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Bonnie took a look at the watch. Almost midnight and still nothing. It was frustrating and she got more nervous as time passed by.
"Nothing, nothing, nothing", Bonnie said and shut the second grimoire she had been looking through. She ran her hands over her face.
"Did you find anything", she asked her best friend who sat across of her, with a different grimoire in front of her. Elena shook her head and so did Stefan and Damon, as Bonnie glared at them. There were no time travelling spells or anything similar in these witch books, that could possibly explain this situation she was stuck in.
"Damnit, what are these grimoires even good for?"
"Bon, it's late. It's been a long day and it's almost 12 o'clock. Tomorrow is a new day where we will figure something out... But for now, we should go to bed", Damon suggested. He was tired. In fact he was tired since they came home from their family day at the mall, where he and his two favourite girls spend more than just one or two hours. Caitlyn had fallen asleep as soon as she sat in her car seat and when they arrived at home, he immediately brought her to her bed. Luckily Caitlyn was a heavy sleeper, a few months ago that wasn't the case.
"Yes, you're right", Bonnie sighed heavily. "So where can I sleep?"
Elena blinked a few times. "You're not gonna sleep in your real bedroom you slept before?"
"Bonnie", Damon questioned and went to stand in front of her.
"What... do you really expect me to sleep in the same bed with you, when I don't even know what is happening right now? I feel like I'm in a wrong place. Everything is completely different here, I'm a mother of a four year old mini me but I have so clue how I got so lucky. There is nothing I remember about any moment we shared together and I really need to find out why and how I can get back my memories... So no, I'm not gonna sleep with my husband in one bed and pretend to be the Bonnie you know and even loved."
Everyone went silent and Bonnie could clearly see how sad her speech made Damon, but she needed to set things clear right now. And if this meant to hurt any body's feelings, even though she didn't feel good doing it, then she had to take it. She needed to be honest from the begining on or this whole chaos would end up very bad.
"I'm sorry", Bonnie said after a while and looked down on the floor, especially to avoid Damon's and Stefan's intensive glares.
"It's okay", Elena replied and touched Bonnie's arm. "You can sleep in one of the guest rooms." Bonnie nodded and avoided Damon's stares as she followed Elena upstairs.
"Damon?" It was Stefan who brought him out of his thoughts, "you okay?"
"Yeah..."
"Wanna talk about it?"
"I don't get it", Damon started and ignored his brother's question. "We spent some time at the mall and she didn't complain at any time. Not even once. We had fun, we laughed and ate ice- cream and everything seemed perfectly fine. She was my wife. Then we come home and snap, just like that, she transformed into this distanzierte, stubborn teenager I used to know before we fell in love. It's crazy, I'm confused and tired and I'm going to bed now... alone."
With that Damon breezed off to his bedroom, that he shared with his so called wife.
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Bonnie turned on her back and opened her eyes. After Elena had brought her to the guest room, they had talked only for a while until she let her best friend go and get some sleep. That was over two hours ago and since then Bonnie couldn't sleep.
As soon as she shut her eyes, she replayed the whole day again and again. How she woke up next to Damon, then her meeting with her own daughter she had with Damon, the family day and of course the moments before she came into this guest room.
She couldn't forget the sadness she saw in Damon's face and she couldn't get over the fact, that hurt him in the worst way. He obviously had very strong and deep feelings for her and she could really feel that.
The day she spent with him and their daughter had been awesome. They didn't do much at the mall, but she liked how loving and caring Damon was. Not just with their daughter Caitlyn but also with her. He spoke to her with this strong, yet quiet and sweet voice, sometimes he brushed his hand with hers and sent a chill through her body. Later he had placed his hand on the small of her back, like it was the most normal thing and caressed her with clothes covered skin. Bonnie had jumped a little and he had taken his hand off her as soon as it had happened, but she had to admit that it didn't feel that bad. Actually his touch was warming her and kind of made her feel comfortable.
Seeing him so deeply hurt was not what she wanted to happen and it wasn't fair.
Bonnie sighed heavily, then got up from bed and walked on her toes to Damon's bedroom. She hadn't forgotten where it was, of course not.
When she stood there, in front of his door she decided against the idea of knocking, so she slowly turned the door knob and opened the door.
The brigthly shining moonlight enabled her to see Damon on the king size bed. He was lying on his back with both arms under his head.
"Damon, are you already sleeping", Bonnie whispered as she moved closer to the bed.
He turned his head toward her, then moved his hand to the lamp beside him and turned it on.
"Bonnie."
Bonnie first closed the door and then sat down on the bed, on the side of the bed she woke up the last morning.
"I'm sorry for what I said and how I acted earlier. It just wasn't fair. We had a wonderful day today and then I treated you like a no one. I saw how sad my words made you, I didn't want it to happen, so I'm here to apologise... For hurting you and for not being the Bonnie you used to know, I don't know why I lost my memories but I want them back. Not just for myself, but also for you and especially for Caitlyn. I want to be the Bonnie that Caitlyn needs."
Damon had watched her all the time and with her being so near to him it almost felt like she's never been away. He came into a sitting position and cubbed her face with both of his hands. His thumbs caressed her cheeks carefully and so lightly. For Bonnie it felt like she was touched by feathers.
She watched as Damon came closer and closer. She didn't move an inch away, her eyes where focused on his hypnotic baby blue eyes, that where now so damn near that she could get lost in them.
And then it happened. Damon lips were placed on hers.
Damon was kissing her and she wasn't holding him back.
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Oh yes, it happened. They kissed, what do you guys think about it?
Please tell me.
