*Fangasm* *faints*

Ikuto: What's up with her?

Amu: Nothing.

Ikuto: Aw come on I wanna know. *pouts*

Amu: *blush* F-Fine. She's been watching yaoi videos on Youtube.

Ikuto: What's yaoi?

Zero: It means gay. Like two gay guys kissing and such. Baka.

Ikuto: I knew that!

Zero: Sure you did.

Ikuto: Shut it bloodsucker.

Zero: Make me!

Ikuto: *growl*

Amu & Yuuki: Knock it off both of you!

Ikuto: *sigh* fine. But I'd like to know the pairings for the yaoi vids she's been watching.

Yuuki: *blush*

Amu:* blush* I-I don't think you'd like to know.....

Zero: I wanna know too. So tell us.

Amu: Well.....it's......

Rima: It's Zeruto.

Amu: * Blushes deeper* RIMA!

Rima: Well you were taking too long.

Ikuto & Zero: What's Zeruto?

Amu: It's.....you two.....together...

Ikuto & Zero:........O_O.......*move away from each other*

Yuuki: Small-chan is still on the floor.....

*stands up* I'm all good now! Hey....what are you doing here! Get lost Yuuki!

Yuuki: That's mean!

You deserve it! Incest is wrong.

Hikaru: But I thought you liked me and my brother together.

I do! But that's twincest. Not as bad!

Hikaru: I will never understand you * leaves*

Ugh everyone leaves me. And speaking of leaving....

Yuuki: Fine! I'm gone! * leaves*

Yay!

Ikuto: Okay let me get this straight. You like yaoi-

I like Zeruto yaoi the best! It's HOT!

Ikuto:......ignoring that.......But anyway so you're fine with that. You hate incest but you LOVE twincest. Mainly yaoi twincest. What about.....ah I forget the name for gay girls....

Yuri. And yes I don't mind Yuri either.

Ikuto: Okay. That's weird. You also like regular pairings such as Amu and I.

WOOOT! AMUTO 4EVER!

Ikuto: You say that. But you also want me to be with I GUY whom I hate.

Zero: Likewise. You like Yuuki and I together but you want Ikuto and I to be together. We aren't even from the same ANIME!

I know. But I can't help it! You're both so hot! And you both look really hot in white shirts!

Tadase: Hey Small-chan didn't you have severe writer's block?

......*goes into emo corner*

Ikuto: Ah great! She was just getting her writing streak back! Thanks for ruining it Tada-gay.

Tadase: I'M SORRY! *runs off crying and falls off a cliff*

Amu: O_O TADASE-KUN JUST DIED!

Ikuto: Damn. I wanted to kill him so badly.

Amu: You're horrible.

Ikuto: But you love me anyways.

Okay I'm alright. Oh and yes I did have writers block. But it's going away.....slowly.........I just mainly felt like writing this out. It was fun!

Zero: What about the story?

Yeah I'll write that. No promises it'll be any good though.......

Ikuto: Amuto?

Yes.

Ikuto: Then start writing woman!

*smacks* Don't say that. EVER again.

Ikuto: Gomen........

Okay so now I think I'm ready to write this.....but I got an annonomus review. And me being me I like to reply.

MW: OMFG! *flyingtacklehug* I haven't heard from you in a while! I missed you! But omg I'm glad you're here now! You really need to get an account.....but anyway yayz! I listened to the David Archuleta song....not a lot of inspiration for it. But if I listen to it some more I can get some inspiration. I hope!

Okay so that's that.

Now I'd just like to say something. Bear through this. It'll be kinda one-sided Tadamu at the beginning. I got this idea randomly when I was hyper and I decided I didn't need to make it FANTASTIC! i just had to write it. BUT it will be Amuto. At the end. Promise.

Okay so here it....is......


( Amu's POV)

I sighed as I sat down on the grass underneath the tree. I watched as my prince strolled alongside his loved one.

Malchik gay
Malchik gay, malchik gay
Malchik gay
Malchik gay, malchik gay
Malchik gay
Malchik gay

I JUST found out recently that he loved this.....god I don't even remember the name of the person....hm let me think.......Oh I know! His name is Sora.

Yes I found out that MY prince is gay. I sigh yet again.

Handsome
Tender
Soft

He was soooo handsome and his skin was soft. I would occasionally brush up against him just to feel his skin.

