Dear Diary,
Party Night! .. Should I feel excited about it? I mean, I was invited so I should be excited! Yeah, Come on Ally! You can do this and have fun! Oh, who was I kidding.. this was probably going to be the worst night of my life. I mean I didn't even want to go but I felt bad. I mean Cassidy went through all this work to get me an outfit and Austin wanted me to go, for absolutely no reason. Then again.. I probably should be worried about that. Anyways, this should be a fun night!
Ally xox
"Are you ready?" Austin said just deciding to walk in from my room, not even knocking
"Did you ever hear about knocking?" I asked not even sarcastically this time
"Why would I knock? I mean this is also my room" Austin said sitting on the seat next to me on the top bunk bed
"And what if I was changing?" I asked him
"Then that would be a treat for me" Austin said winking as I hit his arm
"Oh shut up" I said putting my book inside my pillow case making sure Austin didn't see it. I mean I knew he never knew I had a diary/song book because if he did, knowing Austin, he would has snooped it in. no doubt.
"So what are you wearing tonight?" he asked me staring at my outfit that I was wearing. I wasn't going to put on the outfit so I could sort of impress him. But not in that way. Not in the way where I like him and I want to impress him. But just impress him in the way that he stops thinking so little of me, and maybe…just maybe.. he won't think I am so ugly.
"Erm… this" I said pointing to my outfit which were leggings and a sweater
"Well I didn't expect anything else" he said rolling his eyes and jumping off of the top bunk
"Are you coming?" he asked me leaning against the door
"Actually I am going to wait for Cassidy and then were.. erm.. gonna go together" I said jumping off the bed
"Alright and don't be too surprised tonight" Austin said smirking at me and walking out of the room
"Wait- what do you mean?" I asked him following him down the hallways
"Don't worry about it!" he said grabbing his leather jacket and walking out of the house leaving me home alone. Mike and Mimi went out for dinner together since me and Austin weren't going to be home tonight. Hm.. 7:00. Cassidy said she was coming at 7:30.. so what do to.. what to do? Well, I haven't made up a song in a while. I decided to get one of Austin's acoustic guitars hoping he wouldn't mind to much, but knowing Austin…. He would.
Come on skinny love, just last the year I tell my love to wreck it all And I told you to be patient And in the morning, I'll be with you Come on skinny love, what happened here?
Pour a little salt, we were never here
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Right at the moment this order's tall
And I told you to be fine
And I told you to be balanced
And I told you to be kind
But it will be a different kind
'Cause I'll be holding all the tickets
And you'll be owning all the fines
Suckle on the hope in light brassiere
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Sullen load is full, so slow on the split
"That was so good Ally" a voice cheered behind me and I got so startled I almost dropped the guitar
"How long have you been standing there?" I asked Cassidy closing my song book and putting it under my pillow case
"Since the second verse maybe! Ally, your actually so good at singing! Actually, you should perform a song at karaoke night!" Cassidy exclaimed
"Erm… I can't" I mumbled
"What why not! Did you write that?" Cassidy asked
"Yeah, I did! And I kind of have stage fright! But please, please, please don't bring that up to Austin! I don't need him knowing another one of my fears just to use it against me" I said putting down the guitar and walking into the washroom to change into the clothes Cassidy gave me
"We look so good!" Cassidy laughed as we looked in the mirror at what we were wearing. Cassidy was wearing black booty shorts the same as I but she was wearing a purple corset, and yes she did tell me that was what they were called. I was wearing a pink one with black boots and she was too. Cassidy straightened my brown hair that had an ombre affect in it since my dad finally let me die it while I curled Cassidy's orangy hair.
"So are we going to leave now?" I asked her and she nodded her head and we drove into the more woody parts of the cottage area and that was when I saw it. It was a smaller cottage but there were so many people around and in it. By the looks of it, it seemed as if he invited the entire beach.
"Whoa" I managed to say and Cassidy parked the car across the street
"Yeah, Charlie throws the best parties" Cassidy said as she got out of the car. I didn't follow her but slouch in my seat. I couldn't do this. This wasn't Ally. Ally doesn't go to parties. Ally was scared, scared of getting made fun of for dressing like this, for not being as 'hot' as the other girls. And I know I am Ally. I didn't want to go, I rather go home and read. Because reading is safe and for good kids while partying isn't and is for bad kids.
