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BPOV
The only reason I was so excited to go out for dinner with my parents was because I would get to see Edward yet again. Call me obsessed, but I couldn't breathe on my own without him, without hearing his voice. The whole ride there was silent and I held Jasper's hand in the backseat because I could feel how worried he was. Hell, I was worried, too. What would the reactions be if Alice is pregnant? Oh God, I couldn't even guess what everyone would say.
Pulling up to the restaurant I saw everyone standing outside. Edward looked so gorgeous in his jeans and white button-up rolled to his elbows. My breath caught for a moment before Jasper squeezed my hand and grabbed my attention. Rosalie and Emmett were talking by the door, and knowing Emmett, he was probably starving and impatient. Esme and Carlisle were also talking while Alice paced. Yes, she definitely had some news for us. As my parents pulled up Jasper and I scrambled to get out of the car, nearly pushing and shoving each other to get to Alice first. She started across the parking lot with Edward close behind her.
While our parents calmly walked across the parking lot to Esme and Carlisle, Edward said something to my mother and she nodded. I guessed he told them to go ahead because she said something to Edward's parents and they glanced to us then filed into the door. Emmett and Rosalie followed like they didn't notice us.
I nearly jogged over to Alice before Jasper and grabbed her shoulders. Edward stood back and Jasper stood beside him.
"What's the verdict?" I demanded impatiently.
Alice smiled at me, her normal self. "Its okay. I'm not."
"Oh, thank God!" Jasper breathed, pacing with relief. Edward just looked confused, but I would fill him in later. I hugged Alice tightly.
"It was false?" I asked in her ear. I felt her nod against my neck. "That's good. I was so worried."
She nodded, but I couldn't tell if she was relieved or disappointed. That worried me. She extracted herself from the hug and grabbed Jasper's hand, without another word left. I stared after them in confusion. It wasn't like her to break up a hug. I ignored what that could mean. Jasper shot me a confused and apologetic look over his shoulder and shrugged before Alice yanked him into the restaurant.
"Bella?" Edward's voice broke into my thoughts. "Bella, what's going on?"
I cast a glance to him. "Didn't you hear her? Nothing's wrong." I sighed after them.
"Well, what was going on?" he pressed.
"Alice thought she was pregnant," I mumbled matter-of-factly.
Edward's eyes widened. "What?" he gasped.
"Calm down," I said. "She's not." He let out a large breath, wrapping his arm around my waist and pulling me into his chest.
"That's why I think you should get on the Pill," Edward whispered in my ear. I looked up from snuggling in his chest to meet his eyes. Did he mean like birth control? Like to be safe for when we have more sex? I stared for a moment to collect my thoughts and words. He added in an explanation when words wouldn't come. "Bella, I don't want that to happen to us. I just think we'd be safer if you were on the Pill." He shrugged though I knew he really wanted me to.
My words struggling up my throat. "Edward, it won't happen. I promise and I know. Okay? Nothing like that will happen to us. We're smarter than those horny kids. We have nothing to worry about, okay? I swear to it." He nodded, but I knew he didn't really believe much of what I said. Nevertheless I pulled him toward the restaurant before he could make another insane comment. I knew my body well enough that that would never happen to us. Ever.
Our families sat near the back of the restaurant, talking rapidly to each other. For once my mom didn't look like a devil and everyone seemed included in the conversation. I just didn't want to be. I didn't want to be here, suffering like this while my mom put on the perfect face and perfect white lies. I envied her for her easy lies, glaring as Edward pulled me down into a chair beside him and Alice. The kids were put at one booth while the parents were two over, deep in conversation.
As Edward melted into a conversation with Jasper I turned to Alice. "Hey, Ali, are you okay?"
She looked up from mixing the ice cubes in her iced tea with a straw. "Yeah, I guess." She smiled weakly, casting a glance around the booth.
I leaned in. "Alice," I whispered, "what's really wrong?" I saw the hesitation on her face, like she didn't know how to say it or what to say. "You can tell me." I cupped my hand over hers that was resting on the tabletop.
"Bella-" She stopped, pursing her lips. "I was just really worked up in case it was positive, and now I just feel weak because of how much strength I put into the thought. I'm just glad its negative. I would have died if it wasn't." She shuddered.
"Yeah, I know what you mean." I laughed quietly. "But its okay, Alice. Just be safer." She nodded in agreement, but before she could say anything Emmett broke in.
"So, Bella, are you missing little Eddie in bed with you? he asked with a laugh. Actually, everyone laughed, but me. Edward smiled reassuringly at me and squeezed my knee under the table.
Forcing a smile I shot back, "Actually, Emmett, he's no little Eddie." I side-glanced at him and smiled seductively. "He's a big Eddie." The hand on my knee moved up, skinning my skin so lightly it rose goose bumps, and up on my mid-thigh. I bit my lip to hold back the laugh that was bubbling in my throat. But Emmett was right. I did miss Edward in bed with me, and not just in a sexual way. I missed him being close and being the close friend I could always count on and trust.
"Ew!" Alice squealed. "That's disgusting." I smiled down at her, thinking about she was probably thinking as well.
