Disclaimer: None of these Characters are mine (Minus Raven) they all belong to Cecily von Ziegesar

There's some mild swearing as well as hints to very naughty things (lol I know that's very immature P) – reader discretion is advised

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Title - The Sea Brought Crumbling Changes

Chapter 6

By – xStarletx

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He hadn't been able to look Raven in the eyes since he had kissed her, but the paperwork had come and gone and she was officially an Archibald and there was a very disastrous party to celebrate.

The cat fight between Serena and Blair had been legendary, and in the process of breaking it up Raven had gotten a black eye and a fat lip but you had better believe she got those two cat apart. Nate was sure his mother was never going to forgive him for the fight that ensued that night, mainly because the two of them were fighting over him. Raven on the other hand had had the most fun that night, even if she had battle scars.

His father had gotten her into the Constance Billard School for the next year she needed to get a few more high school credits before she could legitimately pass high school. At Blair's Birthday he found out that Blair had pulled some strings and got him into Yale. Then he found out that Serena was assuming that he would be taking a year off to stay back in New York with her. Raven on the other hand was counting on him to be around too. He was all so confused. After the picture show he went outside to smoke, and Raven came to join him.

"Hey bigger brother, whatcha smoking?" She asked. Nate immediately threw the butt down to the ground and stamped it out, Raven was allergic to smoke.

"Nothing." Nate whispered.

"You're looking awfully worried about something." Raven pointed out. Nate turned to look at her. She knew him just a little too well.

"I don't know what I'm going to do. Blair got me into Yale, you need me here next year, and then there's Serena who thinks I'm leaving Blair for her. I don't remember having committed to any of that." Nate replied. Raven thought this over.

"You don't need to stay here for me next year. I'll be fine. If you want to go to Yale then go to Yale." Raven offered. Nate smiled at her.

"I don't want to go to Yale." Nate replied.

"Then stay here with Serena." Raven supposed.

"But I don't want to do that either." Nate whispered.

"Then what do you want to do?" Raven asked.

"I don't know." Nate replied. From inside he heard his mother calling for Raven.

"More people I need to meet no doubt. Just think about it, there's gotta be something you wanna do. And don't worry, I'll still love you no matter what you do." Raven whispered and then disappeared back into the party.

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Nate had decided to go sailing with his Dad's old Navy friend, he sent both Serena and Blair text messages saying he wasn't coming and he had left a letter to Raven. He promised to write Raven as much as possible as long as she wrote him too, though he couldn't figure out how in the world he'd get her letters. He asked her to come up with something and when he called in a week she'd tell him. He couldn't decide which girl he wanted just yet, maybe he could later on in life, but right now he just couldn't. He threw his cell phone into the bay and boarded the ship. He looked out to the city and wondered what his life would entail now, or when he'd see the city again. His mind turned back to Raven.

When he returned he tell her who he really loved. He wondered how she'd take it. Which she shout I knew it or ask what was he thinking? He didn't know if she'd be waiting for him when he finally got back, but he knew it wouldn't matter in the end. Raven turned his life around this time, and was the only one who believed in him, as long as he had her, there was nothing else he would ever need. From his pocket he took out a small bag of weed and dropped it over board. After all he had promised her he'd quit. Good bye New York, Hello world.


Well here's the end. I know it took me a long time to get to it, and i know you guys didn't want this at all, i know it's the same as the book and i'm really really really sorry. But i don't have the vision to finish it, and i have a few fics that i desperately need to know the end too but the authors have other things to do and other stories and such, and that is the way of life but yea i realized i didn't want to be one of those authors that leave their readers hanging. I know there probably isn't a single reader left but heres the end anyways

I have other stories that i'm writting now, i have 15 in total, and only 2 of which are finished (btw yes that inculdes this one) i have a Twilight fic that i'm writing for my friend LittleMisa in which her and i totally kick ass in the Twilight world that one's called Everlasting Enemies. i have a CSI: NY fic (Wish Upon A Star) and a whole bunch of others, i'm all over the charts people. I promise i'm more avid on updating the other stories, then i am with this one, probably becuase i still have an idea where i'm going with those.

Anyways, once again i'm sorry for the way this ended. Hopefully i didn't disappoint too many people. Review if you liked it, Flame if you want, i know this was horrible ending, I'd flame it myself. Thanks for reading guys. I Loved the Support