I DONT OWN VAMPIRE ACADEMY (UNFORTUNATLY, I WISH I DID) THANKS TO RICHELLE MEAD FOR WRITTING IT THOUGH.
Chapter 7 (Forgiveness makes the world go round.)
Rose's POV;
"Ahem..." I said as I opened the door even wider...
He gently put Hidi back in the crib.
"Roza, I- where do I begin, I know i shouldnt have left... but I need you to know how much I thought that it was for the best. If i had of known about Hidi I wouldnt have ever thought about leaving..."
"There thats it, thats what I've been trying to explain to everyone, If you had of known about Hidi you would have stayed but you would have stayed for the wrong reasons... you would have stayed for her not for me." I said while trying to keep my voice from getting to loud.
"Roza how could you think that would be the only reason, I loved you back then and I will forever love you until the day I die, how do you think I felt when you told me that Hidi was mine... I tell you how I felt, I was shocked, excited and curious as to how it was even possible... Rose if I had of known i could have children with you, i would have run back to you and begged you to take me back so that we could settle down, get married and have a family of our own." tears sprang to my eyes and threatened to spill over.
"I wanted the reason for you coming back, to be because you loved me and wanted me and couldnt live without me... when you left I was broken, lost and sad. I felt like i had no one to turn to in my time of need, then when i found out i was pregnant i thought my world was going to come crashing down... Do you want to know the only reason i survived, i realized that being pregnant with your child meant that i got to keep a small part of you with me everywhere I go..." i said with tears leaking down my cheeks...
"im sorry, im really sorry i need you to know that i was going through tortutureeveryday i was away from you, it wasnt the same i didnt live right, i felt like i couldnt breathe, but now that i see your face, and hear your voice i know that i will be okay again."
I dont think either of us expected my reaction, but i flung myself into his arms, and kissed him with everything i had left... his arm fourcefully grabbed my waist while the other snaked around my back and twinned into my falling curls.
"I know your sorry and I know i should have told you that you were going to have a baby, im sorry, but i dont think i could live throught the heart break of you leaving again..."
"You won't have to because there is no way i would ever think about leaving you and my precious daughter." he kissed me again, and i pulled back to get some air, looking into his eyes mirrored what i thought mine would look like, a look of complete lust, want and need.
he ever so slowly starts to take my clothes off peice by peice, until all im left with is my bra, and panties.
"Dont you think this arrangement is a little unfair, since you have no clothes off and im down to the bare essentials..." i said.
"Well theres one way we can fix that."
"Ohh yeah and what would that be?" i said with a hint of seduction in my voice.
"Anything you want it to be..." i took that as a free pass and i slow slip my hands inside his shit and pull it off. "one down a few more to go." i unbuckle his pants and pull them off, I dont think i fully realized exactly how big Dimitri was, i mean i hadnt had sex with anyone but him and it was only once, i dont know what this will be like, because it is only my second time.
A few more minutes passed, and all the clothing came off, i was glad or daughter who was asleep, wasnt old enough to comprehend what was going on.
And thats when i felt it, Dimitris long lean fingers inside me, i cant describe the way Dimitri makes me feel... he makes me think that he is the most talented man on the earth. After all this time i finally felt loved again the way i was all that time go in the cabin.
When the time finally came for him to eneter me, of course he's always the gentleman and asks permission...
It felt exactly how i remembered it, he was so skilled and wise and patient he knew that i haden't been with anyone while we were not together so it was obvious that this was only my second time, with every trust i felt Dimitri become more and more forceful, which wasnt a bad thing...
"mmm ohh Dimitri harder, ohh baby im gonna cumm soon!"
"ohhh wait Roza cum with me baby" He said
His pace increased and i could feel him getting closer and closer to climaxing.
I one earth shattering thrust we both screamed out each others name and climaxed together. after we came down for our highs we snuggled up to each other, somewhere in the back of my mind i realized that we were in Dimitris house and there were people home so there no doubt that we were heard.
"God i love you Roza..."
"I love you to comrade, always have and always will."
"MMM that was amazing, i cant believe its been so long since ive done that..." he said.
"wait you mean you havent had sex since the cabin either?"
"No i havent, i didnt even get close to doing it with Tasha because it never felt right it was never you. I felt awkward everytime she would try to get close, that and its almost like i imagined she was you half the time..."
"Just promise me something... dont ever leave again, because i dont want her to have to get to know you and then you leave."
"I promise Roza i Will never leave you and Hidi ever again." right on cue out baby starts crying.
"She's hungry"
"Just like her mother always is." i gave him a quick jab in the ribs for that remark. I picked Hidi up and wipped the tears for her cheeks, sat her down in the rocking chair the olena had put in the room when i got here. Breastfeeding had become easier. Still felt strange but i was getting used to it. i burpped Hidi and put her back in the cot and snuggled back with Dimitri.
"I love you Roza"
"I love you to Dimitri." and we both drifted of into a peaceful sleep.
Omg im sorry i couldnt update sooner hed massive writers block, please review and help me out with some ideas thanks...
Im not going to do another chapter until i get up to at least 40-45 for the reviews... thanks again.
Sienna xxx
