Emily sat running the grass through her fingers, looking out across the horizon she smiled. She did really love living in Bristol it was a city but not a big city. The centre was interesting and it had the best library. She was sat on her favourite hill that over looked the suspension bridge. She had found it on one of her bike rides, it had become her hill. She didn't tell Katie or James it was her place of escape. She hid it from everyone, everyone except Naomi. She had taken the blonde up the hill on one of their Sunday afternoons together, they had sat talking, eating a pre prepared picnic enjoying each others company. It had been a few weeks since the afternoon Emily had met Julia and she needed to talk to Naomi. It was getting too much to be around her without touching her. When they were alone it was easy to grab her hand or play with her hair but outside with their friends Naomi's walls would go up and there would be a distance between them. Emily had been too afraid to broach the subject of 'them', she didn't want to upset the balance but she needed to know, something, anything.

In the distance Emily spotted a blonde head making its way up the hill, wheeling her bike next to her with a large bag on her shoulder. Emily waved as the blonde came closer, looking up the blonde smiled widely and waved. Placing her bike next to Emily's and dropping her bag at her feet she sat next to the redhead

"Hey"

"Hey, what's in the bag?" Emily replied cocking her head towards the large canvas bag at her feet.

"Why don't you take a look, id hate to keep you in suspense?" Emily looked up at Naomi slightly unnerved by her response. Something was going on and she was too curious to ignore the request. Reaching over and grabbing the bag at her feet she opened it and gasped. She pulled out a pop up tent, sleeping bags, a camping stove, wine and a box of spiff.

Emily looked over at Naomi and back at the pile of camping gear in front of her, "what?" She couldn't think of anything else to say, she was speechless.

Looking down at her feet pulling some grass with her fingers, "well I thought it would be different if we maybe stayed here for the night, watch the city at night. Thought we could use that group of trees over there as cover n you know well," Naomi trailed off she was blushing and refused to look up at the girl next to her.

Emily was still in a stunned silence. "Nai, Nai look at me."

The blonde looked up, "it's the best idea I've ever heard, its lovely. Thank you" She softly grabbed the girls hand and smiled. The heavy weight on her chest had lifted somewhat, the fact she had gone to so much trouble alleviated some of the tension, she would still try to talk to her but the fear that maybe she would run away was lessoned by the fact they would be in a tent.

The two girls sat on the hill side by side with their shoulders brushing Emily had opened the wine soon after they had put the tent up and set up their camp. Taking a swig of wine she handed it to Naomi who smiled, they had managed to make a fire which Naomi was dedicated to keeping alight.

"Nai, Naomi?"

"Hmm yeah?" she looked over at the smaller girl shrouded in her sleeping bag.

"I um, I asked you up here to well, I wanted to talk to you. About well about us." Emily's eyes were stuck on the fire, she was too afraid to look at the other girl.

"What about us Em's?" she felt Naomi shift closer to her, "a good sign" she thought. Taking a deep breath she looked up into the deep pool blue eyes.

"well I mean is there an us?" she let out a small laugh "the last few weeks have been amazing, I've loved being with you and getting to know you and well just spending my time with you and well" she paused looking down at the fire and back to Naomi, "I like you Nai, like really like you" She was nervously playing with her hands underneath the sleeping bag.

She heard Naomi sigh and shift uncomfortably. The blonde ran her fingers through her hair and rested her hand on the back of her neck. Emily couldn't bring herself to look at her, her eyes were stinging from the need to cry and she felt as if her chest would burst.

After what seemed like hours she finally heard a tiny voice speak,

"Em's, Emily look at me." Brown eyes met blue both shining with unshed tears. Emily hiccupped and moved closer to the blonde. Not wanting to miss a word.

"These last few months have been, well life changing. I feel like I'm lighter with you like all my crap doesn't matter when I'm around you and I feel like I can breathe. I'm a better person with you Em's, I like you too. I really like you but I'm, I'm scared."

"Of what?" it was barely a whisper, Emily's husky voice full of emotion.

"Of us of everybody else, of me fucking you up" Naomi couldn't stop the tears now Emily reached over and pulled her to her. Wiping the tears with her eyes filled with confidence Emily kissed her cheek.

"Don't be afraid of us, it cant be bad if it feels this good right?" She could feel Naomi nod against her chest. "I'm not ready for everybody to know Nai I like what we have its secret, its ours. Its nobody else's." Naomi moved up to look at Emily, the strength returning to her voice. "I know you Nai and you're a lot braver than you think, your stronger than you give yourself credit for. I wont let you fuck me up Nai, I wont let you because I know you wont." The last sentence was barely a whisper but Naomi heard it. Unfolding the sleeping bag from around her and placing it around both of them Emily turned to face the sniffling blonde.

"I want to be with you Naomi, I want there to be an us."

