BPOV

Today I had plans to hang out with Jacob. Jacob and I haven't talked in a long time. He never agreed with my decision to date Edward saying it would just end in heartbreak.

Who would have known he was right?

He hated that I went against his judgment so you could imagine my surprise when my father said he wanted to hang out, just like that, out of the blue. I figured my dad probably talked him into it but whatever, as long as I didn't have to go to summer camp.

Don't get me wrong, a part of me was happy that my old long time friend wanted to hang with me, however hanging out just didn't seem fun anymore. I missed being able to hang with my friends than come home to find Edward waiting in my room to greet me and hear about my new adventure.

Now that was over. Now, every time I come home from hanging out with my friends I would come back to an empty dark room.

Though there was one good thing about hanging out with Jacob. He was into risky things. You're never bored when hanging out with Jacob that's for sure, and today was proof of that.

Today Jacob said he wanted to ride bikes by the beach. By bikes, I mean motorcycles. Being that I never been near a motorcycle I was pretty hesitant. I know my father wouldn't approve of such things.

If there was anything my father liked about Edward it was that he was safety cautious. Edward always went out of his way to protect me. Some might called it overbearing but I loved that about him. That he was so protective of me, the fact he didn't want harm done to me.

Yeah, that worked out well.


I smirked gripping the handle bars, knowing very well Edward would have a fit if he found out.

I could care less.

I pumped the gas letting go of the brake, taking off. I closed my eyes enjoying the breeze and the sound of the rush of the ocean nearby.

Suddenly Jacob shouted. "Bella Look out!" My eyes popped open to see a rather large bump in the road. The motorcycle hit it sending me into a bush. I groaned hitting the ground.

"Bella!" Jacob exclaimed, running over. I attempted to get up as I heard fast footsteps coming my way. Before I knew it Jacob was by my side. "Bella are you okay?"He asked concerned. I slowly got up in a sitting position with Jacob's help.

Once I was sitting upright Jacob surveyed the damage. I winched in pain as he lightly touched a cut on my forehead. "That's a deep gash." He stated.

Great, another day at the doctors.

Wait, now I have an excuse to see Carlisle, great!

I suddenly lightened up at the thought. "Your right, I should go to the hospital." I said smiling. Jacob looked at me as if I was crazy.

Who knows maybe I am.

I was ashamed to admit but ever since I found out Carlisle was here I wanted to see him again. When Edward left it was like a part of me was missing. However, when I found out Carlisle was still here it was like that piece came back.

It was a comfort to know a Cullen was still around, still cared enough to make sure I was doing alright. Even if it wasn't the Cullen I needed.


I waited anxiously in the room, waiting for Carlisle to make an appearance. I started to wonder if maybe I should have asked for Carlisle to see me instead of taking a chance of ending up with another doctor. Though I quickly through out that idea seeing how I didn't want to come off as desperate.

I looked over at the nurse beside me as she took some notes. "So, do you know who my doctor is going to be?" I asked as I fidgeted nervously. She looked up from her paper work. "It's hard to say, we really don't have assigned doctors here. Let me check your chart."

I watched as she looked through it quite amused. "Oh, I see you been hear quite a few times already. Oh, that's odd." I looked up intrigued. "What?" She continued as she looked at the chart. "Well it seems that Dr. Cullen has made a statement that he is now your full time doctor."

I sat there shocked as she continued to babble on. "Your very lucky, mister Cullen comes highly recommended and his quite a looker as well." Suddenly the doors of the hospital flew open. My heart started to beat fast in anticipation.

Soon I was greeted by Dr. Cullen himself. His smile weakened noticing my cut. "Bella, back so soon, this is what, the second time in two days. He teased, grabbing my chart. I frowned at his comment.

God, I really am pathetic.

His demeanor suddenly changed noticing my frown. He came closer taking a seat on his stool. "I don't mean that it's not nice to see you, it is, I just wish it was under different circumstances." He stated. I silently nodded agreeing.

I winched somewhat in pain as Carlisle touched my forehead examining my wound. He pulled back sighing. "Don't you think your pushing it?" He asked somewhat frustrated. I shrugged playing dumb. "I don't know what you mean." Carlisle gave me a knowing look. The, I know what your game is look and I'm not buying it. However he let it go.

He gave my head one more quick look. "You look okay, you're ready to go." He said standing up as he wrote his last note in the chart. I headed towards the door, unsure of what to call him anymore, I stuck to being professional. "Thanks, Dr Cullen."

He stopped writing, looking up at me. "Bella, you can still call me Carlisle you know." I looked at him awkwardly. "Right." I said grabbing the door handle. "And Bella, - I stopped short turning to face him. "You don't have to get hurt to see me, you can just come." He finished with a warm smile.

Emotional, my eyes started to tear. "Thank you, I guess I just missed you guys." I confessed. Carlisle shook his head in understanding as I left.

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