An: Its been a long time. Hasn't it. I have some reasoning for it, but I will go into detail into it below. Also I hope you enjoy this chapter its part one of chapter seven. Since Chapter eight will be the last chapter.

Disclaimer: I do not own Katekyo Hitman Reborn because if I did. I would make Tsuna cross dress at least one time during the series.


Tsuna laid in the hospital bed that has been called his home for the past three days, since he woke from a short state of comatose. He was being released tomorrow so he could attended the next day of school the following day. Yamamoto and Gokudera told him not to worry about his mother, they didn't tell her everything that happened. They came up with a story that he fell down a large fleet of stairs, it was believable since it is Tsuna. He frowned as he stared at the moon 'I bet Hibari-san thinks I'm super weak. I just couldn't attack people who aren't in the mafia. I'm sure he hates me even more then before,' frowned Tsuna as his eyes started to water slightly. 'What difference does it make.' Then Tsuna herd his door open, it wasn't a nurse, because they usually knocked before entering his room. The figure walked up to his bed he could hear the taps of the dress shoes, Tsuna closed his eyes waiting to see if this person was a friend or a foe of some sorts.

"Forgive me Herbivore." a familiar deep voice rang though out the hospital room it felt loud to Tsuna who was shocked, but he was pretty sure the person had been whispering. He waited to see if the person did anything else, he heard a glass object being set down near him and a sent of something sweat smelling like flowers. "White lilies it suits you a lot. Your so innocent. That is why we cannot see each other any longer. This will be the last time." those words rang confusion though Tsuna, in a panic state, when he heard those shoes turn away.

"Stop! Hibari-san!" Tsuna yelled as he grabbed Hibari's hand stopping the perfect from leaving. "What do you mean this is the last time? I thought we had become close. Is it because I am weak. I can get stronger please just don't leave me." stuttered Tsuna not realizing what he was saying he was carried away from emotion. He looked down not daring to look at the expression that the raven haired boy had. "Why do you hate me?" he whispered as tears started following on the cold tile below.

"I never hated you. My feelings are why we can not speak. You were suppose to be asleep, but this way may be better. My heart can not love. I can't experience any joy," answered Hibari staring at the top of Tsuna's head.

"That is a sad life then, Why live a life like that? I want you to be happy. Because… because… I… I love you." Tsuna closed his eyes and then gasped realizing that he just confessed his feelings, he started to shake. Hibari seemed frozen in shock as well, his whole body seemed to go wild.

"I will not love, those feelings are weak and," Hibari took a moment to pause to pull his hand out of Tsuna's grasp, "Disgusting." He then turned and fasted walked out of the room. Knowing that if he stayed in that room any longer he would hear the boy cry and he would turn around taking everything back. That can not happen at all cost, he doesn't deserve to be happy. Tsuna looked at the now closed door and then started to sob heavily.

"I should of figured this would happen. I was so stupid to believe that something good might of happened." sobbed Tsuna.

"Your pathetic. Are you sure you even wanted Hibari-san's love? Your suppose to be a mafia boss. Yet you almost get raped and now you are drowning in self pity." A strange voice rang inside of his head that scolded him.

"You don't understan-"

"No, I think you don't. Hibari-san said some weird things there. Think there must be a reason for it. Don't give up! Man up and find out what made Hibari suddenly change." The voice rang up interrupting his own thoughts. Tsuna looked around to see if there was anyone around and instead he noticed something on the floor. Bending over he picked it up and brought it to the light. Gasping slightly he noticed it was the same picture with Hibari and that women he had seen earlier when Hibari snapped at him.

"I bet you if you figure out who that women is and her connection to Hibari-san. You can figure out his recent actions. Now its up to you be strong or be a coward?"

"Who are you" Asked Tsuna looking around once more getting a little freaked out by this voice and its good advice.

"I am you, just a braver version," the voice answered. Tsuna sat there for a bit then looked at the picture.

"Okay. Its time for bed. I have been a wake for way to long or the medications they gave me are making me trip out. Time for bed." He said trying to convince himself that he wasn't crazy at all. He then looked at the white lilies that glistened in the moonlight for a brief moment before closing his eyes and letting his dreams take him.

The next morning came, Tsuna woke up with a small yawn. He got dressed for school seeing he wanted to be on time, and since the hospital bed wasn't the nicest bed in the world, he didn't have the urge to sleep in like normal.

"Juudaime, how are you feeling?" asked an excited, but worried Gokudera. Tsuna looked up as he finished eating his last hospital meal, when his two best friends entered his room.

