Jen's pov
I feel his hand flow down from my cheek to my bum, he's my Niallinator, smiling a little he pulls me on top of him. Our tongues battling for the superior title as I pull up his t-shirt, through the kiss he smiles and pulls his head away then hauls his top to the floor, I smile back as he seductively sucks on my neck and pulls up my last layer, I mimic the action he just did and throw it onto the floor. Kissing my lips again his luke-warm hands turn me around and he gently drops me ontop of the duvet and we join together, in sweat and harmony.
Laying in each others arms he gazes at me, his blue angelic eyes looking straight at me, just say it, say it! Jen just say it! The voices in my head getting the better of me I look to the pillow, he pulls me in, closing the gap between us, and whispers "whats wrong?" into my ear I bite my lip trying to stop myself yelling it in his ear and listen to the beat of his heart, it gradually getting fast as I move my hand to his chest and look him straight in the eye, melting me inside like he always does he kisses me lightly, say it! "Niall..." I feel his heart thump faster, SAY IT! "I..." c'mon nearly there! "Niall, I think I...love you..." I look away, my eyes get watery and when I blink a tear strolls down my cheek.
Niall's pov
She's gonna say it..."Niall, I think I...love you..."my heart stops for a few seconds hearing the words I wanted to say first and a tiny tear slides down her cheek, she looks away, I wipe my thumb over the tear and kiss her lovingly, smiling in the kiss I pull away, place my head against hers "I undoubtably love you, when you smile at me a part of me lights up" returning my smile she kisses me, laying together for a while just staring at each she stands up, "shall we be cool cats and change our relationship status together?" she hauls the joggies I threw onto the floor over her little but sexy legs and throws her top over her head, chucking my top and a pair of joggies that where lying in a heap on the floor to me she reaches over me to the ledge on my bed and places my phone on me, "holy shiiit!" My muscles spazm at the freezing temperature, quickly taking it off of my bare chest she laughs, "ready?" she asks, pulling a smile that could put a cheshire cat to shame, I nod and change my status from 'single' to 'in a relationship with Jen Forrest' A smile spreads across my face, turning and looking at Jen, her face is the same as mine.
After 23rd December, the day we said 'I love you' there was no snow and by Christmas there wasnt half as much. Christmas day, we spent all day texting each other, we didnt see each other because we were too busy with family. I missed her like crazy, every tiny little thing reminded me of her, miseltoe especially. That day lasted for what felt like a year, minutes fetl like hours and hours felt like days. I spent time with her every day whether it was 2 hours or a full day. When I wasnt with her I missed her, seriously missed her, like I wanted to cry missed her that much. New Years eve creeped up on us, the Forrest family were having a New Year party, it was an annual thing for them, John invited my dad but I was going whether him and mum were going or not. Not knowing what to expect apart from the drunken tales Jen had told me, I remove the coat hanger from the checked, blue, red, white and black shirt Jen told me to wear with the twisted jeans and military boots she picked out when we went shopping with the money from Christmas a few days before and change. Mum was wearing a nice black dress thing, it was nice, dad wore a light blue shirt with jeans and as we made our way to the Forrest household, the sound of music filled my ear drums, Jen glaring out of Jackie and Johns bedroom, spying me grins and turns fast, before we even made it up to the garden gate, the front door flung open and she appeared from behind it, holy shit, she looks stunning! Seeing her standing there with a black dress just above her knee's with one side slightly falling onto her left shoulder, her long brown hair volumisized with curls that bounced as she walked a step out the door, we step into the doorway, she kisses me and mum pushed me out the way, hugging her and dad asked where all the drink was, her nose scrunched up, the cute way it always did when she laughed and she points into the crowd. Mum screams alittle and runs of to Jackie standing in the kitchen, she turns to me and locks her hands at the nape of my neck "There's not one person in this world that I love more than you" she whispers in my ear, sending a shiver running down my spine, "There's not another person in the universe that I love more than you" I whisper back in her ear smiling. "Better stay by myside at the bells, your going to be my first kiss of 2011" she smiles wrapping her arms around my waist, I laugh and kiss her again. Quite alot of alcohol between the both of us later we make are way down stairs 5 minutes before the bells ring out ending 2010, she stumbles in her slippers out of the over crowded room holding her phone to her ear, "JEN? WHERE YOU GOING?" no reply she was already gone, moments later the eruption of counting down from 10 to 1 and a massive cheer of 'Happy New Year!' filled in the overcrowded living room, looking around for her gorgeous face, there was nothing, dad throws himself on me bear hugging me, mum kisses me on the cheek, smiles and stumbles her way into the kitchen. First kiss of 2011 and it goes to my mum.
Jen's pov
"hello?" silence, "hellooo? Is anyone there?" I still hear nothing as I flick off my slippers, slipping my black pumps onto my feet and shutting the front door behind me, the still freezing temperatures nips like snake bits at my bare legs, chest and lower arms,
"You look lovely Jennifer Forrest" a hoarse voice answers, "thank you! Who is this?" smiling slightly but consentrating on standing up right and not dropping my phone, "Oh, we are closer to you than you think, looking right at you as we speak in fact." all the alcohol flows out my system, my heart thumps hard and a tiny tear falls down my cheek, "Now, now, dont be scared Jennifer," the mysterious voice announces, I walk to the end of the garden and out the gate as the voice crackles a little, hearing footsteps in my left ear, I turn frantically, nothing is there, what the fuck is going on right now? "Who are you?" my voice shakey and scared, no reply, the long drone noise blasting through my ear, they hung up. Stupid little kids. Dropping my hand from my ear and turning about to walk through the old wooden gate, a loud noise explodes, jumping in terror and a cold hand covers my mouth, another pulls my body from the spot where I was standing. Struggling and wriggling about trying to escape the tight grip around my mouth and waist, the person holding me, breathing heavy in my ear, a dark figure flaunts something in my face, not seeing what it is untill an explosion of red from a firework flying through the sky flashes upon its stainless steel body. Stuggling more realising what it is. The mysterious voice from the phone call speaks out, "Well! What lovely dress Jennifer, would you mind if I felt the material?..." trying to reply with a hand on your mouth is impossible. "No? Well thats good" the knife point scraps upwards from the person holding my waist's arm to my shoulder, crying in pain the phone guy with the knife speaks out, "aww, is Jenny hurt?" I nod as the tears flood down my face, soaking the heavy breather's hand, "oh gooddy! Then this wont hurt half as much!" On the word 'much' the person throws the hand backwards and thrusts the cold knife deep into my right shoulder. Feeling the cold body slide back out of me and the blood trickle down my velvet black dress, soaking my arm when it flows down. Blackness fills my head. Niall flashes before my eyes, smiling and laughing like always. People say that when you die, your life flashes right infront of you. If that happens, all I would see was me, sitting in my bedroom, by myself, on the computer.
