A/N: Here I am typing another chapter! Haha. I guess it's just I love letting you guys read my story I'm glad people actually read my writing and actually read it .Someone told me I should be an author made my entire day so with that Here is seven! I also wanted to make two chapters in one night to make up for all my slack.
Chapter 7:
The next morning Aylin knew she had to tell him. She put it off but with the songs she is singing in glee club in an half an hour she better. "Charlie?" Aylin asked. "Hey baby" Charlie said as he kissed her forehead. "Can we talk now?" Aylin asked nervously. "Of course." Charlie said. Aylin rolled up her jacket and showed him. Twelve long cuts. "Aylin…"Charlie started. He couldn't believe this. His girlfriend cut herself. It wasn't right. He felt like it was fault after spending enough time with her. "Is this my fault?" He asked softly. "Charlie no. It's not your fault. Don't think that." Aylin said tearing up. "Then why did you do it?" Charlie asked almost crying. "All the pressure. I feel like my life is falling apart. Nellie seems so much better than me and she's basically taken over lead and it made me feel really bad about myself and I got depressed." Aylin said now crying. Charlie just wrapped her into a huge hug and just held her. "I'm so sorry I haven't been there. I promise I'm not going anywhere." Charlie said. "I love you Charlie." Aylin said. "I love you so much Aylin. We will get through get through this." He said. They kissed and went to glee club. "I'm going to sing a song called Cry by Kelly Clarkson." Said Aylin. She wasn't wearing a jacket and everyone could see her cuts.
If anyone asks,
I'll tell them we both just moved on
When people all stare
I'll pretend that I don't hear them talk
Whenever I see you,
I'll swallow my pride
and bite my tongue
Pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrongIs it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
CryIf anyone asks,
I'll tell them we just grew apart
Yeah what do I care
If they believe me or not
Whenever I feel
Your memory is breaking my heart
I'll pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrongIs it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry
At that point everyone was crying with Aylin. Shanna and Charlie went to give her the biggest hug. Soon everyone joined in. "We love you Aylin." Abraham said. "Thanks guys it means a lot to me." Aylin said wiping hears. "I know we are not close at all but I'm really sorry if it seems like I was taking lead. You leave lead. I don't want to challenge you at all." Nellie said. "I'm sorry Nellie. I shouldn't have been so mean to you your first week of school." Aylin said. "It's okay." Nellie said. Aylin turned to Shanna. "Shan I love you and if it wasn't for you and Lilly and Ali who I love also I have no idea what I'd do without you guys." Aylin said. Shanna hugged her. "I'll always have your back." She said. Then Aylin turned to her boyfriend. "Charles I love you so much and I'm so glad you didn't leave me. You're the best thing that's happened to me. Don't think this is your fault." Aylin said hugging him. Charlie was speechless. He wanted Aylin to get better. He was so worried. "I love you too and I wouldn't leave you for the world" Charlie said. "I'm going to get better. I promise."Aylin whispered to him. "I hope so. I'm so worried about you." He said back. Aylin kissed him passionately. She wasn't going to let this ruin her relationship. "I'm not going to let this ruin us. I promise." Aylin said after. Charlie looked at her and just held her. Aylin wasn't the type of person to break a promise.
