Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or Big Love.

"Look ma look! It's snowing!"

I looked outside my kitchen window and it was indeed snowing. Eric rubbed my swollen belly. Being nine months pregnant and hot is the worse so I welcomed the snow. It was February, and Thanksgiving and Christmas went by so quickly. There wasn't much else I could do. We celebrated with family and I got a lot of gifts for the baby of course. When the holidays passed, Edward has been as busy as ever because of the booming success the stores have had. Tanya has been filling in for a teacher on maternity leave, and Kate has been traveling home more and more often.

I didn't mind being alone. I worked best like this. During my days when the kids were at school, I would clean the three houses, cook dinner, prepare lunches, take naps and enjoy being by myself. Since the incident with Edward and Kate, I've chosen to spend more of my time with Tanya. We always haven't seen eye to eye, but she is an amazing sister wife. I've learned so much about life because of her wisdom and being married to her, while at times have been a challenge, has been ultimately rewarding. Kate and I haven't had much to say to each other. Don't get me wrong, I love Kate equally as Tanya, but what Kate did was awful. She knows it, that's why when I see the look of guilt on her face whenever I walk into the room, I can't help but forgive her. She's not a very warm person. She's seen a lot of things growing up on the compound, things I could never face. She strong and will minded. I love her for her imperfections and because ultimately she makes me a better person.

Besides, I had more important things to worry about, like being a great mother to our eight soon to be nine kids. I rubbed my growing belly. Edward has been much more present during this pregnancy. He's been on many doctor visits. He gives me foot and back rubs and was overall very attentive. We haven't talked about what happened between him and Kate; he's just spent the last three months ignoring it. Our nights have been awkward. I use to look forward to being with him, but every third night for the past three months has been filled with meaningless conversations. It got to the point where I would give my nights with Tanya or Kate. He wouldn't argue. I just wanted my husband back. I was doing laundry when I heard the sliding door to my house open.

"Hello?"

Edward voice pierced through our house.

"I'm in the laundry room." I yelled back. He was there in two seconds.

"Hi."

"Hey."

He just stared at me. This is awkward.

"Kate is spending the night at the compound, Yvette passed away."

I stopped folding my clothes. Yvette was Kate's fifth mom. She had been sick for a while.

"How horrible. How'd it happen?"

"I'm not sure. She's going to call later for the details. The boys are going to stay with Tanya tonight. And KellyAnne is going to watch our kids."

"Why?"

"Tonight we are going to dinner."

Dinner? No wife receives "special attention". We never really go out unless the other wives are there.

"How does Tanya feel about this?"

"She said it's a good idea. She's noticed something. We all have. I know what I did was wrong…and I'm sorry."

I continued folding. "I'm not feeling to well. I have heartburn and I threw up earlier. I haven't kept anything down. I just want to take a bath, eat some ice and lay down."

Edward came behind me. He didn't touch me or say anything, but I felt him. I closed my eyes.

"Please forgive me. I know these three months have been difficult. I've been trying…I have been trying and trying and I just wish you would forgive me. Please." He put his head on top of mine.

"I have forgiven you. I just don't know how to go back to being how we were. I don't trust you. Was that the first time you've done that? Do you do that when it's not our night?" I turned around. My belly pushed him back an inch or two. "Do you fuck them on our night?" Edward winced. I have a bad mouth. It's been something I've struggled with.

"No, it was a mistake, a mistake I don't take lightly. What I did was wrong. I know. I hurt you and Kate and Tanya. I've…lost your trust. But baby," He put his hands on my face. "Our family wasn't complete until you. I wasn't complete. You complete me, you and our children. Please. Please. Please. I'm sorry."

He kissed my cheeks, forehead and mouth. I didn't realize I was crying until he kissed me. I put my arms around his neck and kissed him back. He was in his suit but without the jacket. I pulled at his tie and unbuttoned his shirt. He broke the kiss and pulled my shirt over my head. As soon as I went for his pants, I heard a soft voice.

"Daddy, can we go to the park?" Taylor, Tanya's youngest asked? I jumped and turned around. Edward adjusted the bulge in his pants and quickly closed his shirt.

"I'm sorry honey, but your mother Bella and I are going to dinner."

"Oh okay. Have fun."

"Thanks honey." I said.

We were both breathing heavy. "Wear something nice." Edward said as he walked out.

I hate to admit it, but I had butterflies.

I wore my only fancy maternity dress. It was plain black, but I out on some fancy earrings, a long necklace and some really great make-up. I felt like a pretty whale.

"What do you think about Amelia?"

I asked Edward. We had just found out our baby was a girl and decided to keep it a secret from the family.

"I like Amelia." He said lacing up his shoes. Where ever we were going, it was going to be fancy because he was wearing a nice grey suit and a white shirt.

"I didn't know it was going to be this fancy."

"It's a restaurant."

"I don't want to sit at a restaurant."

He gave me an incredulous look before saying, "You've begged and begged me for a date and now you don't want it." I was sounding crazy.

"It's not that. Why wait until I'm nine months pregnant to give me a date. This is on you. Can't we wait until after the baby is born? I won't feel so silly trying to push into a chair too small for me."

He was already unbuttoning his shirt and stepping out of his shoes. He didn't put up much a fight.

"I am hungry though. Go to Taco Bell please." He looked frustrated and I smiled. For the next two hours, I had him drive to four different fast food places, tell me everything off each menu, just to end up saying I didn't want any of them. I made a grilled cheese tucked in bed and laughed as I drifted off to sleep. When he got home, he collapsed on the bed utterly exhausted, I heard the faint sound of his stomach growling, and I thought. Karma is a bitch