Chapter 7 (Thank you FlyingKitty32 and KizzyFur for the reviews. I'm so happy you like it.)
I couldn't think of anything to say. I started to tear up. I put y hands over my face. He walked over to,, me and wrapped his arms around me. Everything in my body was telling me to walk away. But I couldn't, I didn't. We stood their for a half hour, he let me cry on his shoulder. It felt good him just holding me.
After a little longer he took his hand and moved my head up so I could see his eyes. Those eyes just took my breath away. "I am sorry, I know you are mad I know you hate me, but I can't be without you." he said wiping my tears away. "I don't hate you Jon I could never hate you. That's the problem, I should hate you, all of the shit you have put me through, I should never want to even be in the same room as you. But I just can't stop thinking about you." I broke our embrace and began to walk around still crying. "I should be able to walk out that door, and not look back, but I can't. Everything is telling me to leave everything but my heart." I walked back over to him and looked in his eyes. "What is you heart telling you to do." he asked looking back. "To kiss you." I felt his hands go around my waist. He leaned in and kissed me. The kisses that have melted my heart every time since we got together.
I broke it, and just fell. I was by the back of he couch that he had turned over, I couldn't help but cry. He sat down beside me and rested my head on his shoulders. He just let me cry for a while. "I was stupid to think you were cheating on me." I heard in between my whimpers. "I was stupid to think you wold ever do anything to hurt me, you're not like that I just." he stopped and turned me around to look in my eyes. "I just wanted to hurt you before you hurt me." I remembered the night I picked him up at the bar. He told me the same thing. "I don't want you just forgive me because I'm damaged, if you don't want to continue with what we have, its your decision. I just don;t want you to spend how ever long we're together trying to fix me, I'm broken beyond repair." he stood up and went by the counter.
"Everything is telling me to leave. You are screwed up, you are damaged I just might be making a huge mistake by doing this." I walked over to him. "Doing what" he asked. I kissed him. "I fell in love with you knowing everything. I was willing to risk everything to be with you, because you made me happy." I grabbed the back of his neck and leaned into his face. "You make me happy." I kissed him. He picked me up and sat me on the counter. He took my sweatshirt off. I stopped him. "Trust me I wold love too, but we have to fly out for RAW pretty soon." I said as he kissed my neck. "We have to leave in like an hour Jon." I tried to get him to ay attention, but nothing stopped him and I was kind of happy about it. "Oh I can get it done in an hour." He picked me off the counter, brought me to the bedroom. We spent the next 45 minutes in heat and passion. When we where finished I was out of breath and so happy.
"I hate to cut this short, but we have to get going." I got up and put my pants back on. "Aww, come on, no after glow I think I did pretty damn good, for the time allotted." he laughed. I got back on the bed and sat on top of his chest "Oh, trust me you did great, I'll give it four and a half stars." I joked kissing him. "A half, why did I get half a star deducted?" he ask putting on the t-shirt I just threw to him. "Breath, not a big fan of tasting booze and cigarettes as I'm kissing you." I walked up to him. "Fai, I'll give you four and a half stars." hes said. "I was on game, why do I lose half a star." I put my shoes on and looked at him. "I tasted Captain Morgan, you know I don't like rum, I'm a Jack guy." he joked. "Well that's not my fault", forgetting I had been drinking the night before. "You know Roman drinks that its the only thing he had in the house." "Fine, half a star for outside interference." he joked.
He kissed me, "Thank you, you could have left, and had every reason to do so but you didn't you stayed." I looked into those beautiful blues"You know me, I don't give up with out a fight, I'm not giving up on you." He smiled the rare occurrence always melted my heart. I heard a knock on the door, "Randi, how is everything, we have to leave, we can't miss our flight." I opened the door to see Paige standing their. "Oh good you are okay, holy crap, this place is ruined." she walked in and turned around and saw Jon. "You took him back!" she screamed at me. "After all the shit he put you through, you forgive him. I can't even believe you right now, I had to put up with you for the past two days in tears, a wreck, and what he gives you his puppy dog eyes, and acts like a damaged bad boy, you feel you have to fix, and you forgive all his shit." I knew she would be made, I stood their letting her get everything off her chest, she had been so calm and nice the past couple days, which for her is rare, I knew she was ready to burst at the seems. "You know what, I'm done, have a nice life, I'm going to the airport." she left my duffel bag on the floor and stormed out of our apartment.