"I want to be with you too, so much. So much sometimes when I'm not it hurts." Naomi was smiling now, the fire was slowly dying but she didn't care. Emily grabbed the blonde and pulled her close. Their lips touching as she spoke, "your beautiful," closing the gap between them Emily moaned in to the kiss. Naomi kissed bag with vigor and want. Pushing Emily down on to her back,

"OW OW OW, Twig in my back!" Jumping up Naomi giggled at the dancing girl. "Shall we maybe move this into the tent?" Gesturing at the small pyramid next to her

"I think that would be for the best," Emily giggled. The girls tidied up their campsite making sire the fire was completely out and the food packed away. Picking the bags and placing them at the end of the tent the girls crawled in to the confined space.

Emily crawled to the back of the tent and turned to watch Naomi begin to arrange their tent, she hung a torch from the hook k at the top of the tent she arranged the sleeping bags so they lay side by side. Placing the bags at the entrance of the tent she reached in to her own bag and pulled out two sets of pajamas.

"I've packed you something to sleep in and a jumper for each of us so we you know don't get cold" She let her voice trail of as she looked up at Emily. Emily sat there at the end of the tent watching the blonde girl arrange the tent. She was touched by the thoughtfulness of the other girl, packing her warm clothes. She decided she had had enough of watching the girl, she needed to touch her. Crawling over to her she gently reached up and pulled on her shoulder turning her to face her.

"Emily, what are you" she didn't get a chance to finish Emily hastily closed the distance between them. Feeling the blonde melt into the kiss reaching around pulling her head closer, threading her nimble fingers through her hair Naomi pulled her up and on to her lap Emily moaned. Straddling Naomi's crossed legs wrapping her legs around her waist Emily sighed. She loved being this close to her being surrounded by her.

Naomi kissed her with passion and control, keeping the kisses slow and deliberate. Tasting each others mouths, nibbling on lips alternating between soft and gently to rough and needy. Emily's head was swimming she couldn't focus couldn't fix on anything. The fair girl's ministrations were driving her crazy she could feel the tension in her stomach build again. Unconsciously grinding her hips down trying to find some form of relief Naomi tilted her head and slowly kissed her jaw line, moving down her neck sucking deliberately as to leave a mark, Emily could have sworn she heard a low growl come from the girl "Mine". Pushing her hands up into the messy blonde hair she pulled her closer encouraging her to continue. Slight fingers moved under the t-shirt tugging for it to be taken off, Emily quickly obliged leaving her sat there in her denim skirt and black bra. Goosebumps instantly rose up on her skin where Naomi trailed her fingers Snaking from her back round to her front swirling her tongue along her neck and up to gently bite on her ear.

"Ugh Nai, what are you doing to me" Emily pushed her hips down further as Naomi reached around and pulled at her bra, slowly pulling the straps down, allowing Emily the room to move to pull the bra off completely. Emily had never felt so exposed. She had been topless in front of people before, but this was different. The way Naomi looked at her with such hunger in her eyes she felt like she would burn up just by looking in to the dark pools. She felt her insides lurch when Naomi looked down at her bare chest and bit her lip sucking the swollen muscle in and then releasing it. She looked back up at the brown eyes girl and licked her lips. Emily felt herself let out a breath she didn't even know she had been holding.

"Your perfect Emily, absolutely perfect" With that Naomi moved forward and placed a soft kiss against Emily's heart, she felt like it was going to leap out of her chest towards the blonde. Moving her kisses across her chest and down, Emily moaned in anticipation as Naomi's soft mouth finally found its destination. She had never felt anything like it, the soft warm tongue moving across her nipple, flicking and pulling with her teeth. The warmth and wet of her mouth was heaven. Her hand was resting in the small of her back while the other snaked round to play with her exposed breast. Cupping it and playing stroking the nipple with her thumb Naomi moaned. The vibrations reverberated through Emily and she moaned loudly

"Jesus shitting Christ" Pulling Naomi up roughly by her hair into a searing kiss, this time there was no control. Both girls battled for dominance, there tongues moving roughly against each other, teeth biting down eliciting moans and gasps. The once frosty tent was filled with heat, both girls panting with want. Emily pushes Naomi down on to the sleeping bags and jumpers. Grinding her hips down into the other girl, Naomi matching her movements causing a delicious kind of friction, within seconds Naomi lay topless, a whirlwind of hands had removed her of her garments and she giggled.

"Em's ho knew you had it in you." Smiling shyly up at the younger girl

"Yeah well, you seem to inspire it in me." Looking down at the blonde she felt ready to explode she had never experienced such a sense of belonging. "I, I want to be with you Naomi, I want to touch you" Emily ducked her head down and placed a chaste kiss on Naomi's neck.

"Em's, I want to be with you too. You drive me crazy." Naomi was whispering now. Reaching up to push the red bangs from the girl hovering above her. "I'm scared"

"Me too" The red head smiled reassuringly. "I think if maybe the else we think about it the more natural it will feel, just do what feels right, yeah?"

