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Tobias's P.O.V.

It's been about five days since Tris has been in the hospital, and I haven't been able to sleep at all. I haven't been able to sleep at all, I keep having nightmares about Tris. I haven't seen Tris since the day that Peter forced her into the stimulation room. I miss her so much, I can't stand it. I miss her small body sleeping next to mine. I miss her voice, and her big blue eyes that makes me melt on the inside.

I talked to Christina and Will, and they said Tris seems to understand now that I wasn't the attacker, but that she's still really scared. Will told me that during the stimulation's she went through, I had fought her, cut her, beat her, and even raped her. I feel so horrible, mainly because I would never do that to Tris, and now she's terrified to see me.

She gets out of the hospital today and I'm just so nervous to see her. I don't know how she's gonna react when she see's me, but I hope she just isn't too scared.


Tris's P.O.V.

Today I'm finally leaving the infirmary after the doctors got all of the serums out of me. The cuts on my arm are still pretty deep, so I have to keep bandages on my arms for about another week. The cut on my head is almost healed, so I don't have to wear a bandage on that though.

I'm so scared today, I'm seeing Tobias for the first time in about a week, and I'm just so scared. I don't know what I'm gonna do once I see him.

"Tris you ready to go?" Christina asks me.

"Yeah." I say kind of quietly.

Christina walks over to me and hugs me.

"It's gonna be okay Tris, Tobias isn't gonna hurt you, I promise."

"Okay..." I say kind of quietly.

Me and Christina leave the infirmary and head towards the cafeteria because I haven't had lunch yet.


Tris's P.O.V.

Me and Christina get to the cafeteria and I see Will, Zeke, and Uriah sitting at the table. I look around the cafeteria, but I don't see Tobias.

Me and Christina go to sit down but as soon as we walk over there, I feel a hand on my shoulder. I turn around and there stands Tobias.

I start to hyperventilate, and I feel tears roll down my cheek. I cover my face in my hands, and all of a sudden I feel Tobias's hand pry my hands away from my face. He looks at me, he looks worried.

"Tris please don't cry..." He says. "I promise to you I would never hurt you and I love you more than you could ever imagine. What happened five days ago wasn't real. It was Peter and Drew hurting you, not me."

I cry even more as he says this. And before I know it, he has his arms wrapped around me, hugging me. I jumped when he hugged me because I'm still kind of scared of him. He just stands there, hugging me.

"Are you still scared of me?" He asks.

I nod my head a little. He then looks kind of sad.

"I just want you to know that I love you Tris."

"Okay..." I say kind of quietly.


Tris's P.O.V.

After lunch, Christina decided to let me spend the whole day with her. I think the reason she made me do this is because she knows I'm still afraid of Tobias, and I would have a breakdown if I was with him.

She was walking me to Tobias's apartment when we reached his front door.

"Tris you'll be fine, he won't hurt you. I promise." Christina says before hugging me and walking away.

I opened the door and walked into his bedroom, but I didn't see him. I then looked in the living room and kitchen but he wasn't there either. I guess he must be at a party or something.

I'm so tired, it's already eight thirty and I'm tired. I don't want to fall asleep in his bed because he might come back, and I just don't think I could handle sleeping with him tonight. I eventually decide to fall asleep on the couch, so I wouldn't be taking his bed from him.

I lay there, with a light blanket on top of me. My head pressed against a pillow that smelled like Tobias. I finally fell asleep.

Tobias's P.O.V.

I walk into my front door of my apartment, and say Tris's name.

"Tris?"

I know Christina said she'd have her here at eight thirty, so she must be here. I walk into the bedroom but she's not there. I then walk into the living room and she's asleep on the couch. Her blonde hair falls in front of her face, her rosy pink lips, God she's so beautiful.

I know Christina said that Tris isn't ready to sleep with me in the bed yet, but I don't want Tris to sleep on the couch. I'd rather her sleep in my bed and I'll sleep on the couch. I gently touch her arm and even when I barely touched her, she woke up screaming with tears running down her face. She must have had a nightmare.

"Tris are you okay?" I ask her, as I touch her shoulder. She nearly jumps when I touch her shoulder.

"Tris I promise, I won't hurt you." I say to her. She nods.

"Sorry I was late coming home, Uriah and Zeke would not leave me alone. They wanted me to come to their stupid party." I said to her. She just sits there and nods her head again.

I feel so terrible, I know that I wasn't the one who attacked Tris, but I feel horrible because now she's scared of me. Hell, she won't even talk to me. I walk over to the sofa and sit down, not beside her though because I knew it would scare her.

"Tris do you... hate me now?" I ask her.

"No..." She says quietly. I sigh in relief, at least she doesn't hate me which I'm glad about because I love her so much and I wouldn't want her to ever hate me.

"Tobias?" She asks me.

"Yes Tris?"

"Why do you love me?" She asks.

"Why? Because your smart, selfless, and brave. Your the first girl I've ever met who I've had a crush on. And to top it off, your so beautiful." I say to her.

She blushes and I think she's so cute when she blushes.

"Did you really... hurt me?" She says.

"No Tris, I would never hurt you. I love you so much." I say to her.

"If I ask you something will you tell me if its true or not?"

"Of course." I say smiling.

She looks down at the blanket on top of her before she looks up at me with her big beautiful eyes.

"Are you the Tobias who saved me from almost getting thrown off of the chasm?" She asks.

"Yes that's true."

"Are you the one who cut me on my arms?..." She asked kind of quietly.

"No." I say to her. I grab her hand and hold it. "Tris I know that it's gonna be hard for you to trust me again, but I just want you to know that I'll always love you no matter what. I would never hurt you."

"I know you would never hurt me but..." She says in a quiet voice. "It just seemed so real in the stimulation's."

"Tris you have to understand though, that wasn't real. That was all just a bad dream." I explain to her. "If you want me to, I'll prove to you that I love you and would never hurt you."

She looks up at me, tears in her eyes.

"How do you plan to do that?" She asks me. I stand up and cup her face in my hands.

"Tris I love you." I say before I gently kiss her on the lips.

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