Well, here it is, the date. By the way this chapter includes this story's very first lemony adventure!! YAY! Big thanks to my beta LedyBug. As always I do not own anything Twilight, but I did see New Moon again today and nearly drooled on the people in front of me from the sight of Rob. lol I also do not own Two is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls. Hope you enjoy Dirty Edward in this chapter. I know I do. Mmmm Dirty Edward... =)

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Chapter 7

BPOV

As I sat at my lab table and waited for class to start I placed my head in my hands and thought about Edward. I couldn't deny the attraction I had to him, but is the attraction we share strong enough to save him from his self hate. Could he ever feel the same way I do when he thinks so little of himself? If anything I am unworthy of him, he is extraordinary, everything any woman wants and I am simple, average, ordinary…

I heard Mr. Varner enter the room and begin the lecture. I pulled my hands away and found myself seated next to the star of my thoughts. I had no idea that he was my lab partner. What was I supposed to do now? I peered over at him through the corner of my eye and noticed Edward was entirely focused on me. I took a deep breath and forced myself to listen to Mr. Varner. After several minutes of trying to pay attention to the lecture I felt a note slide underneath my notebook. I pulled it out to read what Edward had written.

You were right. I am sorry I was such an idiot. I'm just scared. Do you forgive me?

My heart began to pick up in pace. He wanted my forgiveness. Did that mean that he wanted me still? I wrote a quick response and passed the note back to him.

There's nothing to forgive.

I saw his eyes light up as I shot him a smile. He wrote another note and slid it back to me. I felt my heart race at the thought of what it would say. I was terrified that he had determined I wasn't good enough for him, that he was to afraid to be near me. I was so scared that I almost didn't open it, but I couldn't help myself, I had to read it.

So, we still on for tonight then?

I could have very well lost my mind at that moment just from being so deliriously happy. It took all my effort to not jump up and down on the desk. I laughed internally at the thought. My face broke out into a huge smile and all I could do was nod my head in response.

The rest of biology was spent taking notes as I frequently looked over to catch glimpses of the gorgeous man sitting next to me. When class was over I put my books back into my bag and stood to leave. I realized then that Edward was still there waiting for me. He reached for my bag and I handed it to him.

"Let me walk you to your last class," he said as he threw my bag over his shoulder.

I gave him a smile and nodded my head as he reached his hand out to grab mine. We walked out of class hand in hand towards the gym and I was so caught up in the moment that I didn't even realize everyone was staring at us until I heard Angela's voice.

"Oh my god!"

When I snapped out of my haze I caught sight of Angela and practically the entire student body with eyes wide as they starred at Edward's hand in mine. The heat rushed to my face and I felt Edward squeeze my hand lightly as he leaned in to whisper in my ear.

"It's alright, love. They are just surprised is all. Come on let's get you to class."

He walked with me the rest of the way. We stopped in front of the locker room door and he handed me my bag.

"Try not to hurt yourself in there I've heard you can be pretty clumsy. I wouldn't want you to miss our date tonight," he said as he brushed my hair out of my eyes with a smirk on his face.

"I will try my best, but I can't guarantee anything," I replied with a laugh.

"I'll be by your house to pick you up at 6. Alright, love?" he asked.

I simply nodded in response and he leaned forward and placed a very chaste kiss on my lips before he left. I can't believe this is happening. This has to be a dream.

Gym went by fast. I ended up hitting Mike Newton in the head with a volley ball by accident, which was actually really funny. We were dismissed to change not long after that. I walked out to my truck and pulled the directions to the therapist out of my bag. I really didn't want to go, but it's not like I had a choice.

Therapy was a lot easier than I expected it to be, the woman who I talked to seemed surprised by my positive demeanor. I spent the hour explaining why I had tried to kill myself, and about the dream that I had that changed my perspective. She was concerned that I was bottling up my emotions. I was truly not the same person I was a week ago and it was extremely difficult to convince her of that. I told her that I still missed my parents very, very much, but had discovered after my dream that I couldn't spend my life focused on those who are no longer living. My parents would have wanted me to live a full and happy life and so that was what I intended to do. She seemed to be understanding after that, but still wanted to meet with me in a few weeks to see how I was doing.

