"Thank you that you saved my brother. Thank you so much. You know, he is so angry to you because you risked your own life. He wanted to be here, but his legs are not healed yet. So he send you the message. He said that he is not going to forgive you ever if you are going to die now. I think that he means it Merlin. I really think so.
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I still can remember when I though that you died because you drank that poison. Those days were horrible. And now again. Merlin, if… when you are going to survive out of this, you will have to promise that you will not do this to me anymore.
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Sometimes I think that… If all had gone differently, I'd be in love with you. There is something wounded about you. Something non-staining. And I always afraid that I hurt you. It's a crazy feeling, I know it, but ... There is something that can't be explained. Something very confusing, which is not visible to others, and that you hide so well. Even if you are standing, surrounded by friends, I always feel like you still stood there alone. Why Merlin?
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My father used to say that behind the shadows is light.
Bright and merciless.
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When I look at you, I always remember his words. I don't understand it, but maybe someday. Maybe one day you step out of the shadows which behind you lurks and you show us, who you really are.
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Gaius said that he send the message to you mother.
I hope she get here soon."
Vaan varjon takana on valo
Kirkas ja armoton
Ja sen viaton sydämen palo
Jossakin meissä se on
refrain
Sillä sinussa on jotain...
