Alright so I hate when I can't post every week like I wanted to originally. I was swamped with midterms and then to add with that I have gotten terribly sick. It's never a good thing when you cough up blood -_-" but anyways, don't think I've stopped! It's spring break for me now so I hope to write more this spring break and update as many times as I can before I go back to school. Now please enjoy! Also I want to say I really love one of the reviews I got, so thanks for the reviews everyone!


Lovino looked up into the night sky admiring the stars and how beautifully placed they were throughout it. The longer he looked though the stars seemed to move and form the bright and cheerful smile of a familiar Spaniard. Lovino rested his chin on the window sill as he tried to fight back the tears that wanted to come forward again. There was a bitter taste in his mouth as his stomach tossed and turned at the recollection of the earlier conversation with Arthur. Lovino was stuck between his feelings towards Antonio and this man who wanted Lovino for some reason. Lovino risked Antonio's job if he continued letting Antonio get close to him, but Lovino didn't want to push away the only thing he had come to love besides his brother.

"Lovi~! Close the window and come eat dinner with me!" Antonio called out happily as he beamed and brought seafood paella to the table.

Lovino remembered he had been dragged by Antonio back his place earlier after Antonio had found him on his knees crying. Yet even though Antonio had asked what was wrong Lovino couldn't bring himself to speak and tell him exactly what happened. Instead Lovino kept his mouth shut and quietly went over to the little wooden table and sat down. Antonio served Lovino a share of the paella and observed him for any sign that he might finally speak. Disappointingly Lovino scooped up a bit of the paella in his spoon and quietly ate it before putting the spoon down on the table.

"Is it not to your liking?" Antonio asked carefully as he looked with concern at Lovino.

Lovino shook his head, opening his mouth and hoping words would spill out and explain that it wasn't the food's fault. The bad taste in his mouth was all he could taste even if he wanted to try the food Antonio had made especially for him. When the words wouldn't come out Lovino tried to show it wasn't the food's fault and picked up the spoon again to force the food down his throat. Antonio squirmed uncomfortably in his chair as he watched Lovino act so strangely.

"Why won't you say anything to me? Please say something even if it's you calling me an idiot or bastard…" Antonio trailed off as he looked at Lovino.

Lovino turned his golden eyes up at Antonio and felt a sharp pain in his chest upon seeing the look for worry and loneliness in Antonio's usual bright eyes. Lovino shot up out of his chair and reached across the table, grabbing Antonio and pulling him closer. Even if his voice was failing him Lovino knew that the next best thing was showing instead of telling. Antonio was thrown off by Lovino's bold move that it left him stiff as Lovino tried to kiss him. When Lovino pulled away Antonio just looked for some clue as to what Lovino was feeling right now because it was confusing Antonio to no end. Lovino stared back at Antonio hoping his eyes reflected the feelings he felt towards Antonio. I love you bastard so hurry up and smile again! Lovino thought to himself as his hands gripped Antonio's shirt tightly.

Antonio smiled sweetly at Lovino before chuckling, "You just kissed me normally I'm the one who always tries to steal a kiss from you. I like this aggressive side of you Lovi."

Then Antonio pulled away from Lovino and walked around the table, stopping to stand right in front of Lovino who had turned in his seat. Antonio cupped his face before leaning down and kissing Lovino. It was a long and strong kiss that kept Lovino from taking a breath as Antonio overpowered him. When Antonio pulled away finally Lovino gasped as his eyes fluttered from the wonderful and scary sensation of not being allowed to breathe.

Antonio smirked at Lovino's expression and leaned into his ear to whisper, "You should leave the attacking to me mi amor, and I think I have a better approach than you with the kissing."

When Lovino heard that he opened his mouth and panted, "S-Stupid Spaniard…"

Antonio's eyes softened hearing Lovino finally speak to him and so he responded back playfully, "I want to hear your voice more Lovi…especially that ero voice of yours when I…"

Antonio trailed off as his hand ran down Lovino's chest. Lovino let out a soft whimper as he felt Antonio massage between his legs, teasing him. Lovino blushed before looking into Antonio's eyes and seeing the look of love and want in them. Lovino wrapped his arms around Antonio's neck and pulled him close before kissing down his neck. Antonio scooped Lovino up, carrying him in princess-style to the bedroom as Lovino kissed and licked Antonio's neck. Antonio laid Lovino down gently on the bed before pushing Lovino's shirt up and tracing lines up his slender stomach. Then they circled around Lovino's nipples, causing Lovino to gasp and arch his back towards the teasing fingers. Spain licked his lips as he lowered his eyes at Lovino before bringing his mouth around one of his nipples and circling around it with his tongue. Lovino bit down on his lip as his hand gripped at the bed sheets and his toes clenched up. Antonio used one of his free hands to reach down to Lovino's pants, undoing the button and pulling them down his hips. Antonio's tongue made its way down the middle of his torso to between Lovino's legs.

