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Four's P.O.V.
I wake up to looking at my beautiful girlfriend, her sleeping next to me as the white sheets covered both of our bodies. She was so gorgeous and I'm so happy that we were able to share a night like what we had last night.
I saw her eyes flutter open as she was looking at me.
"Good morning." She says to me.
"Good morning beautiful." I say to her. "Are you hungry?" I ask her.
"Kind of."
"Lets go down to the cafeteria and get something to eat." I say. she smiles before I get out of bed, putting my clothes on.
I had my boxers and pants on when I notice her sit up in bed and her face scrunched up like it hurt to sit up.
"Tris whats wrong?" I ask her.
"Nothing." She says, trying to smile but failing miserably. I knew something was wrong, and when I looked down on the white sheets, I saw little drops of blood.
I felt so horrible. Words could not describe how bad I felt. I hurt Tris so bad during sex last night that I actually made her bleed!
"Tris I am so sorry!" I say, sitting down on the bed next to her.
"What do you mean?" She asks, trying to sit up.
"I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you and I definitely didn't mean to make you bleed!" I say almost crying now. I usually don't cry a lot, but I felt so bad and stupid for hurting Tris. I felt so horrible that the whole time I was having sex with her, I was actually hurting her!
I see her look down and see the blood on the white sheets. She suddenly looked at me and looked confused.
"Four..." She says.
"Why didn't tell me I was hurting you?" I ask her.
"Because, it was your first time and I didn't want to ruin it for you."
I put my head in my hands as I felt a tear roll down my cheek. I hurt Tris so bad and I was only doing it for my pleasure to!
"Four its okay, really-
"No its not! I hurt you badly Tris!" I say almost yelling now.
Tris sat up and hugged me. She talked to me in a calming voice.
"Four its going to be okay, it was just a little blood not a whole lot." She says. "And besides I expected it to hurt, I mean it hurts for everybody's first time right?"
I nod my head and hug her back.
"I'm so sorry." I say to her.
"I'm okay Four, really." She says, before kissing me on the lips. I kiss her back, before we both break apart.
"Lets go down to get breakfast okay?" She asks me, smiling.
I just smile back. I don't think I can have sex with her again. I just don't ever want to hurt her again.
"Okay." I say, before we both get dressed and go down to breakfast.
Four's P.O.V.
Me and Tris sat down at the table beside Will, Christina, and Zeke.
"Hey you guys!" Zeke said in a happy voice.
"Hey Tris I'm gonna go get some coffee you want to go get some with me?" Christina asked Tris.
"Okay." Tris said before getting up with Christina and going to get coffee.
Now its just me, Zeke, and Will at the table.
"Whats wrong Four? You haven't said a word all morning." Zeke says. "Did something happen between you and Tris?"
I sigh before I told them what happened. How we had sex last night for the first time and how I ended up hurting her. How I saw blood this morning and totally freaked out.
"Did she seem to be enjoying it?" Will asked.
"I mean I thought she was until she told me this morning..." I said back.
"I kind of expected it to hurt for Tris when she first had sex because I mean she's from abnegation-
"She's dauntless now." I said to Zeke.
"Well anyways I still expected it to hurt for her." Zeke replied.
"I just don't think I can ever have sex with her again... I just can't hurt her." I said. "I mean I even made her bleed! Is that normal when you first have sex?"
"I don't know if its normal... but it definitely hurts for a girl the first time she has sex." Will said.
"Have you ever made a girl bleed before?" I ask everyone at the table.
"Well no... not really." Will said.
"Not even with Christina?" I ask him.
"Nah, she was fine when we first had sex."
"Ughhh." I said before slamming my head down on the table.
"I guess you won't be having sex for a while then..." Zeke said.
I don't know what to do about this. I hurt Tris badly and I don't know how I can ever make it up to her.
Tris's P.O.V.
"Sooo I wanna know!" Christina said while we were getting coffee across the cafeteria.
"About what?" I asked her confused.
"You know... about you and Four having sex..." She said smiling.
"Oh... well... um..." I said.
"Was it everything you expected?" Christina asks me excitedly.
"Well, no not really. It actually really hurt really bad... And when I woke up this morning Four noticed that he made me... bleed last night. He started freaking out and I told him not to worry about it but... I just don't think that he wants to have sex with me again. He doesn't want to hurt me." I say kind of sadly.
"Oh." Christina said with a frowning face.
"Well maybe it won't be so bad next time." Christina says, taking a sip of her coffee.
"That's the thing. I don't think there will be a next time because Four doesn't want to hurt me." I say.
I look over at the table and see Four. He still looks upset from this morning.
What am I going to do?
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