Wow guys I'm spoiling you today! This is the second chapter that I've completed and uploaded today. I blame this stupid illness I have. Its made me have pretty much no energy. So laying on the sofa I have nothing better to do then follow my imagination and write up another chapter.

What's the price to pay for having a second update in one day?- I only ask you for a review, come on people bargain right there. Lol

A word of warning- this chapter will contain a sexual scene. Not saying who between but maybe you can guess before you scroll down to read.

Word of warning number 2- mentioning to this sex scene. I'm not sure whether you will like it. I've never wrote one before and fear that it might be rubbish. Anyway tell me what you think?.

Chapter 6

Once I was released from the hospital I got a cab straight to the hotel. I was greeted by some familiar faces. These people were once my friends. They had taken to avoiding me after what I did to Jeff. They had sad looks on their faces in sympathy. I noticed that Jeff wasn't there. Knowing him he was locked up inside he's room alone letting the guilt consume him.

I headed straight for mine and punks hotel room. As I walked in he was sitting at he's desk again. "Your back then" he stated. "yes, thanks for the concern" I snapped. He ignored my outburst. "We are going to have to be more careful when we fuck, can't have another pregnancy now can we" he stated. "Right" I agreed. "So what's the verdict?" Punk asked in a bored tone. "Bed rest for two weeks" I told him. "Better get into bed then haven't you" he said "I'm going out, I will be back later" with that said he left. I wasn't shocked at punks behaviour I knew he didn't care enough to ask me how I was. I sighed and climbed into bed.

The two weeks bed rest bored me. I had nothing to do but watch tv. I watched wwe often and watched Jeff's matches intensely. Finally it was over. A hand on my thigh brought me out of my thoughts. "You rested up enough?" Punk asked but not in a I care way. I nodded and he smiled reaching into his draw and pulling out a condom. "Spread them then sweetheart" he cooed sarcastically. I silently obeyed. I couldn't wait for this to be over.

Punk rolled off of me breathing heavily "good job" he said patting my arm and then he turned over so that his back was to me. I laid in silence and eventually I could hear he's loud abnormal snores. I sighed I couldn't sleep. All that had been on my mind this last two weeks was Jeff. Was he ok? I had to see him. Quietly and carefully rolling out of bed I put on a t-shirt that was to big for me and grabbed my key card. Quietly shutting the door behind me as I left the room.

I slowly walked up the hotel room door that Jeff was staying in. We hadn't spoken since the day at the hospital but I'd seen him passing by me in the hallways he looked awful like he hadn't been taking care of himself and he's moves had become sloppy in the ring causing him to make loads of mistakes. Edge said he had seen him out at clubs drinking a lot most days. I just hoped he hadn't relapsed into drugs again. I hesitated before raising my hand to knock on the door just when I was about to knock the door swung open and I stepped back. Out walked a very slutty barely legal looking ring rat. She stopped to look at me before she spoke. "what you said in the ring not to long ago?. Hunni you were so wrong." She gave me a cocky grin before walking down the hallway. I took a last look at her she had been wearing a short black dress That just about covered her arse with silver high heels. Her bleached blonde long hair that reached just above the top of her backside. Her hair was down and straight with her fringe clipped into a bump. She was wearing makeup to. All in all she looked well done up and if I wasn't growling in jealously right now I'd say she was skinner and prettier then me. She was done up quite nicely. No wonder Jeff couldn't resist. I thought Jeff wasn't into barbie girls, all body and no brain I thought bitterly Oh well times change Maybe he likes that now. I looked down at my self no make up on, my hair down but I hadn't bothered to straighten it or evan brush it when I got out of bed. Crap. I ran my fingers through my slightly messy hair trying to get the knots out. And standing only in my overly large and old mans team extreme t shirt. To tell you the truth I didn't evan know who this belonged to matt or jeff I just found myself with it somewhere along the way. My feet were bare And a shiver passed through me. I wrapped my arms around myself suddenly feeling very stupid for coming here looking like this. Jeff would certainly laugh at the state of me compared to what he just had. I looked a wreck. I debated whether I should just leave but As the door was already open I slowly walked into the dark room.

