Missing the old times
Discalmer: I don't own a thing. Execpt Dora, I own her.
Chapter 7
„Love that once hung on the wall
Used to mean something, but now it means nothing
The echoes are gone in the hall
But I still remember, the pain of December" – Let Me Go – Avril Lavigne feat. Chad Kroeger
„What exactly was that?" Dash asked.
„You mean, what happened?" I asked.
„What were he exactly pointing at?"
„What happened in the past" I sighed. „Can we close it now?"
„Does he hurted you?"
„No"
„Or did you hurted him?"
„Oh stop it for now!" I shouted. „I said I don't want to talk about it, then you have to understand!"
I was about to cry. I know I hurted him, and I hurted myself with it too. I never wanted it to happen again, after I let it happen in the past.
I realised, how much I hurted him with this, at late night. I weren't felt myself safe, without his arms around me. Slowly, I started to cry myself into the deepness, of my dreams, when I heard his voice.
„I'm sorry Vi" he whispered.
„I'm the only who have to say sorry, you ain't done something shit in the past" I said, as I wiped away my tears. „I kissed him, that were the thing, I were did. If you really wanted to know" I sighed.
„Why did you didn't, if you had me?"
„To be honest? I don't know. I had a feeling what maked me to kiss him. And I said loud, him that, and he did. And in that moment, I realised how much I hate him. Somehow, I needed his kiss, to make it sure, that I hate him" I told the true story to him. I never wanted to lie to him. If we ever finally get there, to promise this to eachother. „Now, I told you the whole story, could you just hold me in you're arms? I don't feel myself safe without you're arms"
He laughed, then he pulled me close to him.
„Oh Vi, you will never understand why did I fallen in love with you, in this way" he whispered, then I smiled.
„I love you too" I said it with my last word on that night, cause I've fallen asleep in that fast.
Even tought, it was eleven PM. And I used to sleep around the morning AM's. Well, my luck.
A/N: I really – really wanted to write this chapter soo bad! Originally, Chapter 5-6 are turned to be a one-shot, but I decided to put them here. I like writing these chapters, and still thinking on what to do with the new ones. What are comming, I swear;)
Writed on: 2015. 11. 29
