My next song I have to put up here, because it was requested three times.
This song is Lithium by Evanescence. And it's Bella to Edward when he's acting very distant at the beginning of New Moon.
Lithium- don't want to
lock me up inside
lithium- don't want to forget how it feels
without (In New Moon Bella is constantly worrying about forgetting
Edward. "I must not think about him, but I can never forget
him.")
Lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow
oh
but God I want to let it go (She wants to be able to let go of the
small human things that she's so attached to.)
Come to
bed; don't make me sleep alone (Bella hates having to go to bed
without Edward, but in New Moon the fear is intensified by how
distant he's being.)
Couldn't hide the emptiness you let
it show (He did, very harshly let it show that he was
upset.)
Never wanted it to be so cold
just didn't drink
enough to say you love me (Not the drink you would think of
really, but still if he doesn't drink enough, he can't really go
near her at all.)
I can't hold on to me (Bella tries to
literally hold herself together after he leaves.)
wonder
what's wrong with me
Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside
lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without
lithium- I
want to stay in love with my sorrow
Don't want to let it lay
me down this time
drown my will to fly (She doesn't want to
be empty, but she also doesn't want to believe that she can live
without him.)
Here in the darkness I know myself (When
she's scared he was never even there.)
Can't break free
until I let it go
let me go (She doesn't honestly want him
to let her go, but she knows she'd be better off since he left
anyway.)
Darling, I forgive you after all (In the end
she DEFINATLY forgives him.)
Anything is better than to be
alone (Which for Bella is almost true.)
And in the end I
guess I had to fall (It wasn't really better, but if she hadn't
he wouldn't have learned how much better off they are together.
It's good that he learned that.)
always find my place among
the ashes
I can't hold on to me
wonder what's wrong with
me
Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside
lithium-
don't want to forget how it feels without
lithium- I want to stay
in love with my sorrow
oh but God I want to let it go
Okay thank you to Jade Flame (again) and also to edwards-gur123 for the song request. REVIEW!