only the moonlight gave a little light so it wasn't pitch black. I quietly closed the door. The room stunk of fresh recent sex and I felt sick to know some other woman had been in bed with Jeff touching him in places only i was allowed to touch and in return he had his hands touching another woman. I swallowed my jealousy. That's when I noticed Jeff laying in the bed. The sheets only just covering his waste. I had to bite back a moan just knowing he was naked under there it had been to long since I last had him. I walked over to him Noticing all the empty bottles of whisky on the floor. I sat on the bed beside him and couldn't help reaching my hand out and running it through his sweaty hair. He sighed in his sleep and a gentle smile fell on my lips. How badly I just wanted to climb under those covers with him. I ran my hand gently down his face And he's eyes snapped open. "What are u doing here?" he demanded his voice heavy with sleep As he slapped my hand away. "I wanted to make sure your ok". I said. "yeah well I don't need your concern" he snapped sitting up slightly. "Yeah because you've got barely of age ring rats to do that." I snapped back. "That's none of your business". "Why are u evan here? Shouldn't you be off fucking punk?. Well.. Judging by the look of you I reckon you've just finished fucking him and snuck out off bed to come and see me, did he not do it for you?" he said a distasteful look on his face. feeling self conscious I tugged on the shirt to try and get it somehow longer to cover over my knees I didn't evan put any underwear on for Christ sake. Jeff continued. "U should hate me for what I did". "Like you hate me for what I did to you?" I asked Forgetting about my appearance and looking at him. "You ripped my heart out li. Betrayed me I loved you more then anything. I thought myself so lucky to have you the most gorgeous woman in this business I considered myself lucky that you chose me when u could of had anyone. I don't hate you li I never could bring myself too. I hate punk for taking away the two most important things to me. You and my title". I wanted to throw myself at him then and there but I held myself back barely. There was silence before he said "I have dreams sometimes about us. Nothing had changed. We were still together. Tell me li what did I do wrong? was I not enough? Did I not love you enough? Give u enough attention?, enough gifts? Did I not treat you right?" He asked looking at me. I looked away. Before he continued "we have a child in my dream sometimes a boy, sometimes a girl. But that can never be" he whispered. "I killed them. I have nightmares about that day". I couldn't stop myself any longer I reached forward for him pulling him into a hug he flinched and tensed up at first but then surprisingly he hugged me back tightly " I'm so sorry" he cried. " its not your fault Jeff" I soothed rubbing the back of his neck and back softly a soothing action I knew calmed him. His body shook violently as he finally let all of his emotions go I just held him as sob after sob came from him. "Its ok Jeff" I whispered. After about half an hour his sobbing stopped and with a deep breath he pulled back. But was still close.

I looked into his eyes, evan swollen, red and bloodshot from his crying they were still attractive. I don't know who made the first move but I was aware of us both slowly leaning in. "Stop amy" I said to myself "you can't do this. But I need him" I argued "I still love him". I could smell the alcohol on his breath. I briefly wondered if in the morning with a clear head if he would regret this. I didn't have any time to ponder on it anymore though as he crashed his lips to mine in a fierce demanding kiss Showing me all of his emotions. I moaned into his mouth and he gripped me tighter as he deepened the already dominating strong kiss. I nearly cried with the amount of passion he was pouring into it. He trust his tongue into my mouth which I gladly accepted. I missed this so much. I could taste the alcohol as well as what I can only call Jeff. He pulled me underneath the covers with him and set about removing my only item of clothing that I was wearing The t shirt. He slipped down in between my legs and I nearly came on the spot when I felt his mouth down in my sensitive areas. I tangled my fingers in his hair as he proceeded to eat me out. "Oh god Jeff" I moaned. After awhile and a very much needed orgasm he came back up above me a dirty grin on he's face. "Did you get off that time or where you just faking it like you told everyone you do?" He asked smirking cheekily. I mentally cringed as I remembered the lies I had told not to long ago. He didn't give me time to answer, instead he spoke again "Did u miss me or something? your soaking for me baby" he murmured as I felt his fingers enter me. "Uh, uh" I moaned as his fingers started rubbing my slit and he slid another into me As he latched his mouth firmly on my neck. I dug my nails into the bed and panted rather loudly he let me come a second time before positioning himself at my entrance. He trust in and gave me a loving gentle kiss. Before starting a rythem. The rythem was slow and gentle at first but as our pleasure built he became faster and rougher, going harder,faster and deeper. The bed squeaked rather loudly and the head board was banging against the wall due to the beds movement. neither of us seemed to care though, to caught up in the moment. "Uh uh uh Jeff!" I moaned as I came. He came not long after me and collapsed on top of me. Breathing hard into my neck were he placed kisses. He was yet to pull out and the feel of him still inside of me turned me on all over again. I grinded slightly against him. Yet he didn't move. Don't tell me he's fallen asleep. He used to be able to go for hours I thought. Mind you I don't know how long him and that ring rat were at it. I did it again. And felt him growing hard again inside of me nope I thought he has still got it. He removed his head from my neck and said with a dirty grin "oh wanna go again hu?" I pulled him down into a rough kiss and once again we made love.

