A.N. Wow, I just saw 6x18 and it's getting harder and harder to deny this...I really feel sorry for you people who are episodes ahead of me. Anyway- this has taken a lot longer to write because of three reasons which you probably don't care about but I shall tell you anyway. a) I keep on getting really good depressing break up ideas which we REALLY don't want- especially in this story. b) I have the HUUUGEST amount of work all due around about now at school and c) I'm writing Bad Romance (yes finally!) so a chapter for that should be out soon =) Anyways- I'm not sure I like this one as much and it's not quite as....cute....as the other ones but it was fun entering into Teddy's POV and was funny because my friend did this the other day. Sorry Mata and I really don't have cancer... Disclaimer: I don't own anyone which sucks I know...
^----- Yay! It's still working ;D
Teddy POV
"I'm so emotional right now." I looked over at the blonde woman talking and smiled into my sandwiches, Arizona was at least good for entertainment during lunch.
"What's the matter?" Callie piped up from next to her, her hand moving to rub her shoulder and I felt the familiar...jealously wasn't the right word; maybe resentment, for the fact that they worked so well together, the fact that they were always there for each other. I wanted that but it wasn't the time to think about angsty thoughts. And who could with the pair of women across from me making googoo eyes at each other.
"I swear, if someone says something sad I'll cry," Arizona said, still pouting. If I had took a moment to think over what I was about to do and all the ways which Callie and Mark could hurt me I probably would have never said anything; but I was as tired as everyone else and it just kind of fell out of my mouth before I could even think rationally.
"I have cancer."
Arizona's clear blue eyes snapped up to mine quickly and the smile on my face and the sarcastic tone of my voice obviously weren't showing her that I had been joking because as she looked at me her eyes filled with water and her bottom lip started to quiver slightly, her lips turning down in the most adorable sad face I had seen.
"I don't really," I said, watching her to see if she was going to show any signs of laughter from the fact that she had led me on and that I actually thought that I had made her cry but her bottom lip wasn't receding and ever so slowly a big tear fell over the edge of her eye and ran down her cheek, others following quickly in its wake.
Aww shit.
I instantly felt terrible as I watched the ever perky PED's surgeon start crying before me, groaning as she tried to hide her red rimmed eyes under her lab coat.
"I know you don't," she half sobbed, attracting the gazes of curious doctors and nurses sitting around us which only seemed to speed up the tears. I didn't know what to do, I mean sure I've made a few people in my life cry but Arizona hadn't even looked that sad before and I truly never expected her to react like she did.
I walked around the table and awkwardly hugged her, the action feeling weird for me, my face being suddenly filled with blonde hair and I tried to avoid sneezing while Arizona finished sniffling into the arm of my coat.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry," I murmured and looked at Callie, a rather freaked out expression on my face but she was just sitting back with a small smile on her face.
At least she was used to the PED's surgeon's strange moods.
I patted her head gently for a little bit until with final large sniff she poked her head out of my lab coat.
"I think I'm okay now," she said, fine if not a little hoarse and with a small, embarrassed smile she got up out of her chair, pulling the dark woman up with her and walking out of the cafeteria, turning around and waving at me as she left, the biggest smile on her face. I could only wave back dazedly.
Boy, she was a rollercoaster ride.
A.N. I will try my super hardest to get out another chapter, some cute Arizona/Callie stuff like this chapter was meant to be which really didn't happen but I have a heap of ideas and I just need your encouragement to get them written down! Please review! :D It makes me smile,
Jules
