Silver Ice: My Guardian Angel
Chapter 7: Snape's Bad Day Part 2
(((Snape's POV)))
I need some headache potion. NOW. What is up with the idiot students today? First Granger is 30 minutes late, and then Malfoy protects her, before that I head a headache but now I was getting a migraine…wh-
My stressed thoughts were interrupted by the dreaded BANG! of a cauldron exploding. What did Longbottom do now? I was surprised when I found out it was my two prized students…
::Hermione is back::
Snape, that evil monkey (A/N inside joke heh), he just HAD to pair me with Malfoy.
Scene is interrupted
Draco: You know you could have made it less cliché!
Me: Oh, sure like you don't like being around her. After last night…I don't know…
Draco: …
Me: Ha! See! You like her!
Draco: Shut up hits me in the head Stupid idiotic writers with no imagination…
Everyone:…
Mione: Back to me!
Back to the scene
I mean that stuck-up prick can't help any with the potion.
All he does is sit there and stare at me as I work. It's really unnerving, especially after last night…NO!
Mione, don't think about last night think about the potion. Think about the potion.
Why did I enjoy the kiss? I didn't want it to end but at the same time I was disgusted…
Think about the potion. Think about the ki-potion!
A deafening boom was heard from in front of me.
Me and Malfoy were covered in the purple gunk that had been my emerald potion…WHAT DID HE DO NOW!
(((Snape's POV)))
How were they going to explain this one? It should be interesting but with this migraine…
"YOU IDIOT! Granger, what did you do you insolent know-it-all!?"
If I wasn't me then I probably would have laughed at the look of complete outrage and confusion on her face.
I almost felt bad for Malfoy, Granger looked pissed off.
"Make that 2 MORE weeks of Detention!"
After taking some of my anger out on the two unfortunate students, I sent the two to the nurse to get the revolting, electric violet concoction off of them.
::Draco::
I really didn't mean to make the potion explode…though I did get plenty of amusement from her face afterwards.
I had only been trying to help out, putting in a little bit of inconspicuous, unnoticed help in here and there.
I didn't realize she was cutting up the Salamander tails at the same time I secretly was so I put in mine right after she did causing that…concoction…to blow up.
I wonder what the affects will be…
I knew I was in for it the moment we stepped into the hallway from the expression on her face. It was SCARY! If looks could kill I'd be long gone…
"Come on, malferret! We've got a VERY long walk ahead of us!"
I tried hard not to cringe…I was really terrified now.
"What the HELL made you think that you could do that!? What could give you the right to not only make me fail in my classes but put me in detention too?! Did you think for one moment that I would let a half-assed jerk like you do that without ANY consequences?! Are you an idiot or something…wait, I already know the answer to that! You shouldn't go doing that to respectful women like myself! The way you're going NO ONE will want to go near you with a ten foot pole!!!"
I quickly cut in before she started ranting again.
"1. I don't NEED someone's permission to do that. 2. I didn't mean to get you in detention that was just an added bonus."
I was smirking on the outside but in the inside I was cringing, not wanting to say the next words. She would despise me even more…
"3. I'm NOT an idiot, you little mudblood. 4. Two questions. Respectful? WOMEN? 5) Were you really checking me out from behind? I can expect that from a whore like you…I bet you would want to touch me, WITHOUT a ten foot pole between us."
I abruptly finished my comeback speech and turned in the other direction, the opposite direction of the hospital wing.
I had to get away from her soon.
I expected her to say something back and curse me but what I got actually surprised me.
She came over to me the loud smack of her hand hitting my cheek echoing down the empty corridor.
"You bastard!" The only two words I heard before her sobbing became apparent and she ran off.
Wh- why-how-I…OW! The aftereffects of the slap
The was only one time when a girl has EVER hit me and that was 4 years ago…HOW DARE SHE!
I guess I went too far…I've heard jerk and 'a--' before, even son of a -----, but NEVER bastard…
I should go find her, shouldn't I?
Well, forget it, not after the way she treated me. I strode down to the hospital wing, either way I couldn't go around with that gunk in my hair…
::Hermione::
I ran through the halls, not worried about running into anyone. Everyone was happily sitting in class, unaware of my pain and silent screams.
I was so confused.
I just wanted to scream as loud as my lungs would allow me to; just let all of my frustration and memories out in one long, LOUD yell.