I opened my eyes and sighed in contentment I missed this, I missed waking up in Jeff's strong arms. I lifted my head off of his bare chest his arm that was holding me in place limply fell aside. I sat and watched him sleep for awhile before smiling sadly I had to go punk would be up soon and demand to know where I had been, not only that but Jeff might wake up and flip out remembering what we did last night. I grabbed my t shirt and went into his bathroom taking a quick shower. Cursing when I realised it was only men's soap and shampoo. I was going to have to put up with it and smell like a man. I washed the smell of sex and Jeff's scent off of me and reached for the shampoo. I grinned when my eyes fell upon Jeff's conditioner bottle. Years ago he complained that his hair was dry like straw all the men's two in one shampoo and conditioner's not helping to keep his hair soft. I recommended a brand of women's conditioner to him that he said worked and to this day he still used it.

After showering I got dressed and ran Jeff's hairbrush through my hair. Then I walked into the bedroom once again. He was still sleeping he had moved slightly though so now he was on his side. I smiled when I noticed that Jeff had some scratch marks on his back and some bite marks on his shoulder all my handy work while we were engaged in our activities last night. I walked over to him and placed a gentle kiss on his cheek Before leaving.

As I was walking down the hallway I passed by Adam. "hey lita have a good night?" he said. "hey ads yeah was alright thanks" I said with a friendly smile. Then I realised that I was only wearing my t shirt. He smiled slyly as if he knew I'd only just noticed that he saw what I was wearing. "Oh really" he said with a chuckle. "I'd have thought it was much better then just alright judging by the amount of noise you were making"." Hu?" I asked. he gave me a sly smile. "U know li last night I was trying to sleep and all I could hear was this woman moaning, obviously having a real good time if you know what I mean. What's evan more interesting is that Jeff is just next door to me and she was moaning his name I could hear this clearly through these paper thin walls" he said grinning. "Well he was probably doing another ring rat" I said quickly trying to cover up. After all Jeff did have that girl in there before me. It could have been them he heard. "Na you see lita it sounded an awful lot like you. And I'd know from experience what you sound like and how loud you can get" he said with a smirk and a wink. I blushed shit busted. "Don't tell punk" I begged." Pfft as if I would I can't stand punk. So what's going on with you and Jeff then apart from the loud fucking, u guys back together?" He asked." No I just I dunno". I said sighing in defeat. Edge gave an understanding smile. "He loves you more then himself you know". "I know and I love him adam I really do, its just complicated". Getting the hint that I didn't want to talk no more Adam gave up "gotcha" he said "but next time you sneak into Jeff's room late at night, please be considerate and try and keep the noise down". He chuckled. "Ok sorry" I said. "Its cool. I was just gonna head to his room and see if he wanted to go and get a coffee but judging by what happened last night I'm guessing you wore the poor fella out" he chuckled again. "Yeah he was in bed when I left anyway see ya". I said walking away. "Take care" he called out to me.

I got back to punks room and grabbed some clothes that i was going to wear during the day. I changed just before punk woke up. "Morning" he mumbled heading for the shower. "Morning, hey I'm hungry do you mind if I walk down and get some breakfast?" I asked. "No go ahead" he replied. I wasn't put off by his good mood. It was rare for him to have one so I didn't question it.

On my way to the dining I bumped into Trish who was my closest friend. she was the only one who hadn't turned her back on me after what I did to Jeff. She didn't know the whole truth about punk either. She just thought that me and Jeff didn't work out so I got with punk. Not handling it very well. No doubt she and her current boyfriend Adam spoke about me and Jeff a lot.

As we sat at a table. I glanced around the room surprised to see Jeff sitting at a table eating and talking with Jay and Randy. Me and Trish talked about the last few weeks being that we hadn't really seen each other and had a chance to sit and have a long chat. After awhile Jeff stood up to leave momentarily holding his lower back before his hand dropped back down to his side. I grinned slightly into my cup. knowing that it was because of me he was feeling sore. I overworked him last night and he must of hurt himself. Trish saw my smirk and looked in Jeff's direction. "Poor guy, you overworked him last night". My attention snapped back to her a questioning look on my face. How the hell did she know?!. "Adam told me all about it" she shrugged answering my question that I hadn't verbally asked her. "Oh ok" I said shyly. "So was Jeff as good as you remember?" She asked smirking. "He's better then I remember" I answered smiling into my cup.

We spent the rest of the day together and as the night drew to a close i bid Trish farewell and a good night before I headed towards punks hotel room. When I entered he wasn't there. I headed straight for bed. Still exhausted from my night with Jeff. I soon fell asleep.