Why do you look right through me
thinking
"No"

It seemed to me that every time he looked at me, he'd look right through me. Sometimes I think he was thinking " there's no way I'd be with her."

I can't deny my feelings
Growing strong
I try to keep believing
dreaming on

I've people my feelings but they've told me it's a lost cause. But I try to keep dreaming and believing that someday he will forget about Sora and come be with me.

And every time I see you
I crave more
I wanna pull you closer
closer
closer
closer
but you leave me feeling frozen

Every time I see him, like right now for instance, I just want to pull him to me. It's like I crave him. Day in and day out I crave him. But he leaves me for Sora no matter what.

Malchik gay
Malchik gay
I can be
all you need
Won't you please
stay with me
Malchik gay
Malchik gay

I could be everything he needed and more! I want him to be mine and to stay with me! But I know he never will.......

Apologies, might-have-been's
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
can't erase what I feel
Malchik gay, gay
Malchik gay

He knows how I feel. That's the worse part. He's apologized to me many times saying things like " It's not you're fault." or " We might have been together if you asked me sooner. I didn't realize I loved guys back when we were younger."

Malchik gay

Gay Boy is what everyone calls him. He IS gay but I defend him anyway, in hopes that'll spring an attraction to me in him. So far, nothing.

Choking
Back emotion
I try to keep on hoping
for a way;
a reason for us both to
come inclose

I saw Sora kiss him. I felt tears forming in my eyes. I shook my head and held back the emotions. I looked up longingly. I wanted Tadase to hold my hand like he holds Sora's.

I long for you to hold me
like your boyfriend does
and though my dream is
slowly fading
I wanna be the object
object
object
object
of your passion but it's hopeless

They sat down on a bench in my view and Sora wrapped an arm around Tadase's waist. I longed for Tadase to hold me like that. They kissed again and my dreams started to fade. I think I'm slowly coming back into reality.

I wanted to be the object or his passion but I knew it was hopeless.

Malchik gay
Malchik gay
I can be
all you need
Won't you please
stay with me
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
Apologies, might-have-been's
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
can't erase what I feel
Malchik gay, gay
Malchik gay

I couldn't bear watching them any more so I closed my eyes. I was leaning against a tree. I began to think.

Malchik gay
Malchik gay
I can be

all you need
Won't you please
stay with me
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
Apologies, might-have-been's
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
can't erase what I feel
Malchik gay, gay
Malchik gay

I know I could be all that Tadase needed. But I wasn't. I knew that. I probably never will be. Then I remembered my biggest problem when I was younger. I could never decide between Tadase, my prince or Ikuto, the mysterious ( and sexy ) black cat. Even now I'm not very sure. But now I know. It seems fate has made up it's mind for me.

Malchik gay,
malchik gay,
malchik gay
Malchik,
malchik
Malchik gay

" Goodbye Tadase." I whispered.

I noticed Ikuto in the tree across the path. He was asleep. I ran over there and smiled.

" IKUTO!" I shouted, causing some people to look at me.

His eyes snapped open and he fell off the tree. Thankfully he landed on his feet.

" Amu?" He questioned, rubbing the sleep put of his eyes.

I smiled and walked closer. I pulled him to me and pressed his lips to my own. He was shocked at first but then he smirked and kissed me back. I locked my arms around his neck and pulled him closer. When we broke apart we were both gasping for air.

" I love you." I breathed.

" Too you long enough." He said.

I smiled and pulled him into another kiss.


Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

Ikuto: What's so funny?

Oh nothing. Just the name I decided to give Tadase's boyfriend.

Ikuto: Sora? What's so funny about that.

'Cause he's a really GAY kingdom hearts character! He may be the main character, but I still hate him.

Sora: Ouch.

Go away.

Sora: Fine * leaves*

Haha yay! but anyway the song was called Malchik gay by t.A.t.U

I love the band and yeah! I know this wasn't that great but I'm trying to get my writng muse back.....wow....think about how it would be if I was still writing my sequel! That'd be bad if my chapters sucked...

Anyway so review please! You can say it was horrible if you like. It'll make my muse come back slower but hey, do whatever.

Oh and Malchik Gay does mean Gay Boy in Russian.

I know it was short but whatever. My muse is gone.