"That went better than I though." Jon laughed. "I know, I was waiting fo her to just smack you across the face." I joked grabbing my duffel. "Aww, Roman washed my clothes, that was nice." I went through the freshly folded clothes. "How do you know it was Roman and not Paige." Jon asked. "Because Paige's idea of folding is throwing things into a bag and hoping it doesn't get to heavy." I zipped it back up and grabbed another suitcase from the bedroom, I always made sure my wrestling gear was packed, "You ready." I asked. "Yeah, I have some clean clothes in here, I'll do laundry when we get to the hotel." he grabbed his suitcase.
We got to the airport. We thought we were late, but we looked at the setting area, and al of the wreslters who live in Tampa were sitting their. "Plane was delayed, apparently is snowing in Denver, so we have to take a plane to Colorado Springs and drive to Denver" Alicia texted me. "I'd go get through security, now, we still have an two hours for the plane to Colorado Springs, once you two get here, we are going to get some food." after about thirty minutes, we had meet up with the rest of the guys, we headed to a sushi place. "I know you guys don't like sushi, I checked they have things you'll eat." Seth's girlfriend came up to us. "Oh, and Dean, Seth was wondering if he could talk to you, I'll stay with Parker." Leighla said. We we're walking not that far behind him, I was able to hear what they we're saying.
"Dean, Paige let me in on what happened between you and Parker, I want you to know I would never do anything to destroy your guys' relationship, plus I love Leighla way to much to ever hurt her." Seth said to him, we had to wait a little while for the restaurant to get enough seats together. "I know Seth, I have just been paranoid, I don't know why I would think she would cheat on me anyway, she isn't the type of person to break someone, not like the way I broke her." Dean said leaning against the wall. "What do you mean, what happened with you two." Seth questioned. "I thought Paige told you everything." Dean responded, "Not everything apparently, she only told me about the accusation you made about her and I." he answered. "You weren't the first one I accused her of, we've been pretty bad the past few months. A couple days we got into this huge fight, I called her some horrible things. Accused her of sleeping with the entire locker room, even with Vince, she finally had enough and walked out on me." Seth looked shocked. He finished telling him everything that had happened.
We ate, and went back to the waiting area, after about a half hour we heard our our flight number being called for seating. We got on the plane, and their were two other people on their besides us. About 20nof us were on this flight, some had left earlier, some were just coming off the tour of Puerto Rico, so they were on their way to Colorado. The only good things is that the Pepsi Center, and the hotel we were staying in, were only about an hour and a half drive.
I was still thinking about Paige, I know she needed her time, she never can calm down in a timel fashion. I never heard her say that she was done with me before, and Paige is one to say what is on her mind, and she isn't lying. Dean noticed I wasn't myself. "You still upset about the stuff Paige said." he asked. "I'm just thinking, she has never said that to me before, I can never tell if she means it or not, I really hope not." I said as he put his arm around me. I felt so right, I wish Paige would understand, I understand when her and Roman almost ended them." I snugged my head into his shoulder. "You should just give her the night to process, and talk to her at the arena. If she doesn't want to talk, than you know where our friendship lies" he said before giving me a kiss on my head. "I guess, that's a god idea, I just hope our friendship isn't over. She is my best friend." I felt myself getting emotional. "Trust me, you won't loose you best friend over me." he said.
We landed in Colorado Springs just as it began to snow, we rented a car, me and Dean decided to just drive alone so we could talk. We got to the hotel, and I was just exhausted. Of course he wasn't. We were watching TV, when he began to kiss my neck, "That feels really great, Jon it does, but I am just too tired." I felt like an old lady saying that to her husband of 10 years. "Well, you don't have to do anything, I will work for the both of us." He laughed spinning on top of me. "Please Jon." I gave him a look. "Fine, but I plan on surprising you tomorrow when I wake you up." he said going into the bathroom. "Yay, I have something to look forward too." I joked. I heard the bathroom sink come on, but I passed out.
I could only dream of what would have happened if I just walked out of the apartment...
