Rachel's POV

A nurse comes out and calls the fake name that I gave to Finn and I let go of his hand, we walk down the hallway and are shown into a room. I take a seat in one of the chairs that is aligned against the wall and Finn takes a seat on the table and I watch as the nurse takes his blood pressure and starts to ask him questions about the accident that didn't actually happen "So you fell in the shower this morning, is that correct?"

"Yes"

"Did you experience any nausea or dizziness afterwords"

"Nope"

"Any headaches or general pain around the area you hit?"

"None"

"He told me this all after it happened but you can never be too safe when it comes to a head injury"

"Well everything seems to be normal from what I can tell but I will still have a doctor come and check you out" she leaves the room and Finn laughs.

"What? What's so funny?"

"It's just this is oddly familiar isn't it?" he smiles at the memories we are both thinking, the time when I had tonsillitis and when he broke my nose, he came with me to both doctors appointments and every single time there was someone standing in the way of us being together. The first time it was Jessie and the second was Quinn and today isn't any different, except I am pretending to be his girlfriend so it isn't suspicious that someone who is supposed to be dead has come in for a check up.

"Oh yeah, I remember you sitting by my bedside and I even asked if Quinn would be upset that you were"

"Would Jessie be upset if he knew you were now sitting by my bedside?"

"Probably not, and besides like everyone else Jessie doesn't think this would actually be possible"

"Well I wouldn't want anyone else here next to me" he smiles over in my direction and it makes me feel warm inside, five years later and he still has the same charm and effect on me that he did in high school. Shortly after the doctor comes in and we repeat the same story to him and I wait anxiously as he checks Finn out, I keep waiting for something to go bad or something bad happening in regards to Finn's health. After what seems like thirty minutes the doctor is finally done with the very through check up.

"The good news is that you do not have a concussion, not even a bump meaning you didn't fall very hard"

"And the bad news?"

"That's the thing, there isn't any" I am surprised and relived at the same time, he is okay. The doctor looks at his clipboard and looks over his charts again "Everything else here tells me you a very healthy, you were very lucky"

"So this means I will be along a little while longer to annoy this one?" he laughs at his own joke and so does the doctor, I can't help but crack a smile as well.

"Yes" he turns to look at me "Good call bringing him in, you can never be too careful"

"That is very true"

"You must care about him very much"

"Yeah, I do" I smile at Finn and he gets down off the table

"Thank you" while the doctor won't ever know this it really means a lot to Finn to find out everything is okay with him, coming back from the dead is uncharted territory and we both expected the worst but after this visit I know Finn is going to be able to sleep better at night without this constantly hanging over his head.

"Your welcome" he goes over closer to Finn and I pick up my purse and jacket off the other chair when I hear them talking "Keep her, she is very lovely"

"I'll try my best" I smile and turn around when I hear the door closing meaning the doctor has left.

"Your fine"

"I'm fine" he holds out his arms and I can't help but run into them and we hug, we hug because we are happy and everything feels comforting in his arms. Leaving the hospital I can feel all the worry washing away but in the taxi on our way back to my apartment I can feel a new pile of worries start to build up. We get back up into the apartment and Finn looks around "This place hasn't really changed at all has it?"

"Nope, not really" he goes and sits down on the couch.

"So what is a big Broadway star like you still living in the same old apartment?"

"Well after Kurt and Blaine and Santana moved out after the wedding I just couldn't part with it, since they were off staring their new lives I was still living the same one"

"The wedding?" I now remember that Finn missed his own brothers wedding, I swear at myself for not being more delicate to the situation. Having him back now really makes it easy to forget that he has been dead for the past five years resulting in him missing the wedding, I have to remember to stop throwing these big deal events in such a common and causal conversation like this around him.

"I'm so sorry, Kurt and Blaine got married"

"Oh my god, my brother got married?"

"Yeah, him and Santana and Brittany had a double wedding"

"Wow"

"I'm sorry you couldn't have been there"

"What was it like?"

"What?"

"The wedding, tell me about it"

"Well it was originally supposed to be just for Britt and Santana but at a last minute decision it was turned into a double wedding and it was beautiful"

"Was Kurt happy?"

"He was the happiest I have ever seen him, he still is"

"So my brother has been married, wow. And to think I was supposed to get married before him"

"Yeah, me too"

"Tell me more things, stuff that happened when I was gone" I rack my brain for other things to tell him about, I start with me couching the New Directions and go from there. We talk for hours and when the stories run out I tell him about important events in the world that he missed, this is how we spend our day, just enjoying each others company. We are now both sitting on the couch and I look over at the clock to see that it is now midnight, I look over at him to make sure he is really still here, this makes two days now that he hasn't vanished in thin air.

"Your still here"

"Yeah I am"

"I keep waiting for you to like disappear or something"

"I'm not going anywhere" he starts to make circles on my leg with his fingers and I smile at the familiar touch "Tell me about my mom again"

"She is good, her and Burt are doing good, it was really hard for her at first but she never forgot you"

"Do you still talk?"

"Yeah, we do. She was really helpful after it happened, I mean she knew what it was like loosing someone she loved like when she lost your dad and it reminded me of you being around her"

"Oh yeah, my dad"

"Did you see him?"

"What?"

"I mean did you like go to heaven or something, after you died?"

"I don't know, I mean I don't remember being in heaven or anything"

"Well did you see anyone? Or did you just black out or something?"

"I saw someone actually, it was the last face I saw before I died and then woke up on the side of that road"

"Who?"

"It was you actually" I don't know if it is me or him that leans in first but the next thing I know we are kissing, his lips are pressed against mine and I am laying on my back as he leans over me. My mind is foggy but then I remember the conversation I had with Jessie earlier, Jessie. I pull away and he leans upright again.

"Finn we can't do this, not right now"

"I'm sorry"

"It just isn't fair to Jessie, I just need time to think about everything"

"I understand" he stands up and looks like he is going to walk away but then he turns back to me "I'm sure what you have with Jessie is great and everything but you can't recreate what you and I have. I know I was gone and that was out of both of our control but I am back now and won't go down without a fight, I will do everything I can to win you back Rachel" he leans over me again and kisses my cheek. He walks away and I watch him disappear into my bedroom and I lay down on the couch. I know it would be to tempting to sleep in the same bed as him so I just look up at the ceiling and let the events of the past two days just wash over me.