Like A ninja, thank you for being a new commenter on my story and BTR junkie that really really sucks like alot. EGBW i agree with you I like the ending too. Well this chapter isn't the best because I think It kind of suggest drinking is good at a young age. I am not trying to give that message, it's just part of my story. Kepp reviewing guys, I want this story to have the most reviews out of all my storys. That means I have to top 66. That 66 came from Camille and James I think. EGBW left most of the comments and I thank you for that.
Camille P.O.V. (September 20, 2012) Continued Day (5 Days left of Break)
James stared at me and watched tears gather in my eyes. Each one of them holding a different emotion. Guilt, Sadness, Thrill, Depression, Confusion, or anger. But I just didn't know which one was going to take over in a few seconds after James took his eyes off me. Would I fall to my knees in sadness thinking about how much of an idiot I was for cheating on him, kissing Logan, kissing James after we kind of broke up. Would my fist clench my fist in anger since he just did that when I was trying to move on from him (which wasn't exactly working in the first place). Maybe I would steal pills that James kept from his depression that he had earlier. Or I could kiss him again because I was in love with him. Would I shake my head and run away from him in confusion trying to think about what just happend.
"I'm so confused." James said.
It's like he took the words out of my mouth.
He walked away and entered his room shaking his head while Logan came out rapped in a towel. I shook my head again due to his appearance and walked out of the apartment.
I had made a desicion. I was going for a mixture of confusion and depression.
J.P.O.V.
What the hell was I thinking. I was an idiot. Why did I kiss her. I was dating Hannah. She had a thing for Logan (again), which was so stupid. I liked Hannah, don't get me wrong, but when you love someone, your going to love them forever even when you start to love someone else. Camille meant alot to me and I wasn't going to go into denial about it because I knew it was true. Everyone knew it was true. But Hannah was something special. She was something that you don't just find on the streets. She was someone that I had alot in common.
I wasn't sure where my love life was going.
"Hey Logan, you wanna go get a drink?" I casually asked Logan who came out in some jeans and a gray fox shirt. I confused, I just needed a drink to help me relax.
"Let me go get dressed." I told him. I ran into my room and put on my white v-neck with some jeans and we left the 2J to go to Broadway Bar. We took my car.
"So, what is going on between you and Camille?" I asked in the tone I gave Katie's boyfriend Kyle at the palmwoods.
"Do I really have to talk to you about this?"
"Yeah." I said keeping my hands on the wheel. We were 5 minutes away from the bar and it Looked like Logan would need alittle more than one drink to get the nervousness off his shoulders right now.
"Well, um, I don't really, we held hands." He said
L.P.O.V.
I didn't want to tell James and that Camille and I kissed, that would just be stupid. I knew he would be offended if I did, because even though he was dating a new girl he would still be protective over Camille because he still loved her. You can't get over love in a few days.
"Come on man, give me the deets." He said innocently
We arrived at the bar and sat at the bar. I never trusted James and drinks. They were never the good combination. After the Camille thing when we went worldwide he got drunk a few times when his emotions got haywire. And when James got drunk, he got drunk. He never helf anything back.
I am going to admit I have been drunk before. The first time I ever even drank I was 14 and in 9th grade. I got alittle tipsy but never got fully drunk until James sixteen birthday which we had right when we came to Los Angeles. We rented out a club here and someone snuck drinks in and that was the first time I ever got drunk.
That was a pretty epic party
For me after about 4 drinks, I was drunk and crazy. I went pretty crazy. I got really hyper and jumped on everybody talking to them, or just getting really close to them. It was just kinda classic. I kind of liked the feeling of beign drunk because I let go of everything that bothered me, all my past, and everything that mattered me before never mattered. I let go and had fun. I felt free and good.
"Vodka mix." I ordered
"One beer." James ordered. The guy gave him a Bud Light and and he drank it down in about 4 big gulps while I took a few sips.
"James slow down."
"Logan, come on lighten up." He told me while I just shrugged and we started talking about football.
about 7 minutes later.. "Another please." James said. it was his second.
about 10 minutes later, after talking about what the name of our next songs should be he introduced himselft too... "One more."
"I'll take a beer." I ordered pushing my vodka glass aside as he grabbed away.
"5 more days of break." I commented
"Yeeeeeaah Eiiii Know." He said slurring his words. He scooted closer to my face and breathed in my face. His breath smelled like pure beer.
"Come on man passs mee Ayneother drrrriinn." He slurred again while I looked at him.
"So Carlos.."
James James James...
He has taken his emotions out on drinks. This is my fault. Just wait for the paparazzi...
Carlos P.O.V.
I prowled the lobby for her. I was on the look out for a sexy girl who I needed to meet now as soon as possible.
She felt special to me but I didn't even know her, and that was the weird part.
"Katie!" I yelled when I saw her face.
"Carlos.." She yelled in a fake happy voice.
I rolled my eyes.
"Do you know a girl with d Long mid back brown hair,light green eyes,pretty curvy,5'4,skinny, medium tan skin?"
She looked at me like I was an idiot. Probably because I was at the moment. Searching for a girl who the I didn't even know.
I had to know her.
"You been Belinda?" She said putting her hand on her hips
"Yeah, whats the hands on hips for?" I asked
"Do you like her?"
"Well I havent exactly met her yet." I mentioned. Katie's eyebrow's raised
"Don't get your hopes up."
"Why?"
"She has a boyfriend Carlos." Katie said
I stomped away from Katie.
I dont care if she had a boyfriend. This girl was gorgeous and I felt like It was love at first sight. All I needed her to do was look into my eyes and then she would realize that we had something.
Love at first sight...
You will hear more about Kendall in the next chapter since i am kind of ignoring him. Sorry, but this story is kind of overwhelming right now. I have alot going on. Carlos is about to have his own individual chapter too in the next few chapters because I need to clean up the edges of Camille and James right now.
This story won't be over for a while just to let ya guys know.
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