Once again, I am not Stephanie Meyer and do not own Twilight. Just using her toys for my own pleasure LOL.
Chapter 6
EPOV
Last night had been utterly perfect. I had longed for the night that Bella would be completely mine. She knew I loved her and I knew she loved me, and that was enough until she was ready. Jacob had taken so much from her, of course he had given her the twins, but the way they were conceived were utterly horrendous. He had taken a piece of her that could never be replaced and I wasn't about to push her into something that she didn't want. So when she came to me last night, my heart was soaring. The moment was perfect. She had solidified my need to have her and keep her safe forever. Holding Bella in my arms was the closest thing to heaven that I had ever been. To say that I loved Bella was an understatement. I couldn't wait to make her my wife. Only three more months to go. I watched her chest rise and fall with the evenness of her breaths. It was 3am and still no nightmare from Bella. She had fallen asleep sounding in my arms. I hadn't budged an inch out of the fear of waking her. Luckily the twins had always been sleeping through the night.
"Edward…" Bella mumbled breaking the silence.
I looked down to see those two brown eyes staring back at me. "Yes love."
I answered.
"I love you." She told me lazily.
"And I you love." I replied as I pulled her closer to me. "Now love, let's sleep, gotta go dress shopping tomorrow." She groaned. "Can't we just elope?" I laughed.
"No love. Just three more months." She snuggled more deeply in my chest. "Sleep now love. Just sleep." Before the words were even said, her breathing became even once more and I knew she was sleeping. It was only then that my eyes began to droop. I paced a soft kiss on her forehead before closing my eyes and succumbing to the darkness that awaited.
BPOV
I woke the next morning to the sun shining brightly in my eyes. Another sunny day in Forks, that's almost impossible, but I wasn't going to complain. I felt around the bed for Edward. No doubt his absence meant the twins were up and he hadn't woken me. I glanced toward the clock. 10:30am. God I'd really slept well. I thought back, I'd slept the whole night….no nightmares. I almost choked on air. I couldn't even remember a night without a nightmare of Jake. It had been years since I'd slept the whole night. It had to have been Edward.
I wasn't ashamed of what I had done last night. I loved Edward and he loved me. We were getting married. He had adopted my babies. We were a family. Emmett loved him. Alice treated him like a brother. Jasper and Rose had been friends with him for years. My dad put him on a pedestal after he had saved me.
When I had arrived here, I was utterly broken. I wanted to hide the pregnancy from everyone, especially Edward. When my secret was out they'd all excepted me. I didn't expect that. Things had moved so fast. I had found myself healing, something I'd never thought was possible. Then Jake came back and left me and Emmett almost dead. Emmett had healed and I was left in a coma. Although I have no idea what happened in those months, Alice had told me bits and pieces. I knew Edward had foregone being college to sit at the hospital with me. I knew he had helped Emmett with his physical therapy. I knew he and Jazz had practically carried Emmett to see me that first day in the hospital. Most importantly I knew he loved me, and I him.
I pulled myself up from the bed and made my way to the closet. I was buying a wedding dress today. My wedding dress, for my wedding, to the man of my dreams. I couldn't help but be excited about that. I tried not to show it too much, I knew if Alice and Rose found out I actually enjoyed wedding shopping, I'd be doing it everyday. Which would mean less time with the family, and I didn't want to give that up. No way. I quickly grabbed some clothes and headed to the bathroom to ready myself for the day.
Okay guys. Here's another chapter. I know it's kinda short. Sorry about the lack of a lemon here as well. I tried to write it, but I felt like I couldn't do it justice. So I left it to the imagination. This just gives a little insight into what Edward and Bella are thinking. Next chapter comes a little drama. I know my updates have been sporadic but I'm hoping to get the next chapter written and out by tomorrow. (fingers crossed). Enough of an author's note now………….balls in your court REVIEW!