I arrived home with an hour and a half to spare before Edward would pick me up. I didn't know what to expect tonight so I decided to make dinner. After I ate I placed Charlie's plate in the microwave for him to eat when he got home. It took me a half hour just to decide what to do with my hair. Eventually I just put some curls in it and left it down. I was putting on my dress when I heard the front door open.

"Dinner is in the microwave, Charlie!" I shouted down to him.

As I strapped on the heels Alice had left for me I called down to him one more time.

"Edward should be here any minute, I expect you to be nice!"

"Yeah, sure whatever, Bells!" He called back.

I heard a knock on the front door just as I pulled on my white pull over sweater. I took one last look in the mirror before I heard Charlie call for me.

"Hey Bells, Edward's here!"

After taking a deep breath I began to carefully descend down the stairs praying that I wouldn't fall in the heels I was wearing. How did Alice expect me to walk in these all night?

I diverted my gaze from my feet when I reached the bottom of the stairs and caught sight of the most stunning thing I had ever seen. I felt my heart race as my face flushed. Edward just stood on the porch gazing at me with wide eyes. He looked delicious in a pair of black dress pants, a white button up shirt and a black tie.

"Bella… you look absolutely radiant," he said as he reached out for my hand.

I was suddenly immensely grateful that Charlie had gone into the living room after I got downstairs. It would be so embarrassing if he had witnessed the way we had just looked at each other. I grabbed his hand and called out to Charlie.

"We're leaving now."

"Alright, Bells. Just be back by 10." He replied as we walked out the door.

Edward helped me into the car and before I knew it he was in the driver's seat next to me.

"How did you do that?" I exclaimed with my eyes wide with shock.

"Vampires are incredibly fast, love," he replied simply with a chuckle.

He started up the engine and as we drove down the street I felt compelled to ask where we were headed.

"So, where are we going?"

Edward glanced over at me and placed his hand on mine as he spoke.

"You'll see it's a surprise."

After a few minutes we turned down a dirt road and parked at the end of what looked to be a trail. Edward shut off the engine and stepped out of the car. It was already dark out so I couldn't see much of anything. Edward opened my door and helped me up to my feet.

"Umm, I don't think I am wearing the right shoes for this," I said as I pointed to my feet.

He looked at my shoes and then back up at my eyes.

"Hmm I suppose not. Well guess I will just have to carry you then," he said and with that he picked me up bridal style into his arms.

I let out a gasp and he looked at me with a smile as if to say, 'What?' He was so strong, it wasn't like I was fat or anything, but he lifted me like I would lift a feather, with no effort what so ever.

"I am going to run us there. Close your eyes, love," he whispered to me.

I complied and seconds later felt the cold air rush around me. As we ran it almost felt like we were flying. We came to a stop and Edward placed me on my feet. He stood behind me and took in a deep breath before he whispered in my ear.

"You smell so wonderful, like fresh strawberries. Keep your eyes closed. I'll let you know when you can open them."

I could feel the warmth of a fire by my side and the heat warmed my cold body. I waited only a short time before Edward spoke.

"Alright, love. You can open your eyes now."

I sucked in a surprised breath at the setting around me. There was a roaring fire and beside that was a white blanket laid out on the ground, but that wasn't what left me speechless. What took my breath away was the fact that there were red rose petals everywhere, they littered every inch of ground in the small meadow I was standing in and all I could smell was their sweet essence. I looked around for Edward, but couldn't see him and was worried he had left until I heard him call out to me from somewhere in the woods.

"Take a seat by the fire, love. I will be back in a second. You won't even have time to miss me."

I sat down on the blanket by the fire and true to his word before I even could think about him I heard a guitar begin to play. I looked in the direction of the sound and saw Edward walking toward me, guitar in hand. He knelt before me and my hands flew up to my mouth as he started to sing the lyrics to me.

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
Cause everything you do
And words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing


All I could focus on was Edward and the wonderful words that were flowing out of him.


So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you and
Maybe two is better than one, but
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone

Now I'm thinking two is better than one

I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes threatening to spill out.

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing


I began to break out in goose bumps all over from the passionate feelings that were building up inside of me.

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you and
Maybe two is better than one, but

There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
Now I'm thinking two is better than one

The intensity he sang with caused the tears to stream down in steady drops that rolled down to drip upon my sweater.