The conversations went easily as we ordered our food and, when are parents weren't looking, ordered alcoholic beverages and faked our ages. Apparently we really do look older than we thought we did. Alice seemed oddly quiet through the meal, even when we spoke to her she seemed out of sorts. She really must have been worked up about possibly being pregnant and was trying to get over it. My heart immediately went out to her. But shouldn't she be happy about not having a baby? I know I would be. Through our lovely dinner Edward's hand started to move up dangerously high and I continued to push it down with my hand inconspicuously.
Edward's fingers skimmed along the skin of my upper thigh lightly while I was eating and listening to a story Emmett was telling, and as I reached under the table to pry his hand from my skin for good, Edward traced his index finger along my panties, underneath my dress. I sharply took in air as I cast a glance at him. Effortlessly he kept up a little innocent and intrigued look while I sat there stunned and his hand explored. I didn't – couldn't make myself get him to stop. It felt so good. I couldn't even drag the sense into myself that we were supposed to be eating at the table, not touching each other. Suddenly his breath was at my ear. "Excuse yourself."
I looked up at him confused, trying to read his eyes. Oh, he had something in them alright. Edward turned to the group and said, "I'll be right back." No one said anything, only nodded and resumed more conversations. As Edward winked at me I shivered as he disappeared through the front doors. Unnoticeably I glanced over at our parents. They were talking in what looked to be expressive details because of the hand gestures. Nothing to worry about. Watching each face I slowly slid across the seat to the outside and quietly moved from the table. No one noticed – they were all absorbed in the conversation on finale of Heroes. So I quickly followed the invisible path Edward had made, to the front door and pushed it open, thinking about what a little...guy he'd become. After that night he picked up on sexual references and little dirty talk from that whole one and a half days he had me to himself.
Slipping through the doors and walking out into the warm and cool breeze, I took one glance backwards. Naturally a few people glanced back, but Emmett was also looking with a teasing glint in his eyes. With a wink he turned back to Rosalie and I stuck my tongue out at him, even if he didn't see it Emmett deserved it.
As the door smoothly and silently closed behind me my wrist was gripped, forcing a squeak from me.
"Edward," I breathed with a slight eye roll. "What was with that?"
He laughed with his own eye roll. "Come with me," Edward murmured, the most devilish smile smile on his face. He started pulling me around the back of the restaurant where trees lined one side in isolation, but was completely vacant. Edward pulled me further down the back wall, out of view before he pinned me up against the bricks. Immediately his lips found mine in an fast, hard kiss. I didn't even mind where we were, because all that mattered was Edward, me, and our raging hormones.
"Mmm..." I moaned into his silky hair as he trailed kisses along my jaw. Using the leverage of the wall I pushed myself up and wrapped my legs around his waist.
"I love you, Bella," he murmured onto my skin, hands exploring around my backside. I could feel them brush my panties and my inner thighs.
"I love you, too." I pulled his lips back to mine, pushing my tongue wildly into his warm mouth. I loved the feeling of this, having a part of me right inside of him a less R rated way. After a few minutes of mad making out I unwrapped my legs from him and pulled on the zipper of his pants. "A little something," I breathed, as Edward's hands probed the waist band of my panties and pushed them down. The draft was like nothing.
Re-latching my legs around him, Edward shoved into me. My eyes closed and I threw my head back in pleasure.
How many times had I dreamt about being back to intimate with Edward? With our parents being back was a guarantee of no us time. It would be hard and we would have to sneak around almost. The last thing I wanted was for my parents to find out, because after not cleaning out the garbage and getting what I guessed to be grounded, finding out Edward and I were having sex would be no plus. I didn't want to be in trouble with my parents even more (though the only time I'd spoken with my father was when we were driving to the restaurant in the car).
My back was rubbing against the sharp bricks quite painfully and I knew my dress would be so ruined (not that I would ever care or anything). My breathed was so uncontrolled, as was Edward's as he pushed me harder against the wall, thrusting hard.
"Mmm, Edward," I moaned as I felt the orgasm building in my stomach, reaching across my abdomen in a needful sensation. "Faster..." The breath in my throat caught as Edward picked up his pace, making me cry out harder and grunt. With one more big thrust we were both set over that edge, as a sheen of bliss feel over me and my body relaxed against Edward's heaving chest and the hard wall. I exhaled, but my chest continued to beat and I couldn't help but smile.
"Someone's happy," Edward commented breathlessly as he leased me and set me on my feet. As he zipped himself up I put my underwear back in place.
"Yes, I am suddenly very happy." I laughed as I fixed the wrinkles in my dress, finger combing through my hair. "I bet I look like a mess."
Edward snorted. "You look sexy." He smiled and kissed my nose playfully. Within minutes we were back to another little make-out session with me leaning on the wall again and him pressing up to me. God, did I ever love this man!
Of course Edward has his flaws and his perfections (even though it seems like he's good at everything), we balance each other out. We complete one another in all ways, and are perfect for the other. Edward and I always would be best friends, lovers, a couple, and I only hoped one day, one distant perfect day when we have our lives together, a family.
I swear on my life something good is to come! You all should now by now...I have little patients!
-Mickey :)
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