Chapter 7 RIP

Thanks for reviewing everyone, except for Susan….. note to you Susan, it's called a imagination! (but you obviously don't have one….) hope you like this chapter, probably not. It's not bad, it's just sad…. I have just prepared you

Wally has been visiting everyday for the past week and arrived to take her hime, he saw her in the wheelchair and it was heart breaking but he got used to it and thought "she'll be out of the wheelchair in 2 weeks and same thing for the brace for her ribs" they had wheelchair races, pushed her as fast as he could, and eventually got in trouble everyday for disrupting the patients

But today she would finally go home in her wheelchair, her parents rented a special van for the wheelchair purposes and Wally helped her get in. She arrived at the tree house and once she went inside with Wally hand in hand everyone shouted "Kuki!" and ran to hug her

"okay girl, once as this little reunion is over your telling Abby the details about you and Wally!" Abby huddled over her

"me too!" hoagie said gleefully

"do you know how gay that sounds?" Abby gave him a are-you- gay look

"no" he was insulted

"so how was the hospital Kuki?" Nigel asked

"it was boring and the food was crappy until Wally came by to bring the fun and human food" she chuckled and he blushed

"are you okay?" Hoagie spoke up

"just this wheelchair for 2 more weeks and this brace for my ribs will be off in a week and the cast for my legs will come off in 2 weeks also! You guys wanna sign?" she asked holding muti-colored sharpies

"boy do I!" yelled Hoaige as he signed his name in sky blue and put a sandwich next to his name

Then Nigel signed in red and wrote "get well soon" and drew sunglasses that were poorly drawn so they looked like….. well, you get the picture

Abby wrote in a dark blue "love ya, sorry what happened" and drew a clown smiley face

Wally went on her other leg and signed in orange "love you my little miracle!" he wrote it so big that it covered half the cast

"oh Wally, you might want to write bigger they cant see it in Australia!" Kuki joked but Wally didn't get it "of course they cant see it, they're in Australia"

They all groaned then Abby asked "aww that's so sweet but what do you mean by your little miracle?"

"oh, doctors said people in her kind of condition don't live to tell what happened and said it was a miracle that she's alive so she's my little miracle" he blushed, the guys giggled and Abby just said "awww, if only you guys can be as sensitive as he is" she gave the guys a dirty look which shut them up

"I can be sensitive see? Aww that's so cute!" said Hoagie

"there's a difference between sensitive and gay…. That was a example" she chuckled and walked away, "wait! Ugh, I can never win…." And Nigel walked away with Hoagie

"thanks for being there for me in the hospital Wally, I don't know what I could've done without you" she smiled and they were about to kiss until Abby stole Kuki away

"tell me how you two got together, now!" and ran off to her room, she never went this fast with Wally and almost screamed because she went so fast "bye Walllyyyyy!" she yelled

He chuckled and went to the couch, wishing he could see her out of the cast and wheelchair soon. The weeks went by fast and eventually she got her rib brace and cast off and was able to walk again, but she went into depression mode again with the dark clothes and makeup

Wally saw this and said "okay, what's wrong?"

"it's the whole fight, I've been thinking about it….." she turned away

He took her by the shoulders "well don't, if you do then you'll think that your life sucks and it doesn't" he let go

"that's what it feels like….." and went of with the rest of her day with a dark cloud above her head

Wally watched her the whole day as well still having that dream in his mind, he couldn't get over it. Every time she went to her room he had to knock to see if she was okay and even checked her arm for cuts, and there were a few but not many from before

"Kuki look at this, this is not healthy. Do I have to tell this to your parents?" Wally threatened

"go ahead! See if I care, they already know!" she yelled back covering up her sleeve

"I just want this to stop" he calmed down

"well it will soon…." She said sternly and watched TV

Wally cuddled with her and kept on saying "you know how much I'd miss you if you left?"

She would just respond "yep"

The next day she went normal and happy again, she left to her house though

"Mushi, I want you to have all my rainbow monkey's" she opened the door to the excited but confused 4th grader

"really! Whyyyy?" she asked with a suspicious look

"think of it as uhhh….. early birthday present" Kuki thought quickly

"sounds good to me, thanks!" and she dove into the bundle of rainbow monkey's

She left happily to the tree house again "Abby, I want you to have all my makeup" and gave her a small full bin

"thanks but why? Don't you want it?" Abby tried to give it back but Kuki didn't allow it

"I think people should look on the inside instead of the outside" and ran to her room, bareness was all she saw…. Just a bed, a poster of some pop star, and her mirror

Kuki looked at herself in the bathroom mirror and lifted up her shirt and saw a giant scare and her tummy "couldn't they remove my fat!" she said angrily and thought of all the comments people made, her parents even thought of putting her on a diet!

Kuki slowly walked to her notepad and wrote a note, people didn't write a note for this occasion but thought that she wanted to be different, something she wasn't allowed to be in a while

Then walked to the TV room, and hugged and kissed Wally as many time and he blushed "what was that for?"

