I woke up and I feel like shit, I can still remember Eren's words and it makes my heart ache. I can't believe he thinks that about me. I mean I get it I called him for sex and I agreed to this no strings attached relationship but it still hurts. I get up and walk to the bathroom. I look in the mirror and my eyes are all puffy and red. I see a big red hickey Eren left me yesterday; I close my eyes and remember what Eren said when he marked me, "mine." I open my eyes and shake my head no I need to forget him. I can't have these feelings when he thinks so low of me. I take my time doing my morning routine that I'm even 20 minutes late to school.

I'm at the library when I see Hanji come up to me. "Levi," she whispers. "Dang Farlan left you a big hickey," she wiggles her eyebrows. I look at her and she gasps. She sits down next to me and hugs me, "what's wrong baby." Normally I would push her away but I really need someone right now so I hug back. Tears fall down my cheek and I tighten the hug. "N-nothing Hanji I'm ok." I pull away from her and secretly try to wipe the tears away. "Levi, you're not ok you never hug back. Well you do but this isn't you and you even crying. So what happened," she demands. I sigh, "Eren came over yesterday and I was surprise. He saw the hickey Farlan gave me and he got mad. He kissed me and I kissed back one thing led to another and we had sex. He gave me this huge hickey covering Farlan's hickey."

"I tried to talk to him. I wanted to end what we had I didn't want to hurt myself more but he was in a rush to leave. So I just blurted out that I wanted to end it. That I'm interested in Farlan, he was leaving and then he told me," tears run down my face. "He said, "Make sure not to just fuck him with no strings attached." Hanji hugs me and I just hug her back, "Oh baby that jerk, don't worry Levi I'm here for you." I nod and push her away. I wipe my tears away, "Fuck Eren, I'm done crying and feeling this for him. I'm moving on, if he can I could too." Hanji just nods at me she knows not to say anything when I'm like this and I respect that she understands.

Eren POV

We're all sitting in our table at lunch but Levi isn't here. I want to talk to her and apologize for what I said yesterday. I didn't mean it I was just mad and now she isn't even here. Yesterday after I left her house I just drove to Armin's house. I canceled my stupid date that I didn't even want to go in the first place.


Flashback

Knock knock

"Coming." I hear footsteps and Armin opens the door. His eyes widen, "Eren what's wrong." I walk in and sit on his couch. He walks over to me and sits down next to me. He doesn't speak he just waits. I wipe the tears and look at him "Armin, I fucked up." "What do you mean Eren?" "I went to Levi's house to talk like you said. I was ready to tell her my feelings, when I saw that stupid hickey that guy gave her," I clench my fist. "I got jealous and I couldn't control myself. I kissed her and we had sex. I gave her a hickey on top of that guy's hickey. She's mine Ar." "Eren I—" I interrupt him. "That's not the worst part after I got up and looked at the time I was getting ready to leave for that stupid date. I knew I had to tell her but I just couldn't. She tried talking to me but I ignored her. She told me that she wanted to end what we had she said she likes Farlan."

Armin looks at me and I know he feels sorry for me. "I got mad and I told her." I can't say it; it makes me remember her face. I look down and I tremble, " I told her—" Armin interrupts me, "Take your time Eren," he squeezes my shoulder. I sigh, "Make sure not to just fuck him with no strings attached." Armin gasps, "Eren, you need to apologize, I mean I understand she hurt your feelings, but that's just." I look at him, "I know Ar, I am tomorrow I just need to clear my head. I didn't mean it. I know I fucked up. It just hurts. Can I crash at your place?" Armin just smiles, "of course Eren. I'm here for you."

End of flashback


I wait 10 minutes and Levi isn't still at lunch. "Hey guys do you know where Levi is?" Everyone shakes their heads or say they haven't seen her. "I saw her," Jean smiles. I roll my eyes, "Where did you see her horse face?" The smile he had on his face fades, " With her new boy the one from the party. They are in the 3rd floor by the staircase at the end of the hall. Obviously he's better because she's not hanging out with you," Jean laughs. I clench my fist and get up from my chair and flip off Jean as I walk out.

Levi POV

After Hanji left I stayed at the library to help out. Nothing exciting happened since today no one was scheduled to come up to the library. I walk out of the library and go to the third floor to meet Hanji at her class. I see Hanji walking towards me but she's walking with someone. I can't see who is with her, so I move to the side and my eyes widen. "Hey Levi," Farlan says. I stare at him and I don't even notice when Hanji leaves. I'm still staring at him, why is he even here? Does he come to this school now? Finally I'm able to speak and the first thing that comes out my mouth is, "What are you doing here?" He chuckles, "Nice to see you to. I transferred schools." What I can't believe he transferred schools. Why? I roll my eyes and start walking to the end of the hallway. I hear footsteps behind me and I know he's following me. I stop at the top of the stairs and turn around. "What do you want?" He stops in front of me and grabs my hands. "I'm here to make you forget Eren," Farlan says. I look away and he grabs my chin to turn my head to face him. "Hey Levi," I turn and see Jean walking down the stairs. "He—" I couldn't even say hey, he just left running.

"I did not leave you that big hickey did I," Farlan looks at my neck. I move my hand to block the hickey. "No, obviously yours was smaller," I roll my eyes. We stand there in silence and I can't stand it. My mind keeps thinking about Eren. The way he would hold me, kiss me and the last words he told me. I shake my head and take a step back. "Watch out!" I'm falling back when Farlan pulls me towards him. He steps back and he trips. I fall on top of him, our faces are so close, and I look into his eyes. I start to stand up when he grabs me so I can't move. "Be my girlfriend Levi," he asks. I look at him but I can't be his girlfriend I just can't.

He flips us so he's on top. "Hey what the fu—" he cuts me off with a kiss. He kisses me slow and gentle, it makes me feel like I'm the only thing in the world. He moves his hand to caress my cheek and the other hand is by my waist. I stare at him shocked, that I don't hear the footsteps coming towards us. "GET OFF HER!" Someone pushes Farlan away. I blink and turn to see Eren. I stand up and dust off my uniform. Eren goes up to me, he tries to hug me and I push him away. "What the fuck do you want Eren," I growl. "Levi, I'm sorry I didn't mean to say that. I was just mad, I would never think that way of you." I look at Eren and roll my eyes. Does he really think I'm going to forgive him that easy? He insulted me. "Fuck you Eren and leave me alone." I turn to walk away when he grabs my arm. "Levi, I truly am sorry," he says. Rage fills my body, SLAP!

I slap Eren, "Fuck you Eren, you insulted me. Do you really think I'm that easy, and now you want me to forgive you like it didn't hurt hearing you tell me that." Eren just stares at me shocked. Farlan walks up to me and grabs my hand. "Leave Levi alone. Don't bother my girlfriend or else," Farlan growls. Eren stares at me then at Farlan. "Levi, is he really your boyfriend?" I stare at him, "Yes Eren he is my boyfriend. Since I didn't want to just fuck him with no strings attached." His eyes widen, "Levi I didn't—" I interrupt him, "Save it Eren. Leave me alone, I don't want to see you again." I turn around and walk away with Farlan. A tear runs down my face and Farlan wraps his arm around my shoulder. Don't look back Levi. Don't look back. Don't look back. I look back and see Eren on the ground. My heartaches, I turn around and continue walking away.

Goodbye Eren.