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

I was in udder shock at the compassion in his voice and found it was getting harder to breath with every word.

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you and
Maybe two is better than one, but
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking

It suddenly felt like my heart had grown to two times its normal size to accommodate the overwhelming love I had for him.

True I can't live without you
Cause baby two is better than one

There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I've figured out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one

I knew this was different then what others felt, I don't know how, but I did. The love I felt at this moment was never changing. Our souls were meant to be bound together now and always and I knew that I would never want for anyone else.

Two is better than one.

He finished the song and placed the guitar on the ground beside him and before I could stop myself I had my arms latched around his neck. The clouds had rolled in and as I crashed my lips against his I felt and heard the thunder boom. The rain began to pour down drenching the fire until it was nothing more than steam rising up in the air. My fingers grasped his hair while his right hand found the swell of my back and his left roamed my side and then came down to cradle my ass.

Lightning shot across the sky as our moans vibrated our lips. Edward lifted me in his arms without breaking away and took off into the trees. He ran through the forest and I could feel the wind rush past me as the rain fell on my skin. We reached the car and he pulled me in the backseat shutting the door behind him. The rain was pelting the car, but the muffled noises we were making made it almost inaudible.

His lips left mine and I felt the absence immediately, but before I had time to protest he was kissing me once again. I was laid across the seat as Edward hovered over me and I felt the water from his body dripping onto mine. I should be freezing cold, but I could feel the rumble of the car and the heat radiating through the vents. He moved so fast that I hadn't even realized he had turned on the car.

His lips moved to my neck to allow me to breath. He sucked on the skin just below my ear, covering his teeth with his lips and I couldn't help the words that escaped my mouth as he did.

"Oh God," I whimpered. That must have enticed him because his lips then found their way around my ear lobe which caused me to scream out. "Edward!"

The second his name left my lips I felt him rip my sweater from my body. The sound sent a shot of heat straight to my core, causing my arousal to pool between my legs. He took in a deep breath of my scent and let out a moan before whispering into my ear.

"Bella, oh Bella you smell divine, love."

He created a trail with his tongue from my ear to my collarbone savoring the skin on my now completely exposed neck.

"And so delicious," he groaned. He could have easily sunk his teeth into me, but all I could think about was the part of his body that I really wanted him to sink into me. He propped himself up on his left arm and pulled his face away from my neck. He looked down into my eyes as his right hand moved down my side. I writhed under his touch and just as the tips of his fingers reached the hem of my dress he stopped. Why did he stop? What did I do?

"Is this okay with you, love?" he asked as he tugged on the dress lightly to get his point across. Oh, he wanted my consent.

"Yes, Edward, please," I panted, my voice heavy with lust.

He pulled the dress above my head and starred with wide eyes at the sight of me in just my bra and underwear. Thank god, I had worn the only sexy set I owned. The dark blue strapless lace bra with matching thong set him off in the most wonderful way. The strain on his face was evident and I knew it was not from my blood. At this moment he wanted something completely different. I could see right through his drenched white shirt to the muscles there and let out a small moan at the sight.

"Dear god, you're exquisite," he said with deep admiration before letting out a sexy growl.

The way he growled made my already soaked, aching core drip with desire. I let out a loud groan that surely would have embarrassed me normally as I gripped onto his tie and pulled his mouth back to mine with all the force I was capable of. I kissed him hungrily letting out muffled cries of satisfaction against his lips while he fondled my breasts over my bra.

I ran my tongue against his lips in an effort to deepen the kiss and was surprised when he obliged. He slipped his tongue into my mouth and all I could think of was how amazing he tasted, like peppermint both spicy and sweet. Just a taste, one quick flick of the tongue and I was hooked. I knew I had to be careful around his teeth because I didn't want to tempt him in that way, but I would spend every second of our time together just trying to get another taste of him. He was officially my new favorite dessert.

He allowed me to push him back enough to remove his tie, but I didn't stop there. The heat of need was building inside of me and I had to see more of him, to have his skin against mine. I was able to undo the buttons on his shirt faster than I ever thought possible. I pulled on his sleeves like a hungry animal to expose his perfectly sculpted chest. My eyes roamed his abs, his pecs, and then his magnificent shoulders. Water drops fell from his hair and rolled down his chiseled front and I was completely captivated. I propped myself up onto my elbows and leaned into him.

