku. That gave him enough time to shower and start walking there so he could grab some breakfast before Haku showed up.

He stripped his clothes he had on last night and headed to his bathroom. As soon as he turned on the hot water and stepped in he could feel himself becoming aroused. Too damn early for this shit, he grumbled to himself. One of his hands firmly wrapped its digits around the hefty member, his thumb lightly rubbed the tip and he bit his lip. It felt good.

Sasuke was still half asleep and because of that, he didn't care that he began to picture the blonde in his head. Had he been more awake, his blood would be boiling in anger. When the raven was still groggy with sleep, he was more relaxed and uncaring.

He could picture Naruto before him on his knees; he'd be licking his lips and staring intently into Sasuke's eye, as if he was daring him to stop him. He'd reach forward and grip the hard thick member and slowly bring it toward his warm and wet mouth.

"Nng…" Sasuke moaned as he felt himself getting close, the images felt so real and were teasing him. He wanted that blonde headed idiot to do it for real, not just in his thoughts. Suddenly he felt his muscles begin to tense as he imagined the mouth take in his head, he soon cried out as he could practically feel his imagined tounge swirl around his throbbing head.

Soon the fantasy Naruto was bringing Sasuke's member deeper into his mouth, once he could feel the back of his throat his body began trembled. It was then when this pretend Naruto looked up at him with those blue eyes filled to the brim with lust that Sasuke lost it. His mind blanked as pleasure coursed through him. "Nar..Naruto.," he moaned as the last of his seed escaped him along with the pleasure. He put his hand to the wall to steady himself, he was panting heavily all the while he was beginning to gain a full consciousness for what he'd just done.

"Wh-What did I do?" he asked himself, shocked by his actions he'd just done. He just got off thinking about a man. It had felt so real, he could even recall the details of the whole thing. Was Sasuke beginning to go mad? He tangled his pale fingers through his hair as he let himself slip to the floor of the shower.

He could feel the hot water beating across his back, yet a tremor went through his body. He couldn't have this craving for a man, it was sick and wrong! His fingers tightened in this hair to a point where he whimpered painfully. He shook as he realized he'd felt this before.

~ He could feel a hand slither into his hair and tighten painfully to where he winced. The man before him chuckled and leaned forward enough where he could whisper into Sasuke's ear. "I don't see why Itachi hides you, you're such a treasure." The voice was seductive and he shivered when the man licked his ear. He knew he needed to get away but the firm grip in his hair prevented him from escaping.

Sasuke thrashed his head stopping the memory. Quickly his fingers unwove themselves from his dark locks and reached for the soap where he put all his effort into scrubbing himself clean. It wouldn't be long before he was going to be meeting Haku, so he put all thoughts away and focused on that.

It was 9:47 when Sasuke entered the café. He had just enough time to order a coffee along with some eggs and sausage to eat before he seen the familiar long dark hair. He could remember being jealous of that long deep brown hair, it was so soft and silky. He shook away old memories as he watched him enter, he was holding his breath. It'd been so long since he seen the others face.

Deciding he didn't want to see Haku's expression when he laid eyes on himself, Sasuke settled for staring at his coffee. He could hear the seat in front of him softly creak and he knew he was going to have to look up now. Before he did he felt a warm hand on his shoulder.

"Sasuke, you don't have to be afraid. I don't hate you." A soft voice whispered only loud enough for the raven to hear. Sasuke didn't reply back but they both knew how comforting those words were, how much burden they lifted after being said.

"When his eyes finally looked at Haku, Sasuke felt overwhelmed by the feeling of déjà vu. He could recall how he and Haku always used to hang here, it was their special spot. Being here with him again after so much time, it was surprising.

Haku blushed slightly at Sasuke's intense stare; it seemed as if the boy was seeing a ghost. He waved his hand in front of the others face, "Earth to Sasuke, you can stop staring so intensely. I know that I'm an eyeful but come on, you know I don't date family."

This snapped Sasuke out of his train of thought and he furrowed his brows. Before he could retort to Haku's statement the boy cut him off, "Now as much as I'd love to think this is about forgiveness and making amends I'm not stupid. If you like, we can breach that subject after but first let's cut to the chase." His elbows were then propped on the table so his chin rested on his folded hands.

Sasuke was let a bit taken aback; Haku's attitude was much different than it had been before. He used to be modest and soft spoken. Sasuke was going to have to ask him about this change. It was because of you. You abandoned him, left him to defend for himself. He had to force himself to change to protect himself. The thoughts shook Sasuke, they were harsh. How could he do that to Haku? You know why, his mind taunted him.

"I'm waiting." Haku said cutting off Sasuke's thoughts.

