~okay, I know that the last chapter was sort but I will try to make this one longer for you, im getting tired and I really wanted to wright more but I didn't and I don't know why…anyway, this chapter is going to be kind of romantic/fluffy, so yeah I just wanted you to know that. On to the story

Bella pov.

my heart was beating out of my chest as I pulled up to first beach and I saw Jacob and Paul standing there with looks of love, joy, fear pain and anger in there eyes. Getting out of the car I could see the smiles on there face grows and I could feel the love coming off of them.

As I walked I didn't dare look into there eyes, afraid that if I did the reality of this would make me crumble under the pressure. As I took my final steps and stood silently there in front of them everything that had happened flashed through my eyes like a film.

Everything that I was hear for made sense, everything that I knew had to happen was clear, I lifted up my head and began to speak.

"Today, I mad my decision, about the person im going to be with and at first I was confused, because I love both of you so much I just couldn't imagine giving either of you up, but then I got a call from Alice and she told me to pick the one that the bond was strongest with when I imprinted, When she told me that I instantly had my answer.

"Paul, when I imprinted on you I felt that you were the only one in the room beside me and I felt that you were all that I could notice, but when I imprinted on Jacob, I felt that without him I would break into two and no longer be able to live, like I couldn't live without him" I said and when I looked up what I saw put tears into my eyes.

There was so much pain on his face, so much anger and hurt, as if someone were to have killed him family or ripped out his heart and it devastated me, to know that I hurt someone like Edward had hurt me.

"Paul, im so sorry"

"Save it Bella, you love him not me, I guess ill just have to live with that"

He said and then ran off into the woods as I started crying, I felt like a monster, I felt pain and betrayal and lastly I felt like Edward. i hated myself so much and all I could do was let the tears take me over.

Falling to the ground I felt Jake rap his arms around me and pull me to his chest rocking me gently and telling me that it was all going to be okay as he placed kisses on my head, I turned so I could see his face, he was smiling but his eyes showed fear.

"Jake what's wrong"?

"Im just scared Bella, what if im not meant to be with you, what if Edward comes back and you leave me for him" he said with nothing but sadness in his voice.

"Jake, you have nothing to worry about, you are the love of my life, when I saw you that day not only did my world stop, but my soul felt as if you were a part of it and without you I would no longer be able to live, to breath, Jake I choose you because, I love you" I said and I felt hot tears run down my cheek and Jake wiped them away.

"I love you too" he said looking into my eyes and I could feel that what he had said was what he meant. Cupping my face he brought his lips to mine and kissed me sweetly on the lips bringing fire through out my body.

"Love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you" he said with quick kisses placed on my lips.

"Jake, I love you too" I said and I fell asleep there in his arms.

~okay it was a little longer then the last chapter, but not long enough in my opinnion but i got to go soo, tell me what you think and leave me som comments!!!!! i live for the reviews. live for them