What Am I Doing?- A Vampire Knight Fanfiction.
Disclaimer: Refer to Cappie One!
Author's Notes: Yo, I'm updating! You're lucky I dun have no homework! XD
Ah, yes, and if you've read my other shorter story for VK called The End before January 11, 2008, then I've revised it. The biggest change is the last part, but there's a few small changes in the first chappie!
Well, let's get started... Enjoy part two of chappie six!
Chapter 6- Beans, Spilt; Tensions, High -Part 2
Kaname+
They probably didn't know it, but I felt it. I felt the tension in the air. I also knew that Nezumi kept glaring at Zero, and the reverse was also apparent. To them, it probably wasn't as quiet in the lobby as it was to Yuki and I. To them, it most likely sounded like a pair of shoes in a dryer during a typhoon. Very loud from the electricity crackling between them. Ah, well, who's ever heard of the brother and the boyfriend getting along?
Then again, why was Nezumi so pissed? Was is merely because Zero "made me gay"? Because he didn't- I found out I perferred boys long ago. Then, when I saw him at his younger, angry age, I couldn't wait for him to grow and catch up to me so I could feel a bit more moral about this strong attraction for him I developed back then. ...Nezumi wouldn't be jealous. I mean, what was there to be jealous of? I could understand if he was upset that Zero was "taking his brother's love away from him", but that didn't make since. I didn't love Nezumi- I just reunited with him after years and years.
I sorta figured they wouldn't kill each other in front of me, as I turned to look at Yuki who was on her knees up on the stairway. Hm... oh, yeah, she had liked me. Oh, well.
"Yuki. Come here."
She stared at us all a few more seconds before shaking her head violently. Refusal? I don't get that too often from her. She was such a pushover...
"No! Kaname! Why didn't you tell me you were gay?! You knew I was in love with you!"
Hmph. Jeez, not only is she a pushover, she was a drama queen.
"I don't recall you ever telling me that you loved me..."
"So what? You knew!"
"...Even so, I love Zero, so that's that, right?"
Suddenly, she stood and bolted down the stairs and out the door, causing even Nezumi and Zero to look after quizzically. Looks like Yuki got the message. Glad we got that settled.
I then turned to look over my shoulder at the two younger boys.
"Well... Yuki's fine with us, Zero. ...But Nezumi... what's with you? I want you to tell me, now."
Nezumi's angry glare melted to an upset pout when he looked to me. I moved to stand beside Zero, again. It was hard for me not to be close to him, though. However, when I leaned down to nuzzle his face, he happily responded with his own nudge of the face. It gave me goosebumps to have him do that so eagerly and I barely heard Nezumi snarl, "Kiryu!" But I did hear him and I snapped my head away from Zero and barked back, "Nezumi! Don't talk to Zero like that! You will call him Kiryu-san. Is that clear?"
Immediately, he shrank back and whimpered, "Yes, I-I'm sorry..."
We watched each other's face for a few seconds. Mine being fierce and commanding while Nezumi's was passive and obeying. His green eyes lost their defiant spark under his shock of dark brown hair when he tilted his head down submissively. I glanced over to Zero who was watching us in interest. Maybe humans weren't so passive. They do seem to retaliate more often when arguing amonst each other. Sort of like Yuki a few minutes ago. But we purebloods, we have to know who to listen to and who to command. My little brother was definitely below me and he knew it.
"Nezumi, go back to bed. I will talk to you tomorrow..."
He jerked his head back up quickly and opened his mouth to say something, but when he caught my raised do-you-really-want-to-try-and-argue eyebrow, he closed his mouth, gulped, and nodded. With that, he turned slowly and sulked out of the door without another word.
I broke through my front and smiled brightly down at Zero, who smiled softly back. I said, "Kids."
He laughed quietly and so did I, but then I remembered that I wanted to talk to him. I should've just done that in the first place and maybe Yuki wouldn't have had to find out that way. I stepped away from him about a foot.
"I want to talk--" "I want to talk--"
I stopped and blinked. He had said the same thing at the same time. Both of our faces lit up and he laughed, "Um, let's go to my room.We'll talk there."
I had agreed and as he led me up the stairs to his dorm, I wondered if he had the same idea I had for after the conversation...
Zero+
"So... you don't only want me for my body?"
"No! Well, it's very sexy, but I love your mind, too. The way you think is so exciting and it's interesting to try and understand."
We had been talking for a while, but my silver eyes narrowed once more as if I could look into his crimson ones and see if he was telling the truth. But the way he said it... he meant it. So, maybe, our relationship was working after all... even if a crazy sixteen year old was after me. We'll get to that eventually, and work it out.
