A/N sorry for taking so long to upload. I'm slowly but surely getting back into writing again :) could you do me a favor and go read these stories. Big Time Adventure by whitefire33, The Big Time Diary by Gabzter, a cute jatie story called One Day by unplubishedWRITTER, It's been awhile by Audrey Wilson, The Silver Masked Boy by GothBlue.

Disclaimer: I do not own the guys of big time rush. nor do i won the names Toni (Antonio), Javi, and Andres. they are Carlos Pena's brothers so I do not own them!

with that said. please ENJOY :)


A couple of months have passed and that meant that I was exactly 7 months and that it is June 15th. The babies where due on August 15th on Carlos' birthday. He was so excited, not only was he going to be an uncle or a father figure whichever he decided they were going to be borned on his birthday thats if they don't come a month early.

We were sitting around the living room watching music videos on MTV Hits and watching the It Girl by Jason Derulo music video. I loved this song, but I like the Megan Nicole and Jason Chen cover better. I personally like all the cover videos/songs that she does. She has such an amazing voice.

"Hey baby" James said

"Yah Jay?" I repled

"Are we going to throw you a baby shower" he asked

That had caught the other two boys attention and they looked over at me waiting for my answer to that.

"I'd love to have one. But there is no girls here that I can have a baby shower with. Hints thats its a girl kind of party. And Lia and Presley went back to Texas, Jo is in North Carelrina to visit family, and Camille is in Rhode Island for a wedding. There just isn't any girls here that I know that would want to go to a baby shower to someone they hardly know" I answered

"My mom will throw it for you" James said

"But they aren't even yours" I said and whispered on yours all sad like. Its not that I regret getting pregnant with the person that I did. But oddly James is sticking around more then Logan is. I haven't even seen him since I was like a month or so pregnant.

"Yes she knows that and I know that. But she thinks that its wrong that you don't have people here to support you here. And when I say people its mainly the father Logan and some girl friends" he pleaded

I sighed and looked down, James mom Anna was right to feel and think that way.

"My mom, dad, Toni, Javi and Andres is coming for a visit. Just because their not girls doesnt mean that they wont want to come. my mom adores you so she'll be there if you let us throw one for you" Carlos said

"My mom and brothers will come. and mostly likely my dad'll come" Kendall pleaded

"And since my mom will come that means that the twins and my yongest brother will come. dad will even come" James added

I sighed in deaft "Alright, alright you can throw me a baby shower. But this is going to be the most untraditional baby shower ever!"

They all nodded and went off to call their families about it. Ugh. I can't believe I'm letting them throw me a baby shower. Isn't a woman supposed to throw it and then all the girl friends of the soon to be mommy supposed to show up and maybe the baby daddy too. How did I let three men do this? well I cant back out now

"Baby! my mom is so excited for the baby shower!" James exclaimed

"Yah I bet she is" I answered

"Aren't you excited?" Kendall asked

"Yah, sure..." I said trailing off

"well mami and papi want to know what you need. and my brothers are just as excited for it as my parents are" Carlos beamed

"Well I'm glad they're coming. and I need, diapers, bath toys, a bath thing, more clothes from 3-6 months and up. and whipes. bottles. pacifires. whatever she wants to get the twins is fine with me. and im sure you told them that they are going to be girls" I said to him

He just nodded and got back on the phone and started mad spanish to his mom. I hope she can speak english. Becuase the only two phrase I know in spanish is, hello how are you. and that boy is cute. hmmm...

"So what are you naming the girls" James asked

"Umm... I don't know yet" I said guilty

"Why not" Kendall asked kinda concerned

"Because I dont know what name to pick" I said nervously

"Why are you neverous mija" Carlos asked

You know how I said that I know only two phrases well it doesnt mean that I don't know what some single words are.

"Because I... never mind its not importnant" I retorted after trailing the first part

"Baby" James said

"Mija" Carlos said

"Laela" Kendall said

I wouldnt look at them. Instead I made my way to my room and laid on my bed. I didn't really wanna tell them. They might think that its really bad or stupid. But that didn't stop james from coming into our room. yes I said our room. Simply because there isn't really any room for him here but I did make room for him. Kendall and Carlos have their own rooms and the twins have the other spare bedroom.

Its a good thing that when I was orginially looking at houses with James. When we were engaged we both agreed to having three kids. So we had to find a four bedroom 2 bath house with a spacious yard for when he had gotten Fox.

James sat on the bed and said "Baby..."