When Malfoy called me that…he reminded me of him.
Ryan had hurt me in the worst way he could then came back for more time after time.
I didn't bother harboring my tears any longer. They ran in streams down my face as I rushed to my haven, NO not the library. The astronomy tower. It was my home as I have none now…
Falling for Draco was not an option. I did not need another Ryan. I never will…
I needed to sort things though, just take a day off from my stressful life.
I am forced to live a lie, put a smile on my face everyday until I come here. I can't believe he would say something so-so-so CRUEL!
I mean I've heard everything from mudblood to bitch but to call me a whore!!!
It hurts more than I every said I would let it.
I sat down crying on my special rail. Before I knew it, I was throwing up over the edge. This was not unusual.
Ever since he started to put me on his 'special' diet because he wanted me to look 'perfect' I couldn't eat right.
I was slowly losing weight but I fight desperately to this day to quit the habit. I wanted to be healthy honest, it was just so damn hard to keep my meals down, and my friends get worried when I skip meals but they just wouldn't understand.
I didn't want the pity. EVER. No one ever found out what happened between me and my first love…I didn't WANT anyone to know.
My father found out on accident, but he never did anything about it.
That was one of the worst blows I received to my heart.
It was bad enough that I had to live with the memories and the consequences of falling for that particular guy…I can still see his face when I close my eyes…I was going to have a headache when I wake up…
I was lost to dreamland as my horrible memories turned into the dreaded nightmares.
Again.
::DRACO::
When Granger didn't show up for the rest of Potions class I knew something was bound to happen to me.
I was proved right as I was shoved into the wall halfway down the hallway of the dungeon. I glared at my attackers, I already knew who it was.
"What the hell did you do with Hermione, you bastard." The weasel snarled in my face.
I suppose it should have been menacing but it was a poor attempt to scare me. VERY poor. Just like the weasel himself.
"Why would I do anything to that mudblood bitch?" I didn't miss the promise of death that came into both of their eyes.
"Wrong thing to say." Potter actually had a really horrifying look on his face, he was pissed.
The weasel was about to hit me as Potter held me down when a menacing voice came with a clipped, commanding tone.
"Potter. Weasly. Could this be what I think it is?" Snape was not in a good mood.
"One month's detention for physical abuse, another one for verbal abuse."
Potter opened his mouth to protest but Snap interrupted him.
"Any objections and it'll be another month." He smirk and brushed past us and I took the chance to slip away, Snape was being particularly nasty today.
::Dinner!!!:::
I quickly scanned the great hall as I sat down to eat.
I didn't see the silky, but slightly fluffy brown hair I was looking for.
So, Hermione is still gone…if I had known that she would react like this…who am I kidding?
I still would have said it, its in my nature and even though I AM fighting against it it will take some time to become the person I WANT to be.
I left the dining hall quickly ignoring the shouts from Zabini and Parkison asking where I was going…
::HERMIONE::
I woke up groggily in the shimmering moonlight. I loved it up here at night where the dark night can contrast so…greatly...with the silver moon. I grabbed the ever present bag at my side and grabbed my ipod from the front pocket. Before I knew it I was singing along with the music.
'I
wait for the postman to bring me a letter Why'd
you have to go Daughter to father, daughter to father
I wait for the good Lord
to make me feel better
And I carry the weight of the world on my
shoulders
A family in crisis that only grows older
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to
go
I am broken but I
am hoping
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am crying, a
part of me is dying and
These are, these are
The confessions of
a broken heart'
Tears
fell down my cheeks as I sang with the girl. I didn't care though,
I was alone. 'And I wear all your old clothes, your polo
sweater So why'd you have to go Daughter to father,
daughter to father I love you, Daughter to father, daughter to father Ohhh...yeah I wait for the postman to bring me a
letter…'
I dream of another you
The one who would never
(never)
Leave me alone to pick up the pieces
A daddy to hold
me, that's what I needed
Why'd you
have to go
Why'd you have to go!!
I don't know you, but I still want to
Daughter
to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love
me
Cause these are, these are
The confessions of a broken
heart
I love you
I love you
I...!!!!!
I
love you!!
I don't
know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to
father
Tell me the truth...
Did you ever love me!!!?
Did you
ever love me?
These are...
