I woke up with something extremely warm in my arms. I cuddled closer into the warmth and rubbed my nose into the soft, silky smooth skin of Kurt's tender neck. Kurt leaned back into my touch and I tightened my arms around him.

"Good morning." Kurt spoke with a sleep induced voice. It sounded beautiful even when he was tired. It was adorable.

" 'orning," I responded sounding muffled as I dug my face deeper into Kurt's neck.

That's when it hit me.

The kiss.

Wow. We kissed. I, Blaine Anderson, kissed THE Kurt Hummel. The person who I trust with all my heart and soul, The man who stole my heart from me, and just gives me everything I need. I talk a good game of being Mr. Dapper-nothing-gets-me-down, but deep down I just need someone to take good care of me, and for me to in return. I take care of everything, but nothing that matters. I want to take care of Kurt. Because he matters. I stiffened as I thought of everything bad that could possibly go wrong. And oh boy there was a lot. Kurt seemed to remember what happened too because he pulled away. I let go of him despite my whole being telling me to hold on and to never let go. Kurt turned on his said facing me. He scooted away so his face was about a foot away from mine. That's about a foot to far. Than I started REALLY thinking. What if Kurt didn't really want to be with me? What if he thinks that I was trying to take advantage of him? I would NEVER do that to Kurt! He is my muse! What if he thinks I'm to weird and nerdy? Or even worse then all of that, what if he hates me?

"We need to talk about what happened. We should both say what we want. If we both want the same thing, when it will be perfect. But if not," Kurt scrunched his face up in pain. Taking a deep breath in then out.

"Than, we wont be together." He looked at me and I melted into his eyes. They were a cloudy blue and that told me the owner of those magnificent blue eyes was sad. I hated Kurt being sad. He took in one last shaky breath and spoke again,

"What do you want?" Kurt asked me searching my eyes for an answer to the question he just asked. Oh. He just asked me what I wanted. What do I want? I looked into his eyes and saw a mixture of emotions come across his face; Hope, fear, pain and everything in the middle. I saw in that little second of hope that flashed in his eyes- a life. The most perfect one. One where Kurt and Blaine existed, but not as two- as one. I saw me coming home to him 5 years from now, and his face as I get down on my knee years after that. The small children running across our hallway and kitchen floor, and years after that crying into our arms with broken hears that only there're dads could mend. I saw life and love with Kurt. Only Kurt.

"I want everything with you," My mouth rushed to say what I was thinking and I quickly averted my eyes. Not finding anything to look at I ended up closing them and cursing at myself inwardly.

"I only want you." Kurt spoke softly voice cracking. My eyes snapped open and I saw a tear rolling out of the corner of Kurt's eye. I gently wiped the tear away with the pad of my thumb. I cupped his cheek with the hand that had the tear on it and I leaned in and kissed where the tear once was. Then I hooked my arm around him and pulled him into my chest. I felt his body shake with sobs letting lose. I pulled him back but only far enough so I could look him the eye,

"Kurt, tell me the reason your letting tears fall on your beautiful face." I told him. I didn't care what he thought when I called him beautiful. It was nothing short of the truth.

"I- I just, no one even looks at me like I'm attractive, or worth anything other than a friend or in most cases, worth nothing. Th-than you just swoop in call me, b-beautiful and you care and, and I cant even wrap my head around it. I have dreamed for years for someone to want me," Kurt hiccupped and more tears flowed out of his eyes and that broke my heart. I leaned down I whispered in his ear,

"Kurt Elizabeth Hummel, you are the most incredible, amazing man I have ever known. Your courage is one of my favorite things about you. But I love EVERYTHING about you. -I started rubbing small soothing circles into the small of his back.- I love your amazing perfectly styled hair, your brilliant blue eyes that shine brighter then the entire universe. I love your silky smooth skin, you voice is amazing and perfect the way it flows right into my heart every time you open your mouth to sing or even simply say something. I love your long lean legs, they are stunning and the way they look in skinny jeans makes my mouth water. You have soft, perfect, pink lips that I would kiss every moment if could. But your appearance on the outside is not the only reason your perfect. Your heart is the best, especially for me. You love with such tender care and your soft touches tell me that it's okay and I'm going to be okay. Just having a talk with you, or the touch of your finger tips can calm me and make me feel at ease. The only other thing in my life that can do that is music. Kurt, I will tell you this EVERY day for the rest of my existence, if it makes you feel better and happy." I finished my monologue with a soft kiss to the tip of his nose. Everything I said was 100% true. All of it came from my heart directly. Kurt responded by kissing my lips. It was soft and gentle at first, but then it turned steamy and hot. Kurt wrapped his arms around my shoulders and pulled himself on top of me. I wrapped my arms around his waist, where they fit perfectly. I swear to god I was MADE for kissing Kurt. Kurt swiped his tongue on my bottom lip practically begging for entrance. I parted my lips and I battled his tongue tasting Kurt and wow I was lost in the amount of heaven I was in at that moment. I then sucked on Kurt's tongue extracting a load moan from him. I than heard a loud cough from the room Kurt and I separated and looked around and I noticed we weren't alone for the first time. I looked up at Kurt and then back at everyone,

"So now that that's established, Where are we?"