What Can Love Do?
Hello, thanks for supporting my story until now… thanks for the reviews too… I appreciate it soo much! Love yah all…here is another chapter of my story wish you enjoy… oh and sory if my first chapters revolves on the first month of mikan in gakuen alice… please wait for the chapters after the first month of mikan in gakuen alice! And please support the natumikan love in my story… here is the chapter 7…
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Chapter 7: The Last Feelings and GoodbyeSunday came mikan was still asleep when she flipped her whole body she felt someone hugging her tight, she felt rapid breathing and her room has a man's scent… when mikan turned again she saw natsume lying beside her…
KYAAAAAA!
Natsume was disturbed by the scream… when he opened his eyes he saw mikan by his side… " What the –" when he eyed the room he saw that I wasn't his room and he remembered that he was lying on the bed beside mikan and they both fell asleep… "I fell asleep here?" he asked but mikan won't reply she was shocked she thought something happened… " Hey! Snap out mikan!" natsume said… " Gomen! I fell asleep last night!" he screamed…
Knock… knock … knock…
"Mikan I'm going in!" hotaru said as she opened the door she was shocked to see mikan and natsume both in the bed, both just woke up… " What are you doing here hyuuga?" she asked… "Um, hotaru he fell asleep here because I asked him to something for me so don't get mad…" mikan pleaded… " Fine, by the way I met Sumire, she told me that she still cares for you… really you're bonds are strong… just try to apologize to her and wait for the outcome…" … "I still want her back… she was right that I was the reason why he died but I can't lose her too I had enough!"…
that afternoon mikan tried to talk with Sumire she tried to apologize but she was keeping the distance from her… she saw koko, anna and nonoko talking by the canteen… she sat with them and try to eat when suddenly a girl approached her… "mikan, I'm sorry" then she walked away at her back was natsume and a blonde boy "hi" was the only thing he said mikan looked at him and said "hi" back… "I'm ruka nogi… yoroshiku" he said after reaching for her hand "and your sakura mikan right?" he continued with a smile…
"Sumire, why did you say sorry?" mikan asked… they were by the lockers that time… "because your boyfriend told me to… I was scared you know" Sumire replied, mikan thought boyfriend? " what do you mean? I don't have a boyfriend…" mikan explained… "then who was the guy last night?" Sumire tried to question "he was a friend of mine… I never had one… after him" mikan said with a descending tone of voice… "I want our friendship back Sumire… really but you keep running away from me… I'm sorry for not completing my promise that time… I didn't like what happened… I was so sad these previous years but one friend told me not to regret what happened instead just accept it…" mikan said… "please I really want you back to my life… I think it was better the time we didn't met him so now that his gone… please I want you back…" she pleaded more and more… " it's okay I will take the blame…" mikan continued… "it's really hard fro me that time to see you happy with him (inu shuichi) but I still tried to avoid you both… every time I see you with him I just want to die in an instant… I really want to forget about him… I really want to leave him to you cause you are both special to me…" Sumire cried… mikan hugged Sumire and said "I'm sorry Sumire!"…
after an hour mikan was walking with Sumire… mikan was thinking about inu how special he was to her and to Sumire, he was the reason why they're friendship was about to begin again…
mikan introduced Sumire to kokoroyomi, anna, nonoko… she was so glad to meet mikan inside and be friends with her again… when she met natsume she just smiled and said " hi, I'm sorry about last night… I'm – " natsume cut her and continued for her " sumire shouda right? It's alright no problem about that…" he then flashed a smile back… when natsume looked at mikan in the eyes he saw mikan look at him and smiled… he blushed because of what happened that morning…
" hey, mikan… your friend kokoroyomi… is…" Sumire said… " He's cute right… really he makes me happy!" mikan said as she looked outside the window… Sumire blushed a little " do you like him?" mikan asked… "n-no way…h-he's immature you know!" Sumire replied in a worried manner… "it's okay to fall in love again Sumire… it's not because he died you should commit your whole life for him… "don't be scared to fall in love again it's just like a game of memory until you don't find your right match you wouldn't be happy… you will feel pain every time you love the wrong person but when you find that someone… if he really meant for you, even if he leaves you it will always be you and only you… so if your not meant for shuichi it means your meant for somebody else… in this way you will feel pain, rejection, jealousy but in the end others will feel this not you…if your not afraid to love maybe your afraid of rejection…" mikan blurted out as if there is no one who cold hear it… " ne, Sumire you know I'm really happy that we are friends again… I wish to bring back every as it seem again…" when mikan looked at Sumire she was already fast asleep… " really I'm so happy…" she smiled and left Sumire inside the room and wnet for a little walk… it was already 9 in the evening walking by the roads of gakuen alice it was cold that night but she still kept on walking suddenly she looked at the sky and saw it full with wonderful stars she then remembered the phrase her mom always told her " every star has a shining façade that hides the darkness that envelops it more inside…"… I got it… now I know what you meant… kaa-san… " she was right hiding all the sadness that humans feel makes it more painful to accept…"
= " flashback" =
"honey, how are you doing in school?" mikan's mother asked… "okaa-san, I'm very happy! I have so many friends don't worry!"…the next day her parents were called to the office… " yuka-san, yukihara-san your daughter mikan-chan she is always bullied by her classmates… when I asked her if you knew about this she said that it's better if you don't know about it so I called you out… she has high grades that's why everyone bully her… I think it's better if she transfer…"… mikan was lying to her parents!?… "mikan why didn't you told us about you being bullied?"… " because I don't want you to worry… I'm sorry" yuka hugged her and said "mikan I hope this will help you in the mere future…always remember that every star has a shining façade that hides the darkness that envelops it more inside…mikan don't forget that…"…
= "end of flashback" =
mikan was looking at the stars when she stopped walking and saw a tree, a sakura tree… her favorite…the wind blew more hard… she wasn't wearing any sweater… when suddenly someone put a jacket on her shoulders and said "it's cold outside but you can still go out without any jacket or anything… baka…" when she turned she saw natsume standing there… "w-what are you doing here?" she asked… "I should be the one asking you that you're a girl but your still out here at this time?" natsume asked… "I-I can't sleep… you?" she asked again… "same" was his reply to mikan… they talked under the tree for an hour… and when they were about to go back mikan said "here's your jacket…", "no it's alright I'll just get it back… next time, so I'll be going… see you…"… "yeah, good night…" mikan said as she smiled and entered her room… Sumire was still asleep in the bed she changed and slept beside her… while she was sleeping she dreamt of talking to inu shuichi… he appeared infront of her and kiss her with the wind… but then she said:
inu, I'm sorry for always regretting my meeting with you… but right now I'm really thankful that you were the reason why were here together as friends again… I'm sorry but if this is for the best you should just stay in our past…I know that it will be painful for us but if this is the only way to forget the past… I do love you but if ever someone come after you I want to protect him forever and ever, I will never leave his side and I will never let him go again…I will miss those times you look at me with you're cold eyes, those times I smell your scent, those times you hug me I felt your warmth and the time that we share… I will miss all the times that you promise to protect me… this time I am the one who will protect… I just want to tell this to you for the last time, if ever you hear me please be happy and be free… shuichi…I want… to say… goodbye…
one by one inu was disappearing at a glimpse of an eye he vanished in front of her… as she heard his voice echo that says…
I love you… mikan… your already free… goodbye…End of chapter 7!
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