Sorry kind of a short chapter I had homework to do so I had less time to type, ill update again Monday, sorry leave me reviews! I would be most enthusiastic if I got 25 reviews by the next chapter! We will see how things go. *crosses fingers* I will try to keep up but lots of stuff is going on I'm graduating the end of May and my birthday is the beginning so I'm finishing up my internship class and have to do a presentation in Junior highs possibly some elementary schools DX I'm freaking out, I throwing a party for my friends birthday/graduation party and I'm preoccupied with that, its going to be crazy for the next two months ehhhhh wish me luck

I don't own divergent! Veronica Roth the epic does, with much disappointment I am not her


I lay on my bed listening to music, reading and texting nothing eventful I have to go make dinner my father refuses to come to dinner as well he is only like this when he is leaving, hopefully tomorrow, after dinner I clean up and go to my room I fall asleep

I wake up to someone walking around in the hall must be Percy Its only been an hour since I fell asleep, but I don't think I will be able to go back to sleep so I draw, two hours later I'm done

It's a picture of Batman laying down dead in a puddle of blood the joker smile painted over his face and his suit is burned all over, the mask is off and his face is badly burned, Gotham behind him almost destroyed, I looks abandoned and still under attack. One building behind Batman's corpse has the batman symbol poorly painted on it but a corner of the building is broken off so you only see a little more than half the symbol, on the other side is the batman light in the sky not moving.

I never think why it takes me so long to draw but now I do I put a lot of detail into this, people always say my work is good even if it is morbid, but only know do I see the detail and how good it looks, but it doesn't look like my work, it looks like it should be in an art gallery but with someone else's name under it.

I flip to the cover of my art book, its black nothing special, so I decide to get a white marker and draw something, I'm done in half an hour, not a lot of detail but it looks cool, a tree on the left side a couple branches stretching out but most being cut off, the longest one has a rope tied on with a noose dangling in the air, and three flying birds in the far distance to the right of the noose. Is this what my father wants? Is this everyone's wishes? For me to be hanging here, would anyone care? Bottom right corner of the cover page I write I am My Own Worst Enemy I like it suitable for me now, deep and morbid.

I decide to go to bed. I wake up at the usual time now but I remain laying there Okay Tris get up, be you today I think to myself I have to every once in a while, remind myself to be Tris, not Beatrice.

Beatrice is weak that let every word get to her, Tris Is brave won't let people see her pain unless absolutely necessary. Beatrice would never kiss a stranger, but Tris kissed Four a complete stranger at the time. Beatrice wouldn't hop on a strangers back, Tris hopped on Al's back because she wanted to after Four made a sarcastic remark. I am Tris now.

I throw on skinny jeans light blue, and black fitted shirt with black combat boots. I grab a donught and walk to school, surely enough my father was gone, I'm not sure If I would be able to be close to him for much longer but now he will be back in a few weeks or months, but I have time to be Tris. I take my time to get to school, I don't have to worry yet I have free period, I could have stayed home but I didn't want to be near my father, at least before I knew he was gone. I get to school and go to the tunnel, I need time to think, but I feel someone watching me, it is Four

"Hey" I say

"Hey, are you ok?" why would he ask?

"Yeah I'm fine" I'm not good at lying but I'm not terrible

"I'm here to talk if you need someone" Four says

I almost loose it, those are the first words Robert said to me, and once I finally confessed my problems he used that line over to get me to talk until we finally dated but after a while he would say I'm here I would say standing strong like for both of us, he was there for me and I was there for him we supported each other. I guess four catches on

"I can tell you are not ok, anything you want to talk about?" he says

I have no idea what to reply, do I tell him what I know I should talk about who can I talk to if I don't talk to him? He is standing there being patient he is waiting for an answer I don't know what to do.

"I'm just thinking" I say still unsure to trust him

"sometimes talking to people can work as a placebo, you feel better when you do and you organize your thoughts" he says

"I'm worried, not sure what I want to hear if I confront the problem, there is so much I'm not sure I'm ready to face" I look into his deep blue eyes,

They always entrap me, It feels like I can't look away until he clears his throat and says

"I'm just a phone call, or text away" Four says

"Thank you" I say and give him a genuine smile,

it feels like I haven't in a long time, last time I remember was after I told Ryan about my family, the first time I felt comfortable around someone other than Percy, since Robert.

"The bell will ring soon we better go" I say

We to gym making random conversation till we split for the locker rooms, I hurry and get changed before the girls come in I don't want to be interrogated about anything, I don't even know what they would interrogate me about but it is so common now I learned to expect it. I walk out and walk to the boys when I see the girls walk into the changing room.