"That sounds good to me." At this Naomi pushed her hips up into Emily's and both girls let out a quiet sigh, moving against each other finding a comfortable rhythm they began kissing once again. Hands excitedly moving against skin, up arms, across backs down legs gripping on to bare thighs the last barriers were shed and all that remained were two sets of underwear. Jeans and skirts had long since been discarded as the girls continued their passionate dance. Naomi flipped Emily on to her back and slipped a thigh between her legs, she groaned loudly as she felt her arousal on her leg "Yours so wet Em's" Emily blushed and looked away, "no no don't be embarrassed, I like it means I'm doing something right." Naomi winked as she continued to assault Emily's neck and ears. "You have no idea what you do to me Em's" She grabbed the slimmer girl's hand which was resting on her hip and slipped it between them. Sending a clear sign that she wanted Emily, she needed Emily.

Emily breathed, looked in to the azure eyes above her she gently pushed past the cotton barrier her fingers coming into contact with the most intimate part of Naomi. Her eyes widened and she licked her lips. "That's what you do to me Em's" Naomi shuddered as Emily began to lightly dance her fingers over her clit, the moisture making the movement free and easy. Naomi was in heaven, she placed her head in the crook of Emily's neck and snaked her hand down the toned stomach and slipped her fingers in between Emily's legs.

"Oh god" The girls moaned as they felt each other for the first time. Almost mimicking each others movements there fingers danced across clitoris and through folds, coating their fingers in each other. Emily breathed deeply as she whispered in to Naomi ser "I want you inside of me" Naomi's heart stopped she had never been so turned on. She used her other arm as leverage as she leaned up to look at her, she wanted to see Emily's face when she entered her. Emily continued her ministrations on Naomi's clit not to fast not to slow just enough pressure to build on. Looking up at the blonde she nodded, she felt Naomi's fingers move across her clit putting pressure on the exposed nub before swiftly entering her with a finger. Emily closed her eyes as she adjusted to the new feeling, "is this ok?" Emily nodded, having lost her voice she began to move her hips with vigor, her own hand building up speed.

The two girls were now moving against each other with such passion and lust it would have been impossible to tell where one ended and the other began, Naomi's fingers still buried inside of Emily she let out a whine as Emily entered her. It wasn't expected but it felt good. "Fuck Em, you feel amazing"

Moving with more purpose the girls quickened their speed, Naomi moved her fingers back to Emily's clit focusing on circling the bud alternate pressure and speed, and this seemed to do the trick. Emily knew her orgasm was close but she didn't want it to end, she wanted to come with Naomi. Moving out of the blonde she applied added pressure and flicked her clit with the tip of her index finger.

"UGH EMILY!"

"I'm so close Nai, I'm so Ugh"

"Me too, shit Jesus keep doing that fuck"

Both girls continued there rhythm keeping time with each other, Emily added slightly more pressure as she bucked her hips to meet Naomi's hand.

"God Nai, I'm gonna fuck me I'm gonna, OHSHIT YES FUCK!" Emily screamed as her orgasm finally hit her, Naomi never stopped her movements riding the orgasm out with the darker haired girl "NAOMI!" In her orgasmic state Emily's fingers moved quicker adding even more pressure, hearing Emily cum finally pushed the taller girl over the edge, reaching up with her other hand she pulled on Emily's hair as her orgasm over took her,

"JESUS CHRIST! Oh god yes Emily fuck me Em's" Burying her head in the crook of Emily's neck she shuddered as her orgasm came to an end.

The two girls lay entangled in each other breathing heavily. Naomi reached over and wrapped them in the sleeping bags. She gently ran her hand up and down Emily's arms, memorizing the reactions. Emily sighed as she moved closer to the blonde throwing her leg over her hip and tracing circles on her stomach.

"Hmmm" Naomi hummed, she smiled.

"Hmm indeed that was, well amazing." Emily looked up at the blonde and gave her a soft kiss. She lay her head down on her chest and was content in listening to the rhythm of her heart. They had made love, in a tent on their hill. It was special it was different and it was theirs.

"Emily?"

"Hmmm?"

"Will you be I mean will you be my girlfriend?"

Emily sat up and turned to look at the girl, she had never seen her look so vulnerable, biting her lip staring at the brunette. Emily turned her back and moved in to the blonde, causing he to turn on to her side and wrapping her arms around her.

"I could think of nowhere else I would want to be then right here under the stars with my girlfriend." Feeling Naomi snuggle into her neck and breath deeply she smiled. Feeling sleep taking over she yawned and allowed herself to be carried off, and she would never know if she had been dreaming but she swears she heard a faint,

"I love you" whisper in her ear a soft kiss on the earlobe and the blonde fell asleep.

If she had said it or not, it didn't matter she was where she wanted to be and nothing was going to change that.