"Yah boo-boo" I said

"Wow you haven't said that in a really long time. its good to hear it again" he stated

"yah I know"

"whatever happened to us" he question

"A lot. Hollywood. Logan. Lia. me. you. love. sex. cheating. aruging. proposal. cheating again. I get fed up with it and kick you. Logan. girl that you cheated on me with lies about being pregnant with you baby. Logan. Logan leaves me. twins. you come back. Kendall and Carlos gets you to stay. a lot has happened to us. and I never understood why" I truthfully say

"yah i never understood it either. and somewhere went wrong. but did you really love me like you really said you did." he bluntly asks

"i was in love with you more then I was with logan. and that says alot considering i loved him since i was born."

"but why did you like me and agree to go out with me"

"i liked you because you were blunt about liking me. you proved that there was more to you then some teenager in a boy band. you would go to the end of the world and back for me. you never got mad that logan had to give me the inhaler because i was so stubborned. and still am. i fell for the boy behind all the fame and fortune. i never really cared that you were famous or rich. once you proved to me that you were just a normal person like i was. i started to let you in more."

"i like that answer"

"now its my time to ask the questions"

"okay shoot"

"why did you like me?"

"i liked you because you were so laid back. you didnt care what people thought of you. the way that you would sing out of random. how we had so many simlarities. we had so much in common. you were shy at first but i knocked down the walls and you were more welcoming to us being more then friends. how your so stubborn/hard-headed. how you confine in logan and specially kendall like you've known him your whole life. i fell in love with you because you didnt feel the need to always wear make-up and you liked wearing sweats and pajamas any erran we or you had to go on."

"i'll bite. but why did you cheat on me if you were so in love with me. that wasn't fair and i never once cheated on you." i pointed out

he sighed and then bit his lower lip and then started telling me why he did what he did.

"i never meant to hurt you or cheat on you. i loved you since the first day i met you. i didnt want to be tied down at 19. so i was stupid. got drunk and started sleeping around. and then i met this girl back home and sorta started to lead her on and then thats when i really realized that i was cheating on you." he explain.

"thats not a reason to hurt the person that you so called love. if you didnt want to be tied down at 19 then why did you ask me?"

"i didnt think you'd say yes"

"what do you expect james. i loved you more then any one else. and you were my world as cliche as that sounds its true. i thought we would be getting married when we were married at our year and a half mark. i wanted to marry you. i wanted to be having kids with you. what we talked about that one night, was the truth and i meant every word of it."

"i'm still sorry for leaving you and cheating on you"

"alright"

"alright. thats all i get for apologizing"

"you only apologized because i asked you why you did it. you didn't apologize because you realize what you did was wrong and that you loved me. i'm not going to take you back that easily. hell i might never take you back"

"thas understandable"

"it better be"

"but you'll let me stay here and stay sleeping/sharing this bed with you right"

"of course james. its not like im going to put you out on the streets after this. as long as we stay friends for now. thats all that matters."

"good. now what are you going to name your twins"

i started to sit up but i couldn't do it with out his help. i looked at my phone and it said 2:45 pm. which means its snack time. and kendall is gone to do some modeling job and carlos went with him. i swear those two have been acting really weird lately.

james got off the bed and helped me to the living room so he could make lunch.

"i was thinking Wynter with a y and Whitni with an i. i just haven't picked the middle names" i said

"i like those names" james said after coming back in with the snacks. very cheesy nachos and chili cheese dogs.. yummm!


after the snack and a well deserved nap. james and i were sitting on the couch when kendall and carlos walked in hand in hand. awe

"hey guys" i said

"yah hey guys" james said

we looked at them and they were laughing. uh remind me to ask them whats up later.

"hey you two" carlos said

"heyy" kendall called out

"have you decided on names yet" carlos asked

"yes I have" i replied

"oh really what are they" kendall kinda begged

"W-y-n-t-e-r & W-h-i-t-n-i" i mention

"those are very pretty names. and wynter is unique" kendall answered

"thanks"

"but she doesnt know the middle names" james interjected

"how about Wynter Ryan" kendall said

"i like it"

"and Whitni Grace" carlos said

"i love it." i said

"how come i dont get to help name the girls" james pouted

"stop pouting and you did" i responded

"i did? when?" is what came out of james mouth

"you said that when we do have kids together and one is a girl can her name be Whitni with an i. and i agreed" i stated

"oh yah" james laughed

"whats the last name going to be" they all asked

"anderson" i replied

"fair enough" they all said together


A/N I hoped you liked this chapter! I'm slowly getting back into writting so that means a lot more updates on this story and the other ones! woot! ;) so could you do me a favor and hit that review button. it needs some love to you know. :)