"I am doing good. I hope I didn't cause any trouble for you two," smiled Tsuna as he got his bag.

"None at all . Tsuna you're our friend of course we worried about you, but we're glad you are okay." Yamamoto replied with a smile, giving off his signature laugh. Then the trio started walking to school.

"Hey, Hibari isn't at his usual spot." noted Yamamoto, giving off a confused look. Tsuna looked to see what the baseball star said was true, the gate area was Hibari free only another perfect stood there in his place.

"Who care about that bastard," huffed Gokudera, still not liking Hibari even after he saved Tsuna. The brunette just nodded, but frowned, he looked worried for a brief moment. 'I know, what I must do. I wonder if I can leave those two without them noticing or worse worrying about me.' thought Tsuna trying to come up with a plan in his head for getting away.

"You should go," whispered Yamamoto. Tsuna's eyes widen as he looked at up at the taller teen confused. "You want to find Hibari don't you. Then go, trust me you don't want to leave your love waiting." He smiled brightly at his friend.

"How do you know?" asked Tsuna, but Yamamoto just gave his usual smile before walking ahead with Gokudera who as if on cue started to argue with him. 'Thanks Yamamoto! Now to find Hibari-san,' he thought as he ran to the reception room where he knew he could get information of Hibari's whereabouts. He made sure no one sure that no one was around and Tsuna mange to enter the room without being detected. He noticed that no one else was in this room so that definitely told Tsuna something was up. 'I need to find the records, and then find Hibari-san's address so I can visit him,' he thought as he looked around the file cabinets. Finding the third year student cabinet searching though all the 'H' last name. Nothing was found, then he found a special section for disciplinary committee members. "It just has to be there" he said looking around he still couldn't find it. "Where is his file?" he said out of frustration.

"What are you doing in here, you aren't allowed in here" boomed a deep voice belonging to none other then the vice president of the disciplinary committee Kusakabe. "Oh Tsuna-san what are you doing in here. Kyo-san is absent today. So I can't let you in here," he added.

"Kusakabe-san. Please you must know. I need help please, I need to find out Hibari-san's address. Its really important Hibari-san is suffering and is acting different." pleaded Tsuna walking up to the Regent hair styled teen. Who stood there for a moment thinking before nodding.

"Your right. Kyo-san has never been absent before now." mumbled Kusakabe then started looking in different folders that were hidden from sight.

"Oh Thank you! Thank you!" smiled Tsuna as he watched the teen looking at the folders before plopping down a folder that read 'Hibari Kyoya'. Opening the folder, only to reveal that most of the information was left blank, even the address information.

"This can't be. I was so close. Do you know where he lives you're his friend with him," asked Tsuna hopeful only to see Kusakabe shook his head sadly, Tsuna felt that he was feeling hopeless there was nothing that he can do.

Tap.

Tap.

Tap.

Tsuna looked up to see a familiar yellow bird, named Hibird. Tsuna opened the window to let the small yellow bird inside.

"Hibari! Sad! Hibari! Sad!" It chirped as it flew and landed on the desk.

"Hibird. Why are you here, aren't you usually with Hibari? Wait! Hibird do you know where Hibari is! Can you take me to him? Please! I know you can." he begged desperate not realizing that he was as basically talking to a bird like a human and also assuming the fact that the bird can understand him.

"Tsunayoshi! Come!" The yellow bird chirped out as it started to flew though the hall way.

"Ah! Wait!" he cried out before bowing politely to Kusakabe, "Thank you for all your help, Kusakabe-san." he said before running after the flying bird with his resolve high and strong. The teen nodded as he watched the brunette run off 'I hope you can help Hibari-san. I really do,' he thought. Tsuna ran as if he was in hyper dying will mode and didn't even realized that his training actually helped him in the long run. The only thing on his mind was finding Hibari and making sure this drama is put to an end.


An: So the reason I didn't update for such a long time is not just life (I can't use that excuse this time). I was in a slum I had rewritten this chapter about three times before writing this one. I get in this mode where I feel like everything I write is crap and not wroth posting. So I didn't post anything at all. But I went to Ashland last weekend and after coming back I had my mind all creative again. I was able to write this chapter and actually like this. Surprising what Five plays in three days can do for the brain. I also got my prom dress so I am happy about this. I also started putting his story on my Deviantart as well.

So I hope you liked it. Please comment and Review they make me feel so much better especially after this slum I just had.

See you again!