Authors note: Another chapter! Thanks to people that reviewed! Next is James Potter (first gen) at the request of HAFTKAKHALEB, should be up later this week. Please review!

Remus Lupin

1) The happiest time of his life was his childhood at Hogwarts.

2) If he could change one thing in his life it wouldn't be the fact that he is a werewolf (though he hates it) as everyone would presume. It would be that he was never friends with Peter Pettigrew and he stopped James and Sirius being friends with him too because then James and Lily would still be alive which was his dearest wish.

3) The thing he hates most about being a werewolf is not the inconvenience, the pain or the inability to get work. It is the fact that had he not been a werewolf he could have persuaded Dumbledore to let him look after Harry. Although Harry had the safety of the blood bond at his Aunt and Uncle's house he thought he might have been able to persuade Dumbledore that Harry was safest with him but he didn't because he didn't trust himself with a child due to what would happen each month and he would never be able to forgive himself if anything happened to Harry.

4) The second he saw Harry on the train he knew who he was even though he hadn't seen him for 12 years. It wasn't just the scar or the hair or even the eyes. It was the way he was with his friends, the way he laughed, the way he rolled his eyes. It was like seeing Lily and James all over again and although that made his heart swell with pride and made him want to dance around the room it also made him want to cry.

5) He made two massive mistakes in his life, two things that made him long for a time-turner. The first was not being there for Harry and the second was nearly abandoning his son. Ironically it was the subject of his first mistake that made him reconsider his second. It wasn't just the words that Harry said, though they were part of it, it was the way Harry looked at him. As he saw pleading in the boys eyes it reminded him of the fact that he had made a big mistake before and was probably making a similar one. Harry must have known exactly what was ahead of Teddy if Remus left him and it made Remus' heart ache. Both Harry and Teddy had needed him, he failed Harry, he wasn't going to fail Teddy too.

6) He loved Tonks more than anything, then he held Teddy and they became the two things he loved most. He felt guilty though for letting them be associated so closely to him. The fact that he was a werewolf put them all in danger and this was constantly on his mind.

7) He loved Harry almost as much as Teddy and Tonks.

8) He knew that in his heart there would always be a space which belonged to James and Lily and (since recent events) Sirius. He would never forget them or stop loving them.

9) At school he never really minded Severus Snape.

10) When Sirius died it felt as if the very last part of his childhood died with him. Two of his best friends were now dead and the other was a murderous traitor that he never wanted to see again. It hurt more then than it did when he first thought James and Peter were dead and Sirius was the traitor because he never quite believed that and so he never gave up hope. Now he knew the truth and all the hope was gone as was Sirius. All that was left behind was the guilt he felt about that period of time when he didn't stand up for Sirius' innocence and a little bit of him had even believed in his guilt.

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