So there's this girl

She's intelligent,

She's pretty fun,

(In a boy's sense of the word

No make up or shopping or hair braiding or anything)

She's tomboyish and sporty

Have I mentioned she's not a complete airhead?

And her smile...

Wow.

Then again that was a year ago.

A lot changes in a year,

Like I did rather confusingly.

Seriously

Squeaky Mc Girls voice

And a onesie that fits pretty well

A year long nap later

And I'm told my voice is quote adorkable

I feel like a giant too

Not to mention a lot of changes...

Everywhere, I guess.

And now thoughts of her

send my head into a nauseous dive

Well

not nauseous per se...

But some kinda of airy feeling that tugs my stomach up

But what if she's changed?

I know I promised her I wouldn't

(Sorry...)

But what about her?

What about me?

No,

What about HER?

My head circles around that thought

Again

And again

And AGAIN.

She won't leave my mind

And that dizzying

(But really pleasant)

sensation is running rampant.

But my stomach is sinking.

What if she changed?

What if she changed?


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