The confessions...of a broken
heart
My father was a bastard. How could he sit there nonchantely when he knew what was happening with me and Ryan. It was all my fault for agreeing in the first place, but…he was the one that asked me to go out with his partners son…
The next song came on and I sang again.
'What
if I wanted to break Come break me down What if I wanted to
fight Come break me down
Laugh it all off in your face
What would
you do?
What if I fell to the floor?
Couldn't take this
anymore
What would you do, do, do?
Bury
me, bury me
I am finished with you
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do? (do,
do)
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm
not running from you
Bury me, bury me
I
am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me,
killing me
All
I wanted was you I tried to be someone else Come break me down Come break me
down What if I wanted to
break?'
But nothing
seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am
inside
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know
now, this is who I really am
Bury me,
bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You're
killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Break me down
Break me down
After Ryan tossed me away like an old rag doll, I wanted to die. Even when I came to Hogwarts I was unhappy. If they were really my friends why didn't they notice that something was wrong? That something had happened? I was close to hurting my self physically but my angel came to me. My beautiful, guardian angel with the mesmerizing silver-blue eyes. I remember the last time he told me 'get up you stupid girl, you are going to hurt yourself.' I had finally asked him, What if I want to be hurt? What if I want something more than this? Even if I was left there on the floor, immobile for the night I had won a battle because I had fought back for once. Verbally, that is.
'Lost
in gliches
Demeaning of purpose
Tied so tight
It's trying to
expire
Lack of faith
A greater imagination
A perfect
perseption
Of cats raining
Photographs of you...of
you
Besides, Besides
Simple lies
Are what we are
And what
we have
Won't hurt anymore
Simple lies
Are what we are
And
what we have
Won't hurt anymore
Silently waiting
For a
moment with you
As I tie you into nothing
Understand my hate
for you
What is wrong
Oh, what is right
I push you
through
I can't live with or without you
Besides,
Besides
Simple lies
Are what we are
And what we have
Won't
hurt anymore
Simple lies
Are what we are
And what we
have
Won't hurt anymore
When something keeps us alive
We
rest till death
I try to keep myself back
Together
again
Besides, Besides
Besides, Besides
Simple lies
Are
what we are
And what we have
Won't hurt anymore
Simple
lies
Are what we are
And what we have
Won't hurt
anymore
Simple lies
Are what we are
And what we have
Won't
hurt anymore'
It's funny how close that one is to describing my life…I wish I could deny that fact, that this summer had never happened, that Draco Malfoy had never kissed me, that I was never used and broken…If only,if only.
'Every
time we lie awake Every roommate kept
awake Only when I stop to
think about it I hate everything about you
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I
get
But I haven't missed you yet
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I
get
But I still don't miss you yet
Why do I love
you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you'
Why
was I thinking of Draco now? Is it really true? I mean I DO hate
everything bout him but really…it's true that I'm attracted to
him, I lost the argument with myself over that…I can proudly say
that I am ATTRACTED to him, only to myself and ONLY attracted of
course. It's kind of strange that he would have Aerith's
notebook. I know that he didn't steal it and I HAVE seen him
writing in a similar notbook in class and all… 'Every
time we lie awake Only when I stop to
think about it I hate everything about you Only
when I stop to think I hate everything about you I hate I hate
everything about you
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I
get
But I haven't missed you yet
Why do I love
you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
About you, I know
Only when you stop to
think
About me, do you know
Why
do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love
me
You hate
I hate
You love me
Why do I love you'
The song does remind me of my love for the one and only Draco Malfoy. I wish the 'you hate everything about me, why do you love me' part was real. He sure has the hate part right…he's always teasing me about my hair and teeth and my clothes and…well, everything.
I grabbed the notebook from my bag as the music continued and began to read. I forgot that it was even in there.
(((AUTHOR)))
Hello! It's me again! I am soooo excited because it's such a long chapter for me…Well this is my Thanksgiving present to EVERYONE!!! Next chapter, you get some poems, but I won't be the one writing them. That means they should be good.
Next chapter preview:
'She ignored her conscious, which was telling her to quit while she was ahead and-'
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'CONFESSIONS OF A BROKEN HEART' BY LINDSAY LOHAN,
'THE KILL' BY 30 SECONDS TO MARS,
'SIMPLE LIES' BY ENDO
'I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU' BY THREE DAYS GRACE,
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