Jax felt nervous pulling up to the party, wondering if he was too late. Had she moved past whatever she felt for him because of this new guy she was seeing? If she felt anything similar to what he did, then he knew she couldn't have. He walked in the party and searched for her.
He went through the house and spotted her sitting next to Dereck on a couch among a group full of people. Seemingly off in her own world, and obviously bored with what ever Dereck and his friends were animatedly discussing and laughing about.
He saw Dereck's hand on her leg and he fought the urge to go break his hand. Thankfully she had on jeans because if it had been her bare leg, he probably would have broken his hand. He walked up to her as calm and collected as he could be. She saw him and her eyes widened with worry that he was going to cause scene.
He gave her a soft look that told her she could relax. Which she did. Then he asked her, "Can I get a minute?"
She just nodded and started to get up. Dereck looked like he was gonna start to say something. But before he could, Jax shot him a deadly look that said if he even opened his mouth he'd be eating through a straw for a while. Dereck got the message and kept his mouth shut. And as Jax led Tara outside to the front of the house he thought to himself, what a pussy.
He continued to lead her to the side of the house where it was quiet and no one was around, but where there was still light from the front porch so he could see her clearly and look in her eyes. When he stopped, she looked up like she was concerned for him. "Is everything ok, Jax?"
He didnt answer her. He just grabbed her face as fast as he could and slammed his mouth onto hers. She was shocked and stood there with his mouth on hers. Then almost instantly she felt heat spread throughout her entire body and her stomach was doing summer saults. She opened her mouth and his tongue barged in like a starved animal looking for food. His kiss was greedy, desperate, needy. She let go of her reservations, and gave into her own need. Going to war with his tongue. Her hands gripped onto his face and hair. He pushed her up against the house and lifted her right leg up against his hip and squeezed hard onto her thigh before running his hand down to her ass to hold her in place, while his other hand tilted her head so he could deepen the kiss further.
The months of sexual frustration that had built up inside Tara were boiling to the surface and her body reacted on its own. Her leg squeezed around him to push him closer to her and she felt the hardness from his cock ram into her pulsing nub from her force. She moaned in his mouth and bucked against him again.
Jax was flying high. He felt like he was on a million drugs and he didnt want to come down. This was the best feeling he'd ever felt and it wasnt even from actual sex. He tore his mouth from hers and grabbed hold of her neck sucking and licking, tasting every bit of her that he could. His hand was gripped tightly in her hair at her scalp, while he growled in her neck. His hunger for her was building with each taste.
She was panting, arching back to push her body as close to him as she could get, while he divulged in her neck and collar bone. She wanted him to take her right there, but then panic rose in her at that tholught. What the hell were they doing?
"Jax..." he didnt respond. He was beyond hearing or comprehending anything at all. She was slipping again, succombing how good he felt on her. Breathing heavily, "Jax..." she said louder and squeezing his shoulder. He stopped and looked up at her. He still had a wild look in his eyes. It took him a second to come back to reality.
She looked at him sadly, "What are we doing?" Confusion and worry in her eyes.
This was it. His moment of fight or flight. He had to fight for her, to ensure his survival. He looked at her intensely, "I can't do friends with you anymore, babe."
Tara was stunned, what was he saying? "Jax, we've talked about this before, you know I cant be casual about that stuff. You have needs that I can't fulfill right now. When I'm ready, I need to be with someone who loves and wants only me, I know that's not who you are. I dont want to get hurt or ruin our friendship."
Jax kissed her softly on the lips. "I can't do casual with you either, babe." Jax always had a problem verbally expessing his feelings, but his eyes said a million things. Only Tara could read them as easily she did. She searched his eyes and saw what he was trying to tell her.
"Are you saying..." he interrupted her.
"I want to be with you, Tara. Only you. The only need I have right now, is you. Everything else can wait."
"What about sex, the other girls?" She asked self consciously.
He kissed her again and put his forhead to hers and smiled playfully, "They're gonna be pissed that me and my services are off the market."
She laughed, "classy."
He couldn't resist her laugh and her brilliant smile, he kissed her again with a little more force this time.
He broke away to look at her again. "So is that a yes, to my evil plan to make all the female population hate your guts?"
She laughed but still looked weary, "Are you sure you want this, Jax? I dont want to get hurt."
He looked in her eyes, so she could see just how sure he was. "Tara, I will not hurt you. I care about you. No one else can give me what I want, because they're not you."
This time she kissed him roughly and hungrily. They started to get lost in each other again, but she broke away because she wanted to move this some where with more privacy.
She looked at him and laughed, "Brooke is going to be doing back flips when she finds out."
