This story comes yet again before I ended it in the first intros

This story comes yet again before I ended it in the first intros. Enjoy.

NOTE: I am going to do a disclaimer and everything so don't get all worried about it, I know these magical characters are not mine.

They reached their room and she went and laid on the bed waiting for him. She flipped her hair off her neck hoping to tip the favor for her. She laid there a while before sitting up and watching him pace the room. This was torture.

"You promised you would if I married you." Bella whispered so she could barely hear, but she knew he did because he looked at her.

"Ok, then lets do this…" He replied easily. His eyes gave away that he had one more trick up his sleeve. He walked over to her and kissed her making her heart go crazy. "You are beautiful enough now though." This made her blush. He put a hand to her red face and smiled slightly.

"Please…" Was all Bella said. He closed his eyes and moved in and kissed her again. He then moved to her neck and she tensed up. He hesitated and drew back.

"You aren't ready…" He said to her and moved to cross the room again. Bella caught his arm and pulled him back.

"I can be a little afraid but that doesn't mean I'm not ready. Now do it!" Bella looked into his eyes and saw that he wanted her to be with him forever but he didn't want it to be like this. "I love you."

"I love you too." Edward kissed her one last time before moving down to her neck. He kissed it and held his lips to her throat for what seemed like forever.

"What are you waiting for?" Bella asked him. She loved the feel of his lips on her skin, but she wanted to be with him forever not just a lifetime.

"I wanted to think about if I could get away with something." Edward said bringing his head up to her level again.

"What do you want to get away with?" Bella was completely curious about what he could possibly be talking about.

"This, of course." Edward said kissing her and pushing her back on the bed. Bella's heart flew as he kissed her. She kissed wildly back. She wanted him all over again, it was exactly like the previous night. The problem was that this time Edward was trying to avoid Bella while being with her.

"No, no, no." Bella said when Edward pulled back to let her breath. "You can't change my mind. Or make me forget." She still pressed herself against his cold body.

"No? I guess I can't change it. But I can give myself time." Edward said before pulling himself off of her and dragging her with him. He pulled her out of the door and down the stairs and into his Volvo faster then Bella could think.

Edward was flying down the roads again Bella still wondering what was happening. She was breathing hard and looking curiously at Edward.

"What do you think you are doing!?" Bella almost screamed. Edward glanced at her with pleading eyes.

"I can't do it. I need time. I want to do it. Not Alice. I need time." Edward said in short sentences. He seemed amazed at what he just did himself. "I'm driving to a place where I can have time."

"You promised! You can't just do this to me!" Bella was crying now. She had no idea what Edward was doing or why.

"I need time." Was all Edward could muster. He drove on without looking at Bella. He just put his arm around her and held her to him as he drove.

Bella fell asleep after a while. Edward still held her to him and sped on at top speed. He knew where he was going. When they arrived Edward sat and stared at the little cabin for almost an hour as Bella slept on his shoulder.

"Bella, were here. Wake up." Edward nudged Bella slightly. Bella sat up in her seat, and Edward was at her door in a second opening it and pulling her into his arms like a baby.

"No, I'm mad at you!" Bella said struggling in his arms. He placed her down but led her to the door of the cabin and let her in. He followed her and shut and locked the door behind him.

"Bella can we talk?" Edward asked and grabbed Bella's shoulder. She was shaking with tears. Edward tried to pull her to him but she pulled away. She stood there shaking while Edward watched her unable to help.

"Why?" Was all she was able to croak through her tears. It was dark in the cabin so she couldn't see where they were at all.

"I need time. Only a little while, and I know if I wait Alice will change you. I don't want that." Edward hung his head and stared at the floor. All he wanted was to take Bella in his arms and hold her until he had the courage to do what he had to do.

Bella flew at him. Her arms rapped around him and he held her back. The two were just a pair of lost lovers trying to get through their first hardship. Each other.

"You were right." Bella said as they held each other. "I wasn't ready, I'm not ready." Her tears started to fade but still she held onto Edward like a small child.

"I lied though, I am sorry. My dear sweet wonderful Bella." Edward held onto her lightly but with the same need as her. "The thing is I am ready I just don't want to hurt you."

"Maybe tomorrow then. Tomorrow I might be ready for real too." Bella said with a smile. Edward held her and walked to the door his arms still around her. They walked together out to the car in the dark. They had never even turned the lights on in the cabin.

Neither of them knew that in the darkness beyond the trees a vampire, Cassandra, was watching. Just out of the thought range of Edward at that exact moment. She turned and fled before Edward heard her thoughts. She had to report to her master. Aro.