If you recognize it, then I probably don't own it
JANUARY
Draft Folder:
(10) Edward Cullen; ECullen me . com
Jake Black; MotorcycleJake me . com
(2) Mom; RDriver elegancesalon . com
Liz; BlizzardLiz me . com
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Liz (snow emoji, lizard emoji):
Are you still emailing McEmo?
Me:
STOP CALLING HIM THAT
Me:
And yes, but im not sending them
Liz (snow emoji, lizard emoji):
What you can call him McEmo, but im not allowed to
Me:
I call him Emo Eddie, not McEmo
Me:
But whatever
But drop it please
Liz:
Two things, why is there a huge space between ur two sentences
Me:
Oh, I hit space a lot for emphasis
Liz:
Okay cool. But you'll never guess who asked me out
Me:
Is it Jimmy?
Liz:
NO KEVIN asked me out. We were in packing up our instruments and he said
Me:
KEVIN ASKED YOU OUT?!
Liz:
'Hey Liz want to get dinner sometime?'
AND I SAID YES? Should I not have
Me:
You can do whatever you want
Liz:
U sure, I know you went on a date with him and it was a disaster
Me:
Just take separate cars lol
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"Happy Birthday Mir." Jake said as he entered my truck, leaving the Reservation high school behind him.
"Thanks," I said, as he fumbled with his seatbelt.
"So where do you want to go to celebrate?"
"You know there's nothing to do in Forks, right." I reminded him, "Besides, you're spending the day with me. And I'm going to do your nails."
"No, you're not!" He insisted as I drove away from the Reservation high school.
"It's my birthday!" I insisted. "You have to let me do you're nails."
"I don't have to let you do anything."
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I wrapped the nail form around his thumb, the last finger that I needed to add the acrylic to. I primed his nail, and added the acrylic gently shaping it with my brush.
"Miri, it's been ages, aren't you done yet?" Jake asked, his eyes focused on his other nails.
"No, all I've done is added the acrylic, next I'm going to add red gel polish to your nails, bake them, and then you'll be done."
"That's gonna take years."
"No, it'll take like ten minutes. You forget I'm almost an expert in nails." I formed the nail carefully to match the others.
"How do I take these off?" He asked as the acrylic dried.
"I put a peel off base coat on before I did the acrylic, remember." I peeled off the nail form carefully, and added the gel polish in thin coats.
"Okay, but how do I to take these off?" He asked as I put his hand in the UV light to bake his nails.
"I have a toothpick."
"You're going to take my nails off with a toothpick?"
"Yes, it's easy."
"Then why don't you do your own nails?" He asked.
"I did," I showed him own nails. "Galaxy nails."
"You did that yourself." He frowned, "On yourself?"
"Yeah, it's not that hard. All you need is a makeup sponge, acrylic paint, like three different nail polishes." I said, baking the nails on his other hand.
"Am I done yet?" Jake asked as he admired his new red nails.
"No, I have to put the nail oil on."
"Ohmigod!" Jake rolled his eyes, "Miri, hurry the fuck up."
"It's my birthday." I reminded him. "You have to be nice to me."
"I'm letting you paint my nails."
"It's my birthday." I reminded him as I ran the nail oil pen around his cuticles.
"I don't give a flying fuck."
"It's my birthday, and I finished your nails, jerk."
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"What the hell is on my sons fingers?" Billy asked at the restaurant.
Jake laughed into his water cup.
"I did his nails." I told Billy. "It's my birthday."
My dad rolled his eyes.
"It's six fifty-four." I told my dad.
My dad aimed a prolonged another eye roll at me, "Can you give it arrest."
"No."
Billy laughed into his water cup. "She's stubborn like you, Charlie."
The waitress came over to our table and dropped off our food, "I love your nails." She said to Jake.
He choked on his own breath. "Thanks, I did them myself."
I shot him a dirty look, and mouthed asshole.
Jake blew me a kiss.
"Hi, sorry I'm late." Prissy said as she approached the table, she kissed my dad on the check and sat down in the empty chair next to him. "Happy birthday, Miri."
"Alright, it's six fifty-six." My dad groaned, "It's time for Miri to engage in the inane ritual that her mother instilled in her brain that she must celebrate her birthday at her exact birth time. Because if she doesn't, she'll have an aneurysm and die. While the rest of us know that birthday time doesn't exist and that Miri's stubborn urge to follow her mother's ritual is just as—"
"You're running out the clock on purpose!" I said.
"Just open your damn presents." My dad said, handing me the gift bags.
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I immediately went into my room after dinner, and began writing an email to him. I didn't the send emails to him anymore. I couldn't send them to him anymore. I didn't even email him a goodbye. I figured just sending myself into an abyss of details and apologies, was better. To focus my bad moments into email upon email and not send them. Pretending to email him my inner most thoughts, missing him. Leaving out the details of my blooming friendship with Jake, leaving out my happy moments. I don't know, maybe if I pretended to tell him that my life without him was shit, it would be better for him.
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To: Edward Cullen; ECullen me . com
From: Me; RisingSun me . com
BCC/CC:
Subject: Birthday
Im 18 today. Older than you in one way. I wish I could have celebrated one birthday with you, and that your birthday didn't have to be what it was… If I had one wish, then I might not wish for time to be turned back. I think I would wish to forget you. Not our time together. Not our relationship. But forget how much you meant—mean to me… I was going to break up with you that day. When you took me to the woods and broke up with me instead. I was planning on asking alice to help me. I was going to say 'straight up I was going to love you forever (oooh oh oh), but weve been caught in a hit and run.' Yes, I was going to quote paula. I forgive you for the heartbreak, for the almost murder, for the almost almost murder your presence has put me in… but I wouldn't trade you for mike. Fuck mike because hes boring. And fuck you for making me miss you.
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I finished my exams. And am working still. But im going to continue updating! And were back on main book! I require at least 2 reviews btw, I haven't gotten any in a while. Please they trick me into writing and uploading faster. I need reviews because I crave attention and validation. Okay to reiterate, main book chapters coming out soon, please review. And if I didn't already say so, I changed steve and renees last name to driver. Love u and c u l8er