"Hey, what up Tris?" Will is the first to speak up

"Nothing much, what are we doing today?" I ask

"I don't know maybe drills" Uriah speaks up

I hate drills normally we do random exercises but I think they look like fighting techniques like dodges, jumps, kicks, stances for momentum, we even work on flips. I wave by to the boys once I see the girls walk out

"Why were you talking to the boys?" Shauna asks

"You guys take forever and didn't want to sit around bored waiting for you" I say

"Sure it wasn't to talk to Four?" Marlene asks

I open my mouth to bite her head off, not only hers but the three of them, I know they all think it but the whistle blows so I roll my eyes, let them think I surrender ill chew them out at the next comment of me and Four.

"Kicks and Punches girls against guys, no fighting just tips!" Couch Amar yells

The boys are behind me before Amar finishes the guys grab their girlfriends leaving me and Four I don't even look at anybody knowing they will use their weird eye powers to mentally tell me something. I grab Four and we go to a punching bag they are evenly spaced on the floor

"You first" Four says I kick my foot next to his face and he doesn't flinch

"Why me? You can go first" He punches the punching bag behind me and it rocks back I try not to jump but I do he is really strong

"You need the help" I roll my eyes

I turn around throw a couple punches and kicks and attempt a flip kicking the bag while in the air I fail my landing but I don't fall on my butt like some girls, I land on my feet but fall to my knees four holds out his hand to help me up

"Use your elbow and knees your best luck is to practice aiming high always go for the throat first, keep tension on your abs" he says with his hand on my stomach "Not your shoulders"

I repeat what I do but including what he said and now my punches are making impact like his punch did not as hard but knocking it back, and this thing is hard to hit back

"Ok your turn" I say

I back away he throws a couple punches he is hitting hard and good but he is too tense like he has someone or something in mind he is taking his anger out on, He is keeping even tempo but he is losing strength, the first few punches are good but then the rest aren't as effective, I assume it's his stance, he needs to keep his shoulders straighter not using his shoulders to cover his neck, he is breathing heavy

"You have strength but you don't maintain your posture, don't use your shoulders to protect you neck, protecting yourself is important but you also need to be loose enough to counteract an attack" I say and he rolls his eyes

"Here I will show you" I take his place keeping check on my posture, I maintain my strength through and through

"I get it I lose it to quickly, you can maintain" He says

I'm used to holding control over myself, but its working up is the thing I have a problem with, Fours problem is he work up to the point of over working himself and then he loses his energy, he needs to maintain his level

"I got it" I climb on top of him and sit on his shoulders

I should be light enough to hold his shoulders down but not drastically weigh his strength down everyone is looking at us like we are crazy

"Throw some punches now" I can feel his shoulders move under me so I put my hands under me on top of his shoulders he evens out his shoulders and he feels a little off balance

"center yourself don't lean forward so much" and he listens soon he is hitting harder than his hardest punch before so I jump off him "Good you got it!"

We don't worry about kicks or flips he is perfect with those at least as far as I can tell, we both improved immensely today, I will have to practice the techniques Four corrected me on, if he practices his posture he can improve his fighting.

Everyone one goes to change "Thanks Tris you really helped me, and you improved a lot yourself" Four says

"You're welcome I'm glad to help and you helped me too so thanks" me and Four part ways I walk into the girls locker room

"Tris you and Four looked like professionals out there, well once you stopped using your fists and feet and used your elbows and knees" Christina says

"Thanks" I say

"Why were you sitting on Four though?" Shauna asks

"To help his posture" I say

"I barely noticed he was off nobody ever corrects Four, everyone is too afraid of him" Marlene says

I put my shirt on I'm done changing so I shut my locker and about to walk out

"I don't see why he is so approachable" I say joking and walking out

I don't see anyone I spin around looking for any of the boys because the girls will take a while longer with fixing make-up, I feel something hit my back, I see Uriah holding two more water balloons I run toward him back mistake surprised he hasn't learned that he throws another at me when I tackle him grabbing the other water balloon and popping it on his pants so it looks like he peed himself then someone is pulling me off it was Four, he is laughing at Uriah's wet pants now and Uriah runs around the corner I'm about to run after him but Four stops me

"What?" I ask

"Zeke is an Idiot" he says

"And let me guess you are realizing this now?" I say laughing the girls walk out

Four gets a big grin "Nope" he walks over to the girls and I follow

"Hey your boyfriends have a surprise for you around the corner" their faces brighten up and they run around the corner followed by screams,

Four grabs my hand yelling "Run!"

the bell rings and we run as fast as we can I look back briefly and see three angry girls and boys backing up me and Four run to class our next class is choir. After a while all our wet friends come in looking at me and Four like they are out for blood the bell rings and the teacher announces

"If you haven't sung a song in class you will have to now, who is first?" That means I have to sing, and I think all my friends

"I guess I will" I speak up after a few minutes of silence.


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