Cut to the chase? Okay. "I'm cursed." He stated in an even tone.

It was a few minutes before Haku looked ready to respond. Before he could Sasuke interrupted him, "Haku I'm not joking, I'm being completely serious." Haku took a few moments to study Sasuke's expression and eyes and his brown ones widened.

"H-how?" he asked, not sure exactly what to say or think about this.

Sasuke sighed and began to tell Haku about the whole interaction with the red headed man. He spared certain details including about his private moments and the interaction with Naruto. He stared at Haku who seemed surprising at a loss of words. Though he didn't know yet what to say he seemed to be indulging into some deep thinking. Hopefully helpful thinking.

It was several minutes later until the other finally spoke. His voice was soft, "I want to do some research on this."

Sasuke furrowed his brows confused, "Are you saying you think it is real? Not just a crazy hoax?"

Haku sighed. "Well you said some of the symptoms the man mentioned actually happened. The question is though, have you been unwillingly desiring anyone?" his eyes were piercing as if he was trying to uncover the truth just by staring.

Sasuke felt his neck start to heat up. He wanted to just lie or somehow avoid the question Haku was asking. Those eyes were boring into him and he knew he just needed to get it over with. "Yes." He said no even bothering to explain.

He see Haku's eyes widen in surprise. He obviously hadn't expected the raven to confess so easily or the answer. Sasuke frowned when he seen the pity in Haku's eyes. He didn't want his pity damnit! His eyes narrowed and he folded his hands and tried to cool down.

"Sasuke I know that this situation must be frustrating for you, especially because of your past," Haku put one of his hands on the other's shoulders, "but we'll figure this out."

Sasuke crumbled at these words. Haku, even if his attitude has changed, is still the same. Sasuke was the tougher and sturdy one between the two; he didn't usually become fazed much. Haku though, he was older by a few years but acted so much younger and had such an innocence about him. Sasuke used to protect his older cousin from constant harassing from others. He was the shield and Haku was the heart. He always knew the right things to say and hearing such comforting things from his adored cousin after so long… it was nice, but undeserved.

"Haku… those things I said to you.." Sasuke was having problems trying to say what he knew he needed to say. He needed to redeem himself somehow.

A bright but sad smile was flashed at him, "How about we breech that topic at another time? I'm going to do some research about this. Maby I'll be able to find something out to help you." Haku could tell Sasuke wasn't ready yet to have this conversation. Truth be told neither was he. He wanted to enjoy this bliss of just forgetting for at least a while longer.

The raven felt thankful he had time to figure out what he should say about what happened but he knew he needed to say something. As Haku excused himself from the table and was begging to leave he stopped at Sasuke's words, "I'm sorry."

"Thank you Sasuke." He didn't know how much the small apology meant to his cousin. It didn't seem like much but to Haku it was plenty enough to hear those words and knowing he meant them. His eyes watered a little, almost threatening to fall. He didn't turn around but he had a smile as he continued to walk. The last words he said before he was out of Sasuke's hearing range were comforting since there was no disagreement, "We'll meet up again soon to talk more Sasu."

He heard a "Hn." before he exited the café.

After Haku left Sasuke felt this unexplained relief. Somehow though not official he and Haku were on not only talking terms but also back on good terms again. There was still so much that need to be said but for now he'd let it be. If Haku didn't yet want to discuss it then that was just fine with Sasuke.

He smiled as he recalled Haku calling him his old nickname he used to be referred to when he was younger.

He checked his watch and was surprised to see it was already into the afternoon. Getting up he left some money for his breakfast and a generous tip for the waitress, then exited to go home.

As he walked home he couldn't help but get this strange feeling his day wasn't over just yet. He shook it off as him just being paranoid.


Thank you so much everyone for reading and reviewing my story (: I appreciate it so muchhh! I hope this chapter was enjoyed. I know Naruto hasn't been in the story for past two chapter but don't worry he'll be in the next one! I'm unsure if I'm going to include a chapter from his perspective yet or just have Sasuke's POV again next chapter so I guess you'll have to wait and see huh? but lemme know what you think. xD by the wayyyy this chapter may have been boring but its needed for later relation to Sasuke's past.

On a side note I think I'm going to start writing ANOTHER story (even though I shouldn't) about…. *dunn dunn dunnnn* …sorrrry you gotta check it out to find that out! It so far is a one-shot but I want to write more. Please read it and let me know what you think? Its Naruto and Sasuke pairing and called: To Die is to Live

Stupid long A/N, my apologizes! Please review and let me know what you think, ideas are welcomed and appreciated! No flames though, burning people is NOT nice :D Special thanks to my brother for helping me by reading these and giving me opinions xD