"You coming ally?" Cassidy said and I chewed my hair and nodded opening the car door and closing it while Cassidy locked it
"I'm not to sure of this" I said shyly and began chewing my hair again and very worried about what was going to be on the other side of the door and she rang it
"You'll be fine! And I won't leave your side tonight. I promise" Cassidy said linking her arm in between mine and assuring me everything was going to be okay, which is reality it wasn't
"Hey laddiess" Charlie slurred already drunk as he opened the door "Come on it" he said inviting us in
"Are you okay?" Cassidy said
"Erm.. yes" I said lying.. I was far from okay, I was so nervous, I was shaking and I could tell Cassidy knew I was so he held on to me tighter
"There's Dez and them by the bon fire! Let's go!" Cassidy said dragging me over but instead we got stopped by a guy
"Hey ladies, what's your names?" A really tall guy with black hair said blocking me and Cassidy
"Were off limits Jason" Cassidy spat
"I know you are, but what about her? What's your name sexy?" he said now motioning towards me and I couldn't help but freeze
"Erm… Ally" I mumbled
"That's a nice name! So how about you come and have some fun with me and my friends" Jason said pointing to a group of guys that were standing around the table playing 'beer pong'… at least, I think that is what they called it.. then again who was I to know
"Ermmm-I—" I was beginning to talk but thank god Cassidy knows I can rarely say no to people so she butted in instead
"She can't Jason, now if you would just move out of our way" Cassidy said cruelly obviously not liking this 'Jason' person that much
"Did I fucken ask you Cassidy? No, I asked Ally" Jason said turning his attention back to me
"I uhmm-I-I guess –" I was about to give in when Dez came in to look for us
"There with me, Jason" Dez said staring at Jason
"Nice to finally see you Dez, where your little side kick, Alex was it?" Jason said smirking at Dez
"I'm pretty sure you know his name Jason, now if you could excuse us!" Dez said grabbing our elbows and dragging us outside by the bon fire
"Thanks Dez" I mumbled and he smiled
"Okay, I'll be right back, I have to go and find Austin" Dez said smiling at me and Cassidy then left
Austin's Pov:
I was about to get this hot girl's phone number when of course Dez had to come in and ruin it for me.
"Where have you been?" Dez questioned me
"Relax man, I've been in here with Diani" I said pointing to the blonde sitting next to me
"Its, Riana, I told you this four times tonight! Urgh!" she said obviously pissed off and walked out causing me to shrug. I mean there were about 100 other girls at this party for me
"Well, Ally almost got taken by Jason, and you know how Jason is, very persistent" Dez told me. Shit, once Jason got his eye on a girl, he will get her, because that's just what Jason does. And the only problem with this girl was she was mine. Well, not mine, but like I had to watch over her because my parents would kill me if anything happened to her. Fuck
"Fuck man, alright what do we do?" I asked Dez
"You stay with her tonight!" Dez suggested. No! that was going to ruin all my fun
"Do I have to?" I whined
"Yes, now come on!" Dez said dragging me outside to where the bon fire was.
That was when I spotted her, there was this girl in the middle of the backyard area, which was mostly all sand and she was just so- whoa. Well I didn't get to see what she looked like, but from the back, she was just beautiful. She had a perfect body, and I was guessing she was totally hot since she had about 5 guys draped over her one of them was Dallas himself. I was about to go and talk to her when Dez pulled me aside and reminded me of Ally and how I was supposed to find her.
"Alright, I can't see her anymore, I'll check inside where Jason was, and you go ask Cassidy" Dez said pointing to where Cassidy was sitting. I nodded and walked over to her
"Cass, where's Ally?" I asked her while looking around for her at the same time. I was looking for a girl who was wearing grey leggings and a blue sweater. That was what Ally was wearing earlier and that was what she told me she was wearing tonight! Every girl here was dressed in party clothes, so I thought it was going to be easy to find her, but clearly not. Shit. If anything happens to her I'm screwed.
"Why, are you worried about her?" Cassidy winked jokingly at me
"No! But if I don't find her my parents are going to kill me" I said starting to panic just a little
"Well, she was over there with a bunch of guys, the last time I saw her" Cassidy said pointing over to a crowd of guys
"No seriously?" I asked her knowing that Ally was not the girl in the crowd of guys. I mean, Ally was Ally. She would probably use this against me, but she was the potential to be really good looking-almost hot. Almost. But does she use it, nope!
"Seriously!" Cassidy said pointing over to the group of guys
"Your not help" I said walking away and checking around the backyard, when I finally gave up. Maybe she went home, actually she probably would.
I decided to give up and walked over to Charlie who was grinding with some blonde chick who I never seen before.
"Austin, my man….. this is Bri, and Kelly" he pointed to the blonde girl and her very very attractive friend, might I add
"Sup" I gave them a head nod and walked over to Kelly, Bri's friend
"I'm Kelly" she said smiling at me and wrapping her arms around my neck
"Austin" I said pulling her closer by the waist
"So how do-" before I could finish, Kelly smashed her lips onto mine. I mean I wasn't complaining at all or anything, so I just went with it. It's not like I was going to see this girl ever again, so I might as well have a little fun with her.
