(Shea's pov)

Lying to my family about where I was going isn't fun, but has to be done. I walked into the abandon apartment building and looked around. "Shamus?" I yelled, but got no answer. "Sha Sha come out here I got some warm food." Again nothing. Now I was getting worried. "Shamus honey come out. Shamus!" I yelled worried. "Shamus Liem O' Finnegan come out this insist." I yelled, but got no answer. I felt tears roll down my face. I put the food down and headed upstairs to the second floor. "Shamus! Shamus! Shamus!" I yelled going through all the rooms and floors with no sign. I fell down onto my knees crying. "Shamus baby come out." I said crying.

"Mommy?" I looked up and saw a boy walk in. He was only 5. He had curly short red hair and a pale face. He was in a bit too big of jeans, yellow carpenter boots, a blue t shirt, and a brown plaid shirt over it. I stood up and ran over to him hugging him.

"Baby when mommy calls for you come over." I said kissing his cheek and forehead then other cheek.

"Sorry mommy I went for a walk." I sighed.

"Sweety I told you to stay in here at all times. I know you don't like it here, but you have to until I find a place for us." He nod.

"I know mommy. I'm sorry." He said and I scooped him up.

"Alright a quick bath, some super, and then bed." i said and brought him to the bathroom. i put him in the tub and turned it on washing him up. When I finished I dressed him in t-rex footy pjs and sat him down at a table. "Eat up."

"Mommy will I ever get to see uncles and grampa and gramma." I sighed.

"I don't know sweety. Just eat okay." He nod and ate the stake, patatos, green beans, and broccoli. He was always a good boy. Eating everything on the plate. I picked him up. "Okay pumpkin bed time." I said and laid him down in the bed and covered him up.

"Mommy. Can you stay here tonight?" i sighed. My parents would be worried, but today was close. I nod and slid into the bed with my baby boy. We snuggled together and fell asleep.

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In the morning I got a text. "Hey babe I miss you please come to my house asap." I smiled.

"Mommy?" i looked up and saw my baby brushing his teeth.

"Ya Sha Sha?"

"Can I go with you?" I frown. I wouldn't be doing what he thought. Plus no one even knew he was born. I frown.

"Next time Shamus." He nod and walked out sad. I sighed tired. I got up and went to my bag. I pulled on a pair of jeans and a t-shirt and my sneakers. I went downstairs and grabbed an apple and then made toast and eggs.

"Yummy." Shamus said as he ran in. He was now dressed in ovals with a blue shirt underneath and a blue plaid shirt on. I smiled.

"Eat up and then I'll kiss you goodbye." He nod and ate slowier than normal I noticed. The poor baby misses me. I knew this day would come when he grew tired of being hidden. If anyone would understand it should be Jesse... right?

"There is something I need to tell you when i get to your house. Please be open and listen." I texted Jesse.

"Sha Sha you know what. Let's go after you finish." He looked up smiling and ate faster. I smiled and bit my apple. We finished and I walked hand in hand with Sha as we walked to Jesse's. Everyone looked at me confused, but I ignored them. We arrived at Jesse's and I bent down. "Sha be respectful and quiet okay. Only say something when I tell you to." He nod and I stood up and knocked on the door. Jesse opened it with his usual smile. He looked at me and noticed Sha.

"Whose this little guy?" Jes asked as he knelt down to him. I nod to Sha and he looked at Jesse.

"I'm Shamus." He said quietly. "You can call me Sha though." Jesse smiled.

"I'm Jesse. You can call me Jes." Sha nod and smiled a small smile. jesse stood up and turned to me. "Come on in." He said leading us into the house. "Ya my parents aren't here... so we got the house mostly to ourselves." I nod and looked down at Sha who looked around unsure. "So what was it that you wanted to tell me?" He asked as he sat down on the couch. I knelt down in front of Sha.

"You can look around if you want." I said and Sha looked nervous, but nod and let go of my hand walking around. I stood up and turned to Jesse. He smiled and kissed me.

"I missed you. So whose the kid?" I sighed.

"That's what I needed to tell you." He frown, but nod. I sat down on his lap scared. "You remember the guy Shay talked about before?" Jes nod.

"Ya your ex." I nod and looked over at Sha who was looking at a picture that he found interesting. Jes followed my gaze onto the boy. "Wait he's... Shea?" He said looking at me. I looked down.

"Would you hate me if I said yes." He sighed.

"I would never hate you Shea, but why didn't you tell me." I sighed.

"I haven't told anyone." I said knowing he was going to freak out.

"You haven't even told you-

"Shhh. No I haven't no quiet. i don't want him to hear." Jes shook his head.

"You need to tell them Shea."

"I know, but... there still getting used to Shay's secret. if I spring this on them they will loose it." Jes was about to say something, but Shamus walked in. "Hey sweety." I said picking him up after getting of Jes's lap. Shamus smiled and wrapped his arms around me. "What's up pumpkin?" I asked as he leaned his head against me. He looked up.

"I'm tired." He said yawning. He usual gets naps and doesn't walk far. He's probably already tired out. I laughed.

"Okay you can sleep if you want." I said and he nod and closed his eyes snuggling up to me. Whatever Jes was about to say vanished as he just smiled looking at the boy in my arms. "So your not mad?" I whispered. He looked up at me and sighed.

"What can I say I'm sucker for cute kids." I smiled and kissed him softly. "So what have you been doing with him while your parents are in the dark?"

"He stays in this building down the road. It's safe enough. I check in on him a lot." Jes nod.

"Still. I don't think you should leave him all on his own too much." I nod and sighed.

"Ya I know." I said and ran my fingers through Shamus' hair. We heard talking outside and I sighed.

"Look babe no offense, but I don't think your brother wants to find out this way." I nod and stood up, but then Shamus started to open his eyes.

"Shh baby it's okay just go back to sleep. Mommy is going to take you back now." Shamus pouted, but nod.

"You can take the back way out." Jes whispered in my ear and I nod.

We managed to get out just barely. I was at the hotel when I heard the doors opening. Shamus was playing with his cars so I stood up and looked down from the balcony and saw Jesse. "Hey my princess." He said laughing to his own corny joke. I rolled my eyes.

"Just shut up and come up here." He nod and started climbing up the stairs. I turned and saw Shamus looking at me. "Mommy's friend is visiting." I said and he nod and looked back down.

"Hey princess." He said and kissed me. I smiled and pulled back, but notice Sha's look, but he looked away to quick for Jes to notice. "Hey kiddo." Jes said sitting down next to him.

"Hi." Sha said quietly.

"Shamus give him a proper hello." I said and Sha looked up and over at Jes.

"Hi." He said nicer and Jes smiled.

"So what you up to kiddo?" Sha looked back down.

"Playing with my cars." Jes smiled.

"Ya I used to have cars at your age." He said looking at him. "I probably still have them if you want to play with them once in awhile." Sha looked up shocked.

"Can I?" He asked looking at me and I laughed.

"Sure." Sha smiled and looked back down. Jes smiled too. I sat down with them. "How about you tell Jes all about your cars." Sha smiled and nod.