"Ah, A-Antonio," Lovino moaned when he felt Antonio lick the tip of his member.

Antonio then engulfed Lovino in his mouth, swirling his tongue around and moving his head up and down as he sucked. Lovino panted and moaned as he gripped the sheets tighter and threw his head back. All the sounds Antonio was hearing turned him on further as his sucked Lovino off, making him appreciate hearing his voice. Antonio didn't understand what Lovino was hiding from him, but he was just glad that he was here with him. Lovino felt himself growing closer and closer to the edge and so he reached forward to grab Antonio's hair and pull him off before he came in his mouth.

"A-Antonio, I'm going….to come let go already!" Lovino gasped as he gripped Antonio's messy brown hair.

Antonio turned his green eyes up at him and refused to let go as his eyes seemed to tell him to go ahead with it. Lovino blushed as he mumbled and cursed at him for wanting him to come in his mouth, but it didn't last long as Lovino tensed up and released. Antonio felt the warm liquid in his mouth as he allowed Lovino to cum fully in his mouth. Then Antonio took his mouth off of Lovino who stared in disbelief down at Antonio between his legs.

"Why would you want that stuff in your mouth?" Lovino snapped at Antonio as he tried to sit up.

Antonio just smiled before bringing a couple of fingers to his mouth and putting them in his mouth. A mix of spit and semen ran down his fingers before Antonio brought them to Lovino's hole and slipped them in. Lovino jerked as the fingers slipped in without any warning.

"I would want anything that comes from you my Lovi, and it comes in handy when you want some lubrication," Antonio smiled at Lovi before moving his fingers in and out.

Lovino bit on his lip as he felt the fingers move in and out of him, trying to keep himself from showing how much he was actually enjoying this. Little did Lovino know that Antonio could see it all over his face that Lovino was enjoying every bit of it even if he tried to deny it otherwise. Antonio couldn't bear the growing member in his own pants and used the free hand not in Lovino at the moment to undo his pants and let his own member breathe. Lovino turned his golden gaze on Antonio's hard member and blushed at the thought that came to mind. The blush didn't go unnoticed as Antonio looked at Lovino with a quizzical expression.

"What is it Lovi?" Antonio asked as he momentarily stopped his fingers.

"I…saw you undo your pants and um…" Lovino trailed off before he blurted out, "I really want you inside me!"

Antonio was surprised and turned on by Lovino so he couldn't hold back as he pushed Lovino down and lifted his hips up. He then placed the tip of his member at the hole and pushed his aching member into Lovino. Lovino gasped as he felt Antonio penetrate and press into him. Antonio smiled down at Lovino who stared back somewhat embarrassed.

"W-What the fuck are you smiling at?" Lovino mumbled as he averted his gaze.

"Just smiling cause I was able to get all the way into the one I love," Antonio replied back with his characteristic smile.

"You're so strange…" Lovino trailed off as he tried to hide the happiness on his face by turning his head.

Antonio reached down and moved Lovino's head so that he was looking up at him as he ordered, "Don't look away, I want to look at your face and hear that voice of yours."

Lovino's heart skipped a beat as he looked up at Antonio who exuded this manly aura. Just the sight of this naked man, his warm body shining from the sweat of the warm room, his dark hair falling into his face, and his green eyes peeking between the strands made Lovino's body even hotter as the blood rushed through his body. Lovino extended a hand up, brushing some of Antonio's hair from his face before pulling him into a kiss. As they kissed Antonio moved his hips, pounding into Lovino and muffling their moans with kisses. Yes, this was exactly what Lovino did not want to give up; a loving man who treated him like he really did love him. Lovino was so used to those men who sought him for sex, spouting lies about loving him while they treated him like an object instead of a person. Lovino was determined, no matter what Arthur said, to keep Antonio by his side for as long as possible because then he knew he'd be able to feel like a real person and not just someone's toy.

Arthur sipped his tea at the little round table on the balcony of his home, staring up into the sky. For some reason the stars shone even brighter in this place then back in England where Arthur lived. Arthur kind of liked being able to see a clear sky even if the night was warm and made him wish he wasn't drinking warm tea. Alfred watched Arthur from the doorway of the balcony before walking over and standing at his side where he felt the most at ease.