"Have you found her?" Dez said practically pulling me off of Kelly as I gave her an apologetic smile
"Dez! I was in the middle of something" I said jerking my head towards Kelly who by this time took off with another guy
"Is that something more important than finding Ally?" Dez asked me
"Well, actually-" I was cut off
"Don't answer that Austin!" he said sounded a little upset about the situation. I mean I was the one who was supposed to be worried not him
"Have you found her yet?" Cassidy said walking towards me, Charlie, Dez, and Bri
"Nope, and Austin doesn't seem to care at all" Dez said to Cassidy who shot me a glare
"I'm sure she is perfectly fine" I said while checking out the girl who I seen earlier on in the party. The same one who had 5 guys draped over her.
Whack!
"Ow! What the fuck was that for?" I asked Cassidy who smacked me in the arm. Hard.
"Austin! She's with a group of guys! How can you not be worried!" Cassidy said starting to bit her nails
"Relax! You know Ally, guys don't really pay attention to her! Plus, I saw what she was wearing earlier, trust me.. guys only go after sluts" I said trying to calm Cassidy down when she gave me an apologetic look
"Cassidy… what is Ally wearing?" I asked her scared to hear the answer
"Well, let's just say it's not a 'tradition' ally outfit. I let her borrow some of my clothes" Cassidy said looking really worried out there. Shit Cassidy Why!
"Alright, Jason and his crew are after her! We need to find her!" Dez said and we all agreed.
"Ally!" I began calling for her.. God, this was bad. Jason and his crew could have already took ally. And you know how she is, she's shy and gentle and Jason wants a lot more than just her company if you get what I'm saying.
I was about to go inside to look for her, when I saw the girl, the girl who I noticed earlier in the middle of a group of guys who were flirting with her. Alright, so maybe I did think she was beyond gorgeous. I mean she had a perfect body and those shorts and that corset she was wearing was just…. They could really leave a guy speechless. I am sure Ally is doing fine. I kept on telling myself and I headed towards the group of guys.
"Dal, what's going on?" I asked him as I walked over to him and a couple of other guys I knew
"Why don't you just see for yourself?" he asked me as I was about to walk over to the girl who had a beer in her hand
"Yeah, I will! And if you see Ally, tell her that I am looking for her!" I asked him before I went to check out the girl in the middle of the group
"Why don't you just tell her yourself?" Dallas said pointing towards the girl in the middle of the circle
There is no way in hell that was that Ally. No way. I mean there are to many reasons why that wasn't. 1) she was wearing short shorts, and a pink corset top. She wasn't wearing that earlier. Then again.. Cassidy did let her borrow some of her clothes. 2) She was drinking, probably drunk out of her mind. Ally doesn't drink. 3) She.. erm…please god, please don't let it be Ally in that group. Please, let her be at home reading a book or something….please
"Ally?" I asked while turning around the girl closing my eyes shut. I didn't want it to be her. I didn't want it to be my fault that she was drunk, or came to this party.
"Heeyyyy blondiieee" she said slurring obviously drunk. I couldn't help but feel absolutely guilty for it. And let me tell you something, Austin Moon doesn't feel guilty for anything..
"Come on Als, let's get you home!" I said grabbing her arm and trying to get out of the group. This wasn't ally. I mean she wouldn't just get drunk, she's smarter than that.
"Where do you think your taking her?" a voice to familiar asked
"Jason… I'm taking her home!" I said putting Ally behind me
"Oh, that's funny, because she's here with me. Aren't you ally?" he said facing Ally who was too drunk out of her mind to respond. And that was when it clicked in.
"What did you give her?" I questioned Jason pretty pissed at this point
"Are you accusing me of getting her drunk?" Jason said smirking at me
"What the fuck did you give her? I asked you once, and I'm not going to ask you twice!" I said grabbing Jason and hitting him against the wall. I needed to find out and see what could hurt Ally's health
"Caroside" Jason spat. Caroside was a powder that you put in someone's drink to get them drunk. Once they drink it, they practically keep drinking more and more, and more.
"Thanks you" I said dropping Jason on the ground, taking Ally and walking out of Charlie's house. Before, I left I texted Dez and Cassidy telling them I found Ally.
"Ally, what have you gotten yourself into?" I asked her as we drove out of Charlie's driveway
"Whatchyaaa talking aboutttt?" she slurred
"Let's just get you home to bed, before my parents find out!" I said helping her out of the car and into the house. Thank god, it was only 11:30 and my parents went to Margret's house for coffee which meant that they would be out for a while.
"Ally, that is my bed! You sleep on the top bunk" I said trying to get her out of my bed
"Nooooo, I like itttt herreeee! Ii waanna sleep hereess! It'sss smelly prettyy" she slurred as she put the cover's over her head
"Fine… only for tonight!" I said taking off my top and putting my pyjama bottoms on
"I am sorry Ally" I said sitting on the edge of my bed
"Whyy are youuu sorry? This wass the funnesst nightt ivee everee hadd" she said giggling them slowly dove off to sleep.
Tonight was bad, too bad. I learned one thing from tonight and that was… no more parties for Ally Dawson.
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