I unpack my boxes next, one is full of beanies, just like I predicted, the next full of all my old converse, which I love, one full of shirts and pants, and the last five personal things. Like my moms jewelry (mostly piercings of some sort), tattoo instruments, and my dads camera and picture developer. I don't know why they gave me their stuff, but I don't have the best reaction. One box is full of my moms scrapbooks and picture albums. I open one, and they're all me as a baby. My mom holding me, my little fingers around hers. My dad holding me, a huge smile on his face. One of him kissing my forehead. Then, all three of us. Them looking down at me, the biggest smiles on their faces. I don't even realize when I start crying, until a tear lands on the picture. I wipe it away quickly. The next one causes me to laugh, I'm in a blue onesie and hat, and a young Seth is holding me, looking super confused, and Leah rolling her eyes in the background. I miss them. Then, my aunt Sue and uncle Harry, Leah and Seth trying to look at me around them. Next, young Emily and her parents, David and (so fondly nick named by me) Izzy. Then her other brother, Jason, who was quite strange looking that day. But I didn't seem to notice, in fact it looks like I found it hilarious. In every picture with him, I'm laughing or smiling. Then the pictures with me and young Emily. Strangely enough, I found it appropriate to put my small pink looking hand her face. The half of it that's now scarred. She's smiling down at me, and I can't tell if I'm about to cry or smile.

The next box is full of what looks like their sweaters and some of my moms boots.

The next two are mine, one full of my cameras and picture developers and the other, more pictures. This time of me and my friends. My friends who were like sisters and brothers to me. When I get tired of crying, I get up and get in the shower. When I get out, I put on my black Under Armour sweater and black pants. Then I put the black polar fleece from Emily on too. Then, one of my beanies. Eventually, I settle on a red one. Then my new short combat boots with gray laces. I grab one of my cameras, put it around my neck, then grab a small messenger bag. I put extra film in it along with my iPhone and IPod. Then, my red beats head phones out one of the boxes and go downstairs.

"Where are you going?" Jacob asks. Silence. I grab a muffin, and then Emily asks, "You going out sweetie?" "Yep, going walking in the woods." "What?! Not by yourself you're not!" Jacob yells, getting up. I roll my eyes and head out the door thinking, 'Watch me bastard'. "Be careful, Jaycee." Emily says. "I will I promise!"

I walk into the woods, looking up. The pale ivy leaves are beautiful against the cloudy gray sky. I take a couple pictures, then continue into the woods. Eventually, after waking through thick undergrowth and squeezing through some trees, I come to a sort of clearing, the trees surrounding it are bare, and form a heart shape. Then, around them are taller trees, with red blossoms, still forming the heart shape. A crooked line of birds fly across it, and I snap pictures until they're gone. A broken heart, then healed. Hehe me like.

A twig snaps behind me and I turn around. I see two large chocolate brown eyes, that look like a humans, but are too high up to be. Unless giants are real here.. Besides the ones at Emily's house. Eventually, the thing steps into view. A huge wolf, maybe a wild horse... Yeah no, this is a freakin wolf. "Holy shit, you're the biggest mother fucker I have ever seen." I murmur. It forms sort of a grin on its face, and steps closer. "Um.. Stay." I say, holding out my hand. "I'm gonna take a couple pictures of you, okay? Don't let the flash scare you." I snap a couple pictures, "Good boy," I murmur. It makes a bark like sound and I stop, and look at it, scared. Then I realize its... Laughing. "Jesus Christ." I murmur, them take a couple more pictures.

i slowly reach up towards it, and it leans its head down towards me. It pushes its cheek into my hand and I smile. "I'm gonna call you brownie." I murmur. It's eyes widen and it shakes its head. "Oh, you're a guy?" I ask. "Hmm, lets see... You remind me of someone..." I blink away the tears that came way to quickly. "But I won't name you after a jackass." He frowns. "Well anyway, he's in love with Bella Swan and I respect that." He whimpers protestingly. "And you seem to be in love with me. So I shall keep the two of you distinguished." I say, then kiss his nose. He grins. "I will call you... Jason... After my favorite uncle... And comic book character." He cocks his head, seemingly shrugs, and smiles. "You are the creepiest most human like wolf I have ever met... And the first one." 'Jason' grins, then licks my face. I frown, then shake my head. It starts to rain and I look up at the sky, it's turned completely black and makes the "heart" look black. I take a couple pictures of that until 'Jason' nudges my shoulder. I look at him and he crouches. "Am I supposed to... Get on your back?" He rolls his eyes, but doesn't move from his position.

I climb on, literally, and sit on his back. I stroke his fur as he starts to walk, then I take a couple pictures. They show his ears and trees, and I'm so far up right now, I have to duck sometimes so I don't run into branches. Then I take the same ones with my iPhone, and set it as my home screen. When 'Jason' comes to a stop and I see Emily's house. "What, are you a stalker too?" I ask. He crouches, and before I get off, I kiss him in between his ears. "So... Do realize how weird this is?" I ask. He nods. I bite my lip and walk away. "Creepiest, biggest, human like mother fucker known to man."