He smirked at her, realizing she was finally agreeing to being his. He liked how that sounded in his head. Mine, he thought. It made him feel whole again. He grabbed her hand and led her to his bike. "Lets get out of here." She happily obliged.
He drove back to her house, hoping her father wasn't home, which he wasn't. He parked a few houses down just in case he showed up. They walked hand in hand down the street until they entered her house. Once they were inside and the door was locked, Jax didnt hold back. He pulled her to him, and kissed her hard again.
Tara wrapped her arms around his his neck and pulled herself closer to him. He picked her up and she clasped her legs around him, while she took advantage of her height over him to devour his mouth. He walked to her room, holding her in one arm while he opened and shut the door, then locking it.
He carried her to the bed and laid her onto it as he perched over her body, breaking the kiss he took a second to admire her beauty. She looked amazing. Her hair all wild from him gripping it in his hands and the wind blowing in it, when she was on the back of his bike, where she belonged. Her lips were plump and red from the punishment they took from his own mouth. Her eyes were a darkened green that made his dick pulse from looking into them. She looked up at him, through her thick dark lashes, with a look of desire and lust. He lowered his head and kissed her slowly this time, taking his time to savor it.
She ran her hands up his back, underneath his shirt, lightly scratching him. His body was intoxicating. His warm smooth skin under her hands gave her goosebumps. His muscles were firm and she felt so safe in his arms. She pulled up his shirt wanting it off, to feel him.
He pulled away to take it off, and was surprised to see her sit up to take her own shirt off at the same time. He stared down at her body and he groaned looking at her perfect breasts, under her nude and black lace bra. Her flat, smooth stomach that quickly rose and fell from her deep breaths she was taking.
He bent over her to kiss her neck again, noticing how it made her jump and go wild when he kissed it. He licked along her shoulder reaching her strap. He looked at her to read her expression, & see if she was ok with him pulling her strap down. She looked anxious for him to continue, so he did. He kissed to the end of her shoulder, going down to her collar bone, while his other hand lightly pulled the other strap down. He made his way to the other side of her collar bone while his hands slowly went to grab her breasts, softly massaging and squeezing.
She watched him and how he handled her body, occasionally rolling her eyes back at the ecstasy he was causing her to feel with his touch and mouth. She was never so turned on before. She loved the feeling of being desired, needed, and craved by him. She lifted herself and guided his hand to go around her back, to unhook her bra. His face was priceless. He unhooked it in less then a second. She pulled it down all the way exposing herself to him, before throwing it to the ground.
Jax hitched a breath, looking down at her beautiful breasts. Licking his lips as he took in her light pink nipples that were erect for him. He grabbed one in his hand and lightly teased it in his fingers. He brought his mouth down on the other, licking circles around it softly, then sucking and tugging lightly with his lips. He alternated to the other one. Tara was gasping and squirming under him. She gasped his name, and his dick was painfully harder.
"Jaaaaxxxx... please."
He knew what she was begging from him, she needed release. He undid her pants as he continued to arouse her nipples. He slid her jeans down to her knees, til she could kick them off, which she did immediately. He looked up at her for reassurance, which she gave by thrusting her self at him. He looked at her hungrily and cupped his hand on her pussy, grasping hard. She moaned. He gripped hard again, and she dug her nails into his back.
He slipped his hand under her matching underwear, and noted that she was shaved. He liked that. He made his way down her mound and felt her wetness, she was soaked for him and he couldn't contain his groan. He circled his finger around her entrance before pushing his finger inside her. She was tight as hell, and a vision of him being inside her flashed in his mind. He was going to need his own release soon enough. She gasped and moaned at the same time, and he pressed his thumb on her pulsing nub as his finger stroked in and out of her. He wished it was his dick doing the stroking. She was breathing faster and harder with each stroke until she tightened around him and her clit was pulsing erratically. She cried out as she spasmed violently. Jax was mesmerized, he knew the wait to finally have her fully would be worth it just from this one experience. He removed his hand from her underwear and he couldnt resist sticking his finger in his mouth.
Tara watched him and was aroused further, by this. She grabbed his face pulling him to her and kissing him, tasting herself on his lips. He groaned and she understood his need. She unbuckled his pants pulled them down with his boxers. She took in the sight of his dick. It was big, she thought of what it would be like having him inside her, and thought it would definitely be painful. She grabbed onto him and he sucked in air. She moved up and down along him and he groaned squeezing his eyes shut. He was so turned on he came quicker than normal. His seed spilling onto her stomach. He was exhausted. He kissed her again softly, before reaching down to grab his under shirt to wipe off her belly. He laid next to her and held her tightly. "Your amazing" he said sleepily. She was so relaxed in his arms.
"Stay with me." She said starting to drift.
He kissed her cheek. And closed his eyes, drifting off to a peaceful sleep
