ok so here's the next chapter and as promised here is the correct guessers

Yaoifangirl89

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Oliakiella


Chapter 8: Unwanted Outcast

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"Seguchi-san?" Shuichi said looking at the blond man leaning against the wall.

"Shindou-san, quiet a few people have been looking for you" he said standing up looking at the young man in front of him.

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*****earlier that day***


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Tohma looked at Ryuichi as the man sucked on a sucker playing with Kumagoro. He was being strangely.

"Ryuichi is something wrong?" he asked looking at the child-man.

"Tohma if someone asked you not to tell someone something but, you knew it might help other people. What would you do?" Ryuichi asked looking at Tohma as he started to chew on Kumagoro's ears.

"Well, that would depend on who it would help" he said sitting down next to him. Ryuichi looked torn between saying more and keeping quiet.

"All right, how about I ask you questions and you shake or nod your head" Tohma said trying a game they had used in high school. Ryuichi nodded looking at him.

"Will it help me to know this?" he asked, he thought for a minute before shaking his head.

"Noriko?" he asked, and again a head shake

"K?" this one made him stop and think, he gave a half shake half nod, "ok"

"How about BAD LUCK" he asked, he nodded without thought.

"Is this about Shuichi?" he asked his eyes critical. Ryuichi nodded again his eyes much like that of a kicked puppy.

"Tell me what you know Ryuichi" he said softly. He whined and pulled out the sheet of paper that Shuichi had written the information on. Tohma looked at it, he memorized the home address.

"Don't worry about it Ryu. No one else needs to know" Tohma said, he could not let Yuki have this information it would ruin his life.

"Really Tohma-chan?" Ryu asked looking at him.

"Yes, it is better you keep your promise to Shindou-san" Tohma said with a smile.

"Thanks tohma you're so smart" he said with a smile.

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"What do you want Seguchi-san?" Shuichi asked, he was tired. After lunch his little girl had decided to practice kicking at his kidney.

"I believe we need to talk" he said smoothly his face ever calm.

"And what do we have to talk about?" Shuichi said, letting his bad mood seep into his voice.

"Your choices. I wish only to speak of yours and your child's future." Tohma said, "Will you open the door so that we can go inside. I am sure that you do not wish for your neighbors to hear this conversation" Shuichi glared at the man pulling his keys out and opening the door. They both entered the apartment and shuichi turned on the lights.

Tohma took in the apartment, it was plain but not boring. It reminded him a lot of Eiri's apartment.

"Either start talking or get out" Shuichi said crossing his arms over his chest.

"I wish to offer a compromise" Tohma said, shuichi raised an eyebrow, "a few propositions for you" he hadn't really thought of it until a few minutes ago, but Mika desperately wanted a child, why not give her one.

"Give the child up for adoption. They would have a family with two parents, and could be completely normal. And you could go back to Eiri come back to BAD LUCK" he said watching Shuichi.

"No one is ever going to love her the way I can. I will not give her up" Shuichi hissed at him, even suggested that he give up this baby was insane.

"What life will it have with you. You have no skills but your singing, you are a child yourself at the best of times." Tohma said

"I will not give HER up." Shuichi snarled

"If you keep it you'll never see Eiri again" Tohma said making it clear that Shuichi would never get near Eiri with that child.

"Get out" Shuichi yelled at him, resting a hand on his stomach as she kicked. She wasn't happy with Tohma either it looked like.

"If you go near Eiri with that Bastard I will destroy you" Tohma said with a smiled before leaving the apartment.

Once he was gone Shuichi started to sob, making his way over to the couch. He held his swollen stomach as he sobbed. What was he going to do? He had known giving Ryuichi the information was a bad idea. But, he'd wanted so bad to think that his idol would keep his word.

After he had cried himself dry he sat staring at the blank TV as she kicked away. He flipped on the TV, and started flipping through channels. He stopped startled when he came across a rerun of a talk show, it was an interview with Yuki. He didn't hear what was being said...he really didn't care. The smoothness of his older lovers voice washed over him, their little princess seemed to calm as Shuichi submerged in the smooth voice.

Shuichi slowly fell over on the couch falling to sleep. As he fell into sleeps gentle embrace, dreams of his lover holding him securing his calm and pleasant dreams.

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Yuki had returned home earlier that day, and now sat at his desk staring at the blank document. He couldn't do anything but think about Shuichi and their daughter. He opened a blank document in a knew format and started working.

He turned on one of Shuichi's CDs as he worked letting his small strawberry lovers voice push him onward.

As the night went on he sent and email to Mizuki, telling her he wanted to meet with her on a new book in a week. He looked at what he had typed up, this was defiantly going to change the why the world saw him. And strangely he didn't care, all he could do was hope that it would somehow reach Shuichi and her...what ever her name would be.

He hoped it would show shuichi and her that he loved them...would always love them. That was all he could hope for, that his worlds would somehow reach his lover and their beautiful little girl.

On the nights she felt alone, or unwanted...as an outcast. She could find some comfort in the words and know she is the most loved girl in the world.


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