"So... I've been wondering... what made you wave to me the other night?"
I felt my cheeks flush and I recalled that night. I couldn't help myself. I had told myself not to be a fool, but I did it anyways.
I looked to the floor from my seat on my bed and laced my fingers together murmurring, "Um... I didn't want you to think I was really mad about you coming onto me... I... I love you, too, you know..."
"..."
I squeezed my eyes shut and I cursed myself for being such a dork internally. I wondered if Kaname would think I was a doofus, now... But, suddenly, I felt his hands cup my jaw and he pulled me foward into a kiss. He growled huskily into my mouth, "You're so fucking cute..."
Ah, finally... maybe this was the moment I've been waiting for. I know I had said I was cross about him only wanting sex, but I want to feel him inside of me. I want him to complete me...
I slipped my tongue between his lips without resistance and I felt his core vibrate with a deep laugh when I put my arms around him, trying to pull him down ontop of me. Hey, if you want it, go get it. I pulled on him harder, because he wasn't coming down. He leaned down a bit, but his hands were on the bed on either side of me, keeping him up despite my frantic tugging. He leaned his head back, seperating us; making me whine. He smiled and said sarcastically, "Zero, what ever are you doing? What do you want...?"
Ugh... they always want the uke to admit it... Well, I'll make it sound good-
"You," I hissed roughly in his ear, "I want you to fuck me..."
Then, I felt his weight increase on me and he pushed me down onto the bed, hard, and got up on, too. His knees straddling my waist he grinned and said, "With pleasure."
I smirked back and lay still while he began to undo my shirt. To occupy us both (because I know he was aching to do something with himself to keep from skipping foreplay), he bent his head to kiss down my chest, pinching my skin wherever he felt needed a prick from his fangs. I whimpered everytime he did and he would slowly lick over the small area of broken skin, soothing the sting. I didn't really care at the moment, but he did not draw blood...
I heard the clinking of my belt being undone skillfully, and he paused to kiss gently at my pelvis. I moaned in protest and I felt my muscles twitch in anticipation. I lifted my hips to let him slide my pants and boxers down after unbuckling my belt.
This was so nerve-racking... he stopped to observe me and he must've seen the heated, yet distressed look on my face and he crawled up closer. He leaned down and gently kissed me saying quietly, "Are you all right? I will stop if you are having second thoughts..."
"N-No... go ahead... I'm just... a bit nervous this time..."
A slight, understanding smile came to his lips before he kissed me again and I was going to kiss back, but a gasp sucked the air from him when I felt his fingers brush over my length. I closed my eyes again as he continued touching me and he whispered, "I'll be gentle..."
A knock at the door.
I gasped again, but this time it was from surprise... and a little bit of fear. So many things could be called out from this situation! Kaname was messing around with a human. ((I know he's really a vampire, but I've already covered that in one of my Author's Notes)) This is guy on guy! Or it could be Nezumi, again. OR maybe it's Yuki... What if it's another vampire looking for their all precious Kaname Kuran?! SO MANY BAD THINGS!! ;
I was obviously freaked out and Kaname shushed me gently and said lowly, "Just keep quiet... Whoever it is will leave..."
"But, Kaname, the door's not locked..." I whispered back, flustered.
"Oh, no..."
Oops... Oh, no is right...
"Zero? Brother are you in there?" A soft, but sure, young man's voice sounded.
Ichiru!?!?! Ack! What the fuck?!
Both of us looked at the door as the handle turned and the door crept open slowly. Kaname and I remained where we were on the bed, caught like deer in headlights. Or more like two lovers caught in the eyes of a pair of widened identical silver eyes of my twin brother Ichiru.
Author's Notes: W0ot! Well, how was it!? Good? GOOD?! Yeah, I know I interrupted them with Ichiru! X3 I always do that! I was almost inclined to just let them have sex, but where's the fun in that for me? I hope you got irritated and said, "Well, I'd better keep reading to get to the penetration of Zero!" Heehee, sorry, but seriously, it's all part of the plot.
Yes, Zero, what the fuck indeed! XD Why is Ichiru there, now? Why are all of the brothers popping up out of nowhere?! For a plot twist, that's why! How will Ichiru respond? How will the two lovers caught in the act respond to Ichiru's response?
I don't know either! My stories write themselves!
Oh and before I go, I've accepted the concept for a RikuxSora KH fanficcy, but it might take a little bit for me to get an idea. Help is welcome. And review pweeeeeeeeeeeeeease::pouty face::
Bye-bye for nooooow
Anata ga ichiban!!! ;3