"Did you talk to him like you wanted?" Alfred asked.

"Yes, I gave him the warning about continuing his relationship with that Spaniard. I don't think Lovino will risk it which means I can move in and separate them. If Lovino has that stupid man clinging to him then it will make it hard for me to get the plan to work out," Arthur turned to look at Alfred as he explained.

"Are you saying that love can be his downfall?" Alfred asked as he tried to hide his frown.

"It's a hindrance. If those boys want to be anything big then they can't be held back by such silly trivial things. I won't allow talent to go to waste," Arthur replied matter-of-factly before taking another sip of his tea.

"I feel like you said the same thing to Matthew before-" Alfred started before he dodged the tea cup that was flung at him.

Alfred looked at Arthur who was red in the face as the anger was apparent in his shaking voice, "Don't you ever mention him again!"

Arthur gave Alfred an intense glare before storming off inside and leaving Alfred alone outside. Alfred ran a hand through his golden hair and looked up into the stars. Alfred hadn't meant to upset Arthur like that, but it was true. Matthew, Alfred's younger brother, had one of the sweetest voices one had ever heard before. Alfred was always calmed when Matthew would sing him something in his whispery voice as children. It wasn't a surprise when Arthur saw the potential in Matthew and brought the brothers to England to start a career in his business. Even though Alfred wasn't much of a singer he was strong and gladly became his brother's bodyguard. As his bodyguard Alfred watched Arthur and Matthew closely and saw the way Arthur looked so lovingly at Matthew. Alfred didn't find it strange as he figured anyone would love his little brother, but it wasn't till almost half a year ago that Alfred found out exactly how much Arthur loved Matthew.

Arthur slid down the back of the door of the bathroom as tears flowed out from his eyes. He hated how easily he would cry at times, but it was all Alfred's fault he was crying in the first place. He knew how much it hurt Arthur when Matthew quit his singing his career to run away with some British woman he had fallen in love with. Arthur had secretly loved Matthew since the moment he saw him, but his love wasn't returned as Matthew could only love women. Yet Arthur accepted it and was thankful he could at least work with him because of his singing career, but when he ran off that fateful night Arthur couldn't get himself to forgive him. Love seemed like a cruel mistress to Arthur, taunting him then taking things he loved from him in the blink of an eye.

"Matthew…why did you have to run off with that woman?" Arthur cried as he rubbed his eyes.

There was a soft knock at the bathroom door before Alfred's voice was heard, "Arthur are you crying again?"

"I'm not crying you git! It's all your fault anyways!" Arthur snapped through his sniffling.

Alfred rested his head against the bathroom door, closing his eyes as he imagined Arthur alone and crying on the bathroom floor. Even though Arthur was hurting so was Alfred. He understood what it was like to love someone who loved another person.

Alfred pounded on the door before speaking, "Open up Arthur! I want to hold you as you cry!"

"Go away Alfred!" Arthur snapped.

"You can think of me as Matthew if you like, it's not the first time anyways," Alfred suggested as he clenched up his fist.

A minute passed before the door opened and Arthur walked out and into Alfred's warm embrace. Alfred didn't care, he was glad him and his brother had such similar faces, because it meant he could hold the one he loves even if Arthur was seeing his brother instead of him. I'll always be here for you Arthur, I promised myself I wouldn't let you get ever again, I'll never leave your side Arthur so please don't leave me either Alfred thought to himself as he held Arthur closely to him.


Hopefully this wasn't too confusing or boring for you and that you enjoyed it! Please leave me a review no matter how short or long you want to make it! Thanks a lot and I hope to see you guys again soon!

Author: Time for another sit down interview! *cough cough*

Lovino: You aren't going to die or transfer your germs to us will you? *eyes suspciously*

Antonio: Dying wouldn't be good cause then the story wouldn't be finished! I want to make lots of love to Lovi before the end! *says seriously before headbutted by Lovino*

Alfred: I have the perfect cure! Hamburger! *gives a McDonald burger*

Author: um...thanks?

Arthur: Stupid! She needs to drink lots of tea with honey for her throat! Like that grease ball would help her feel any better

Author: It's the thought that counts...I think...Are you done beating up Antonio for his earlier comment?

Lovino: There isn't enough hurt to help him learn his lesson *shakes head*

Arthur: I feel the same way about this idiot over here *points to Alfred*

Alfred: I don't have to learn any lesson silly Arthur! *laughs loudly*

Author: *shakes head while there is loud arguing as everyone tried to speak at once* I never even got to ask a question! *walks away coughing*