A/N Alright so here's todays. Again, extremely sorry about the whole not updating earlier thing and barely making it for today. I am extremely busy with exams stuff! But after tomorrow I should maintain average time updates. Today's Prompt was "Firewhiskey." And the pairing came from hot chocolate mess. It is a lily/Remus. But for once it isn't a happy one... I couldn't think of anything to write that was. So here it is. Hope ya like it! =]
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Searing pain. Nothing but searing pain. That's all I felt as the the firewhiskey made it's way through my body. Pain. Hurt. Torture. The feeling of heart break in the back of my mind as I slowly became more intoxicated as the night progressed. I knew this was wrong of course. Well my coherent brain knew it was wrong. Drinking away my sorrows as if there was nothing better to do. A slow tear caresses the side of mycheek as it travels downward, making room for more tears.
"Another round?" The bartender wondered aloud to his only costumer at three in the morning. Remus nodded curtly towards the man as he downed the last of his glass and awaited the next one. He knew that drinking nonstop would not make the memories go away, but he couldn't help but try. His four best friends had left him alone in the world. The only four people to ever accept who he really was. A werewolf.
Even with James dead, and Peter over on the dark side, so to speak, and even Sirius locked up in Azkaban for the rest of his life. Remus knew that wasn't the reason for all the pain. All the misery. That all came from a red head. A gorgeous red head at that. He had fallen in love with her even before James had. If that were possible. Though, he didn't do anything, due to the fact he knew she probably wouldn't want anything to do with his "Furry little problem" as his friends liked to call it. Now it was too late. He would never be able to confess his true feelings for her.
James had won once again. Growing up watching him always succeed got a little tiring sometimes. Quidditch, classes, girls, everything. He always was the best. Always out did everyone else. Well, maybe exempting Sirius. Although they always did things together. He was always forced to hang with Peter. The traitor, the enemy, the worthless piece of scum. The reason he didn't have Lily anymore. Friend or not, he still loved to be around her. Still loved to hear her voice, and see her smile.
Tears were pouring faster. His heart beat began to accelerate. Sweat began to leak from pours on his face as he had an epiphany. Never again would he see Lily. Never again would he hear her voice. Never again would he look into her sparkling green eyes that always seemed to change shades depending on her mood. Never again would he have his chance to make a move on the one girl he fell in love with. Never again would he be able to talk to Lily Evans-Potter.
A/N Tell me what ya think or any pairings you want!
