Hi! Everyone! I'm back again! Just to say tomedjhy doirin who is an 'sex expert' I don't know anything about it because I never had it. I'm a novice writer and I'm learning the ropes of literature. I'm sorry if my stories aren't making you cum but I'm not here to impress you. I'm here to show what little talent I have and I'm not going to stop because of soft-core love scenes. Now my loyal readers on to the story. (P.s….. how are you an 'expert'? do you 'do the do' as a way to spend your free time. Just wondering. I'm not trying to be a bicth…though I'm very good at it.)

Chapter 7- Sesshomaru, my love

Rin

I raced through the overgrown woods as I headed to Sesshomaru's castle. My heart was pounding like crazy. I didn't know if it was because I was running or if I was afraid Sesshomaru would accept me.

My phobia of rejection didn't stop me from leaping into the arms of the one I love. I knew even if he rejected me I'd still love him so I might as well face the music instead of crying over it…even though I know it would hurt.

Out of breath I sat down and made a camp. I got the fire going and went to the nearby river to see if any fish thrived in the watery depths. As I used a small net much like the ones at summer festivals to capture fish a sense of danger invaded my brain. I turned rapidly to see if any creature lurked behind me. No such thing was there.

I nervously laughed and turned back to the river before me. "Duh there is nothing there Rin-Chan" I said to myself as if me and my mind were 2 different people "Why would any one want to take me…?" as the last lines left my mouth I wondered why would Sesshomaru ever want me back? Sure we made love but he could have been drunk or delusional. He might of thought I was some whore who came for a weekly vist. The three special words that slipped his lips might have been reserved for someone else.

Still deep in thought I headed back to my camp with 6 fishes flapping wildly in my net. As I grabbed a stick to roast the fish on fear once again invaded my thoughts. I turned to look behind me once again but like before, nothing was there. I turned back forward. As soon as I did my heart stopped. A bear demon laid before me as I stared in horror. "S…stay back!" I managed to say. My words were strong but my aura was weak.

With a snarl the bear lunged at me. I screamed and jumped out of the way. I ran far into the woods without a clue as to were I was headed. Even when I was having trouble breathing I kept running for the demon was in hot pursuit. "SOMEBODY! PLEASE HELP ME!!!" I struggled to scream in hope that someone will save me new energy formed in my body and I continued to run.

Sesshomaru

I sat up wide-awake in my bed as the sun slowly hit my face. These past two days I have not been able to sleep. Not ever since Rin told me her true feelings. I thought ever night about how she didn't seem convinced that I loved her. I don't blame her though. I said the words with lack of feeling. Thus I couldn't even let my male pride stand aside for the one I love. I wouldn't let Rin know that I'd cry for her, lie for her, even die for her all thanks to my friend testatorone.

I wonder if Rin will ever come to see me again. After all I did treat her like a slave all of her young life. Yet some how she still found love for me. And not even fatherly love.

Suddenly I realized my previous mistakes. I've acted like Rin was nothing more than an extra in the movies Just there to make me look good. (A/N: I know they don't have movies in feudal Japan but bear with me please. I'm trying the best I can!) Tears stung my eyes as I realized the evil I brought upon the childs soul. I quickly flicked them away and headed for the front door. I had to see Rin again . even if rejection is what lies in my future. I shall not go another day witho… "SOMBODY! PLEASE HELP ME!!!" Rin! That was Rin's voice! "It's now or never!' I said to myself as I ran out the door to save my beloved.

Okay… I know it's short …again. Several bricks attack Ahh! Sorry! I'm just not a "long chapter' Writer! I'm more like a "several chapters writer because each chapter is short" writer! Smiles a hopeful smile. People come bearing weapons