"Oh, Bella…," he groaned as I ran my tongue from his shoulder to his neck. The divine taste mixed with his words encouraged me to tread deeper into uncharted territory. I slid out from under him and pressed his back against the seat and pulled my leg over to straddle him. Edward growled loud as my drenched lace thong came in contact with the bulge that had grown in his pants and my lips turned up into a devious smile at the power I had over him. I started to pull at his belt when I felt his hand on mine.

"This isn't safe Bella, I could hurt you with even the simplest touch," he panted with a worried look on his face.

I thought about that for a moment before stumbling upon an answer.

"Then keep your hands to yourself…Grip on to the seat and if you need me to stop, I will. I want to make you feel good, let me do this for you," I pleaded and I felt his hand release mine and move to the seat beside him. I unbuckled the belt as he let out a groan.

With the extra boost of confidence I gained from that sound I reached behind me and unclasped my bra. When I pulled it away I felt and saw the button on Edward's pants pop off unable to hold him any longer. I let out a loud moan at the realization that he hadn't worn any boxers. Every inch of him was perfect and he was huge. I honestly didn't know how he would ever fit inside of me when, I refused to think the word if, the time came. I reached between us and the second my fingers wrapped around his shaft he screamed out in pleasure.

"FUCK!"

When I heard such a dirty word come out of Edward's sweet mouth it turned me on in ways I never even knew possible. I felt my arousal begin to spread down my thighs as I started stroking him while gripping his side for support with my other hand. Driven on pure instinct I began to grind my throbbing core against his thighs. The friction against the bundle of nerves there made for the most amazing feeling. My head fell back as I moaned from the sensation. I gazed back down to see Edward's head fall back against the seat with a growl.

His hands dug into the seat ripping holes in the leather interior as he thrust himself in my hand. His eyes were tightly shut and his features were strained in a mixture of pleasure and need which only encouraged me to continue. The scent of our arousal was so strong that you could practically taste it in the air now, the perfect combination of peppermint and strawberries soaked in lust.

My heart was pounding in my chest as I moved along his thighs in rhythm with the hand that gripped onto his rock hard erection. I felt my stomach muscles begin to tighten with the threat of my impending climax.

"Oh, Edward I'm…I'm," I panted as I stroked him faster.

"That's it baby… Don't hold back. Come for me. Show me what I do to you... Shit, I'm so close... so fucking close." he whispered in a husky voice while thrusting faster against my hand.

His dirty words brought me to a peak as I screamed out random thoughts mixed with expletives.

"Shit, fuck, oh god Edward, I'm coming, ugh… EDWARD!"

The coil that had tightened in me released in the most powerful explosive orgasm I had ever felt. I was riding the waves of my orgasm when I heard Edward shout out it in his own release as he grew even harder under my grip.

"Holy Fuck, BELLA!"

His cold fluid flowed out and over my hand while his hands dug holes straight through the seat to the metal underneath. As we were coming down from our high, I panted in exhaustion and satisfaction. I pulled my hand away from him and wiped it off onto his shirt. A blush rushed my cheeks at the thought of what had just occurred and I reached for my dress to cover myself. He looked at me with loving eyes as I felt his hand grab my wrist.

"No, don't love. You're so beautiful…" he whispered as he brought both my hands into his.

I blushed even deeper at the comment and that's when it occurred to me that all my blushing was probably torturing him. I pulled my hands from his grasp and covered my face with them as I blurted out my random thoughts.

"Oh, Edward I am so sorry, I'm probably making this so hard for you. With my blush and scent, I am so, so sorry."

He pried my hands from my face with little effort and gazed once again into my eyes with love and understanding.

"It's alright, Bella. You should put on something dry before you catch a cold, here," he said as he handed me a dry black long sleeve shirt. It looked just like the one I had been missing this morning. I pulled it on before I turned my gaze back to him as he tucked himself back into his pants.

"Um, Edward, where did you get this shirt?" I asked as I saw his body go rigid.


I adore dirty talking Edward and plan on having him get even dirtier as the story progresses. Time again for you to click that review button and tell me what you think. Then hopefully I will get some much needed inspiration to get back to writing. Writer's block sucks!