"because I love you" and she smiled

"ewww gross, get a room" Hoagie did a disgusted look and did a gagging motion

Kuk threw a pillow at him "shut up!" she said playfully and said "make something cool okay?"

"ummm okay?" he looked at her weird

"so Abby do you like the make up?"

"ya, it must've cost you a fortune!" Abby smiled thankful for the gift

"it's worth it, hope you like it!" Kuki turned to Nigel

"and you! tunr down the workaholic stuff, it's driving us crazy! But that's what we like best about you" Kuki smiled and skipped off

"okay? That was weird even for Kuki" Nigel said

Kuki skip slowed down and she walked and cried to her room and took out some rope from her drawer that she stole form Hoagie and pulled it apart to see if it would break, it didn't

"it'll have to do" she stood on her bed and made a big knot on the strongest part of the fan

She cried some more as she put it around her neck and tied, she made sure the note was noticeable. She has second thoughts about her future but thought "what future? If you did then this all would stop but it won't….."

She looked down to the floor, shuffled to the edge of her rainbow monkey bed and took a good look around of her bedroom and the picture she held in her hand of all 5 of them. She hugged it and cried really hard, but got used to it and wiped her tears and looked down. Soon, she eventually jumped…..

It's been minutes and no blasting rainbow monkey music or no cheeriness, just silence…. They all stopped talking and turned down the TV to hear Kuki giggling and normally they would but didn't

"Abby, check on Kuki will you? see if anything is wrong" said Nigel

"ugh…. Why does Abby have to do it?"

"because she might need advice and we're guys, don't make me make that a order" Nigel threatened

She agree because of the advice thing and walked to her room, "Kuki? Are you okay?" she knocked on the wood next to her curtain door

No reply…. "Kuki? You okay girl?" she knocked again, nothing but silence….

"if you don't answer me, then I'm coming in" she waited for a response but since she didn't get one she said "okay, you asked for it"

She went in and saw the most disturbing sight, Kuki hung herself…. She screamed in pure terror "AHHHH!" on the top of her lungs

She ran out to everyone crying like she ever has, "it's Kuki….. she-she-she" she stuttered but couldn't go on, so ran into Hoagie and he hugged her

He was confused and patter her back "it's okay, I bet it cant be that bad" he smiled, she looked up

"go look then!" she screamed and fell down crying some more

The guys ran there with Wally in front ,"oh boy my little miracle, my dream better not come true"

Nigel and Hoagie went in and just as Wally was about to go in Abby held him back and shook her head no, the guys came out in no time with tears in their eyes and horrified. Hoagie held on to Abby as she broke down again

Wally was now confused and decided to go in, he saw the sight and didn't have any words. He was angry now and screamed "don't just stand there you idiots! Call 911 for god's sake!"

They did and paramedics came quickly, once they left Wally was the one in the most tears. He couldn't stand that he could've done something but didn't, as she was looking down with his blurry water eyes he noticed a note in the corner

He called everyone in a shaky voice and read it all together, they could've sworn Kuki was reading it with them "dear everyone, you might wonder why I killed myself…. I think it's a no brainer, I hated my life. I was teased constantly everywhere I go, even I fi go somewhere I can hear strangers talking about me. I hated it, my life seemed like hell, and my parents said I was fat and only going to get fatter if I don't do anything about it so I did….. I know they love me but they tell me everyday, I get the picture okay! Anyways, Wally…. Sorry I had to leave you, I love you I really do! It's just….. every time I see you I think I'm not good enough or why would you have a fat girlfriend like me?" I've always wanted to be Mrs. Kuki Beetles when I got older but that's not going to happen. Sorry I had to leave you all. Goodbye forever, Kuki"

They slowly put it down, "was this really happening?" they all thought. Wally sat there crying some more and shouted "why Kuki!" and ran out to the pier to sit down on the edge

He could've sworn he saw Kuki on the water smiling at him, but he shook it off. It got dark and decided to go home…..

The funeral was a closed casket and a very sad funeral. Teachers, relatives, students, and friends came to her funeral and everyone cried except Wally. Lots of her Japanese relatives came and grieved over their lost one but everyone was surprised how many from Japan flew in

Once they were outside for her burial it was raining but not pouring, everyone had black umbrellas and stayed for about a hour for her but the only person left once everyone was gone was Wally

He stared at her grave that read "you shall not be forgotten, Kuki Sanban; June 18 1996 – May 1 2010; daughter, sister, friend" it felt like she wasn't dead, she was still alive with her happy gold lucky self skipping around and hugging him…. But she wasn't anymore

Wally put his hand on the big tomb stone and cried, he thought "why Kuki? Why didn't I stop you from before? I love you, how can you just leave me?"

He left a lucky penny on her grave and walked away crying, life would be so much different without her

WAHHHHHH! Isn't that the saddest thing you have ever read! Don't worry this isn't the ending, if it was it would be a sucky ending! If you review then I will update soon, and